10/16/2022 (Sun) 22:24
It’s never actually been about if she’s a whore or not, or if she’s a liar, or if she has friends, or anything like that. It’s about accessibility. The more accessible an e-girl is the more liked she is. As Ken becomes more of an extrovert with more real life friends, more hobbies, and more good looks, the less liked she is because it ruins the main draw of these girls always was in the first place: fantasy, the belief that maybe she actually is someone who could like you. Without that there’s no appeal to most people here. The more we learn about her meeting people irl, and what her standards are, naturally more people are going to start being repulsed. Each time she’s seen with a man, it’s a reminder that it’s not any of us and never will be, even if he’s just a friend we assume it’s a boyfriend or someone she’s fucking or has fucked because we see ourselves in his shoes and we want to fuck her, so it’s hard to think of any man in her life as not wanting the same. It’s never actually been about her. It’s about what she seems like in our own eyes filtered through fantasy and wish fulfillment. When this naturally gets contradicted, it’s a lot easier to say we hate her because she’s this or that (regardless of whether it’s true or not), and say we’re done with her by our own volition. Instead in reality it’s just that she never would’ve liked us in the first place, and never really was what we fantasized she would be. Sure, she was a shut-in neet virgin with severe anxiety, and we related, but even then, she was still herself and still wouldn’t have ever so much as spit in our general direction.
I’m reaching a breaking point. Really should stop.