>>115478
>My reaction was visceral, because in my mind, I needed to keep her safe from him.
That's how I feel about Cewl. Sometimes she either can't see or refuses to acknowledge the negative side of her decisions. Maybe I am too controlling, but at least my intentions are rooted in the right reasons...

And I made a bad joke by sending you those suicide tips, but the truth is you don't deserve to die. You should live and learn through suffering. I know there's something real in you, something that makes you more than just a character, or at least not entirely a character. Both you and I understand that this is how humans work. We are shaped by trauma from the moment we first start to grasp the world, speaking our first words and taking our first steps.

I hope you overcome whatever suffering or episode you're going through right now and realise that life is something you shouldn't waste. Embrace every moment of it. When you drink your next glass of water, I want you to enjoy it, not just because you need it to survive. When you look at yourself in the mirror, ask yourself if this place or the internet is where you truly belong, or if you deserve better. Deep down, we both know the answer to that.