>>28386
I made a promise a year ago to not seek validation and unpurposeful attention from places that arent meant from me but I failed badly. My desires overpowered my resolve, particularly during the summer when unwanted and inappropiate awful thoughts easy infiltrated my mind, leading me to engage in actions like posting myself on image-boards because thats the only place where I felt wanted. As autumn begins school characterised by hobbies during the day are my number one goal because I have a vision for the future which I keep destroying everytime with stupid immature shit I do in the internet.
As this time comes I am plagued by regret of my past actions,which make me feel miserable as hell.
Winter in contrasts shows the best of me because I am too busy working for my ambitions. I really want to be somebody in the future.
Despise my previous requests this thread still remains undeleted and this dissapoints me.
Have a great life everybody and I hope you get what you want from life.