i found a empty booze bottle yesterday and used it for something. when i was done with it, the label was gone. i filled it with christmas food and gave it one of my best feathers that i've been collecting the past few months. hope you are okay, buddy

i also lit a pink candle that i had bought just a few weeks before you changed the colors of your room. i saw you and you were much more confident and alive this time. the last time you were anxious and needy. there was a woman with you who will always watch over you. you know her.

my kid was already with me since the last time. so i guess the kid from your dream is yours