You ever just read a doujin, have your dick out ready to go, just to end up admiring the art? Sometimes I wonder why there's so many great doujin artists. Sometimes I wonder if it's a thing where some professional animators/artists have a secret side gig where they draw doujins of stuff they worked on and just have their cousin man the booth at comiket. Or maybe Japanese culture is accepting of that. I have no idea sadly.