>>98859
yeah i agree. i was on an alcoholic binge during that. my true opinion is that she is attractive, but her look is so different from mine and i kept getting compared to her before i even knew who she was.

it sucks because it obviously wasn't her insulting me--she doesn't even know who i am, but since people kept comparing me to her, i used her as a scapegoat to insult and argue over since i knew nothing about the people attacking me in her defense so i couldn't directly insult them. i believe the first time i learned about her was through her letterboxd, and admittedly i did find it a bit pretentious as a lot of people have. but then someone said something that made me realize she probably just actually has some sort of hyperfixation on that type of media, and that's obviously completely valid. i hadn't read her reviews initially, but i went back to read some and its clear that she's very thoughtful and articulate. i dont think that her simps even have the ability to analyze the media that she does in the way she does it. after acknowledging that and realizing she isn't an arrogant poser like i initially thought, i did get a little bit insecure. that's when all of the arguing began, and when i start arguing with someone over anything i always want to get the last word in so it becomes a shitshow.