>>65405
I liked behavioral and developmental psychology since I was a kid but it's only an interest because reading about it doesn't constitute much. Related to her there are some people that really dwell into the subject of narcissm really deeply, particularly a Jewish narcissist psychologist named Sam Vaknin Incase any of you want to waste your time on understanding these people, that's what I did for months after her to cope lol. Another cool guy, unrelated though, is Robert sapolsky, whenever I tried talking to her about concepts like free will and social structures she was very dismissive even though she tried saying she was interested in these subjects. I also liked ecology and was even in college for a degree in it with her at the time but she also just used that as a buzzword to attract eco fascist guys or something, enough about my pseudo-intellegence lol.

>>65409
She would literally bring it up how she has more life experience than me and that I am prideful for not listening to her and taking her advice, I don't even remember what about but I'm a pretty secluded person so I couldn't have been pushing her boundaries or doing anything risky let alone anything much in general. It was her general attitude, I remember one night I asked her if she could treat me like an equal since we are in a relationship and she said she did but it never felt like it, she was always pretty condescending and controlling. Nothing I said was ever in consideration and she treated me like, it's hard to articulate but she moved around me proverbially and physically like I wasn't there, I did not matter much at all to her and only when she wanted something basically. All on me for staying but still, and it's so pernicious because she tries not to be overt about it, like she pretends to never know what you are talking about about and never remembers anything and then in the same conversation flips it on you and gets aggressive