In Bon's ideal world, people would gift her their monthly salaries in bits while she belches, plays League, watches South Park, and talks about her pets. She honestly thinks she "had" to do OF rather than have discipline and put together professional, consistent streams. Before the people who blame it on anxiety and ADHD come to defend her - that's where therapy and friends come into play.

But oh wait... she just blocks anyone who tells her the truth. She shouldn't hate that she is a pornstar (though I'd argue "star" is a bit of a stretch...) The OF is a symptom - the problem is internal.