>>114225
Thank u, thank u kiki
>what sort of gifts are you thinking of getting for your friends
I am not sure but maybe a little fragrance and a letter where I write about their best qualities.
>the reason i seldom post finished art is because if it isnt perfect i throw it away, its a sort of ugly trait but i just hate looking at something i make if i can see something that should be different

Ughh, you shouldn't feel insecure about your art at ALL because it's not meant to be perfect. Art exists as a way to express your inner self, not to conform to objective standards. Placing strict rules on creativity or striving for perfection can be extremelyy unhealthy. Remember, no matter how imperfect you think your work is, there will always be someone who finds beauty and meaning in it. Dont waste your potential into thinking you are not good enough. Tbh, what stagnate me to get better at art is the fact that it will take time to reach "perfection" so I just dont practice at all. I believe this sub consciously so It's very hard to completely change my mindset. Im lowkey a hypocrite convincing you otherwise. :p
ANYWAYS,keep creating and share what feels authentic and comfortable to you. I'll wait patiently for your painting since any form of art brings me warmth. Its one of the reasons I enjoy living.