To be honest...
Who cares if she thinned out or if she looks better now (she clearly doesn't) if she's become a used goods, ran through whore that's done sick deprived shit with multiple guys? That's way worse than losing her looks and trumps over any redeeming quality she might have developed within this time span. Ok cool, you graduated with an engineering degree. Woah you cooked a meal or bake pastries. Nice, you learned how to build furniture. You still degraded yourself permanently when you decided to hook up with those people, do drugs with some of them and by yourself, use people, lick ass, peg, and lie about all of that and more.