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You know the crazy thing? What we had really wasn't that extreme. Sure the age difference and our presences on the internet paint a more dramatic story and again the mystique and the whole "unsolved mysteries" vibe to it make it seem way more significant than it really was.

That and the fact that I am someone who is really not great with the warm fuzzy emotions, or abandonment so i really didn't handle shit well afterwards and when provoked I'll generally just do my thing and respond mindlessly. I'm kind of nihilistic like that.

truth is, our conversations were fairly mundane, like sure I made it a point to occasionally reinforce boundaries with her for both her sake and mine, but it really wasn't that deep. We never told each other I love you or anything crazy like that and at most I called her cute a few times when she was seeking validation, and it's probably worth pointing out that I also had a few "gfs" or fwb at the time and she was aware of at least two of them.
Like sure, there are a lot of things that I would have done differently, namely stay away entirely, but again, it was a lesson well learned.

Take my word for it, if you let yourself be vulnerable with Vamp in the slightest you're going to eat shit. But I suppose we all have to learn some things the hard way.
She seems like a good kid, I hope you're able to get through to her man.