also the constipation med makes me very gassy and i cant physically fart it it just doesnt go out like my anus does not open a bit not even for a fart to diffuse from anyway i hate pooping now i like cry actually when i feel my bowel movement going down at first it was like teehee im a girl and i dont poop fr and when i was doing oxies it wasnt that bad because i wouldnt start doing it after i pooped like once every two days, and for heroin i generally was withdrawing once a week so i just had diarrhea all day but this. this is insane. this is bad.
btw she talked to me about methadone and i might use it if this treatment doesnt work out and im so excited because methadone is supposed to be more potent than h 😵🤤 anyways ummmm lol yeaa gtg i have to study and shiz