06/23/2022 (Thu) 12:26:40
Honestly, I think my attempts to stop wanking was what got me into this mess. Obviously my lack of self-control and discipline was ultimately what did it but I've had this mentality of "I've already fucked up, in for a penny, in for a pound" sort of thing. It applies to drinking as well as the wanking. If I didn't make it a big deal I'd probably just have a wank like the rest of you. We all have our struggles I guess.