>>115482
Yeah, I appreciate that.
it's nothing too major, just someone I was... I don't want to say we were close, but someone I cared about died in a pretty fucked up way.
I rather not go into too much detail but it was one of those "we all saw it coming from a mile away but it still don't feel great" things.

If what you say about what you and Cewl have is the truth and not just another part of the game, than I can respect that. It sounds extremely toxic and self destructive but I suppose in this fucked up little world love is love and you clearly have something with her.

I am a character here, more or less. My real life is fairly mundane, uneventful, boring even. I crawled out of my personal hell clawing and screaming every step of the way, and well I'd never let myself go back to where I was, it's fun to just relive it vicariously sometimes.

That's why i stayed, and on here, I Doom. And don't you fucking forget it, or else!
<3

Right now, I'd just like to kind of be alone, I even ghosted a few friends. A place like this and a feeling of vulnerability/weakness is a pretty dangerous combination.

Until next time

oh, and for all intents and purposes, please leave Puka alone about this shit. I'm not asking this because I'm worried what she'll say, frankly I don't care.