i know you all think im playing a stupid innocent act and im not saying im innocent at all im just genuinely fucking stupid and i trust people too much. its my fault for all of this but im not pretending anything. im not innocent im just naive in an ugly way thats hurting me a lot. i sometimes think im magical in a way and that people can just be friends with me because i show them my true feelings and its just stupid and im too old for that unrealistic way of thinking and this is horrible . im genuinely upset about kiwi lying and i dont understand why everyone is just messing with me as if im not even a person its gross and i should have seen it coming and i know you all are mad at me and hate me now but if you want to help at all just stop telling me to stop talkinv to people, stop bumping the thread, just leave it alone please.