>>65325
While I'm on the topic I remember one of our biggest "arguments" was when she was in Colorado with her coke fiend nurse sister and while there her 18 year old sister did coke in the bathroom with her sister after Audrey told her not to, so then she texted me about it and I was like idk what you want me to do about it but yelling at her probably isn't going to help, and Audrey does this thing of taking your words literally or out of context as an excuse to get mad at you and said that I said it was her fault her sister did coke I swear to God she said that I implied her shaming made her want to do coke and I was the bad guy for saying she was 18 so it's her problem. Audrey showed those same texts to that same mud shark sister who did coke and she called me a controlling and possessive, that sister hated me since day one apparently and when Audrey showed her a picture way before she said I looked like an abuser. And when she came back after doing shrooms, weed, and alcohol at the same time with her sisters she was exhausted and I remember telling her I liked her best like this when she was too out of it to be a spaz. That's when she became more abusive but I already checked out mentally. I have no idea what her internal monologue really sounds like but when she isn't "learning" she's texting Internet strangers. What's odd is that guy who "killed himself" earlier sounds vaguely familiar because Montgomery was what she wanted to name her first kid and also that guy mentioned a train station in Colorado, I remember one night while we were trying to sleep she mentioned so vaguely this older guy she met and their interactions via email and how called himself a spy, anyways that guy was spam texting her and like BPD splitting in front of us, she talks to actual nut jobs and finds it entertaining when she pushes them to spaz out. But yeah she gets jealous easily oh and after that Colorado trip she was crying in bed how she has to take care of everyone and be the responsible one but she also wants to be "babied" too