>>48272
It was like interacting with a friend whose mom had just died.

I'll never get over the fact that she was only 4 months older than me, and that she was a Catholic like me too. I wasn't an oldfag like a lot of you who'd known about her since 2015 or whatever but I fucking miss her anyway.

I think her death and the phenomenon of her online disappearance and the fact that so many guys were literally in love with her despite never meeting her is like one of the most tragic and gut wrenching things I've ever witnessed.

There are so many life lessons here about the fleeting beauty of youth and the failure of weak men to protect women from the dangers of the world, and about people being cast aside by modernity, but I think the biggest thing I've taken away from it all is how lonely everything is.

There's like less than 300 people left on the internet who frequent these boards, and who actually even gave a fuck in the first place.

I know it's a natural part of life to die and be forgotten but I can't get over it. I don't want to die, and I don't want to forget her bros.