I am aware that I should not be here, but I cannot help myself due to the overwhelming fear I am experiencing. these issues are significantly impacting my personal life. I wish this were a mere dream or some kind of illusion, as I long to go back in time and change everything. This situation is entirely my faul,it was inevitable, but I never cared enough because I believed I was mentally stable enough to avoid such a scenario.What makes this even more challenging is my craving for validation, and now, no one can see me in a positive light. It feels as though everything is over. However, there might still be hope. If I can change my mindset and gain control over my thoughts, I can make myself not care as much about others' perceptions. After all, this situation primarily affects how people view me and not anything more serious, I hope. This whole bs has consumed my thoughts this past week and I am not functional to do anything else besides think about this.
I was supposed to block this website but I have so little controll over myself Its crazy I am so dumb. I cant even kms how do I deal with this?