horrible dreams all night. in one of them there were spiders crawling on me, and was told i shouldn't kill them. i woke up and there was a big spider right next to my head on the wall just like the one in the dream. i tried to kill it and missed (i never miss) now i cant find it
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still scared and thinking about this. it is making me feel more mentally ill than usual. i haven't seen a spider in my room since i vacuumed and cleaned over a week ago
panic between "nothing is real, everything is a projection of your mind which is unraveling at the seams" and "spider crawled on you while sleeping, causing dreams of spider, which you woke up to see" and i can't tell which is worse 😭
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