I am in love with a girl a year younger than Ki but smart, blonde, and a little chubby. So, exactly the opposite of ki! ZING! (Just kidding, ki, you're actuallt pretty smart.)

I keep chickening out of trying to go to her area of town to find her.

What should I do, Chat? Do I just give up and accept that she'll just be purchased by a damn Jew eventually? Or do I risk everything good in my life to try and go for the only girl I truly can love in this shitty world of darkness?