Hey vamp if you're reading I want to say you're doing a really good job staying off this board. It's natural and normal to want attention, and the sad reality is that the majority of posters on this board get envious and even hateful that you can get attention easily online because you're pretty. If you do decide to come back to the chans you should start your own board or something where you can remove people who just get off on degrading you, and people who want you to be their personal pornstar. You can cultivate a comfortable community. I think nyanners did something like this iirc? She started by comfyposting on the chans but then moved to youtube/twitch where she could moderate and filter out the faggots