>>9366
>reasons for doing what I do have nothing to do with her
You contradict yourself. You said that your edit 'was inspired by her' and that you made it because you 'had to make up for [it]'. Those are 2 reasons that what you do have something to do with her.

>yet you imply all sorts of things about me
I did indeed say I did not want to insult you. But I also said that 'I can't help myself but question your antics'. Sure that was a glaring disclaimer that I was going to drift off from what I promised... What I implied wasn't an insult at all, and if you did take it as an insult then that just proves to me you are too sensitive. I clearly wrote at the end of the paragraph that you should 'think yourself as an individual'. Being that you should probably ignore what others think/say - yet it seems you hold your bonds above yourself.

>you don't want me to psychonalyze
I said don't bother. You're a human and your natural instincts will tell you to fill in the gaps of the unknown - hence speculate and 'psychoanalyse' (although that term shouldn't be flung around willy-nilly). It was impossible of a task to begin with. You're entitled to whatever you want to think about me. I think I made that clear when I said that 'as long as you don't get in my way then I don't really care'.

>You are as consumbed by this as everyone else
The intentions of coming here are different (which is also a generalisation, but even more proof that you should not view people as a group...). You have jumped the gun too early. I'm here under my own conditions and under my own will. A lot of people are here because they want to fulfil their empty social interactions. Why does my 'own conditions' and 'will' contrast me from others? As far as I know, and what you've made clear, is that you do it for her - because you felt indebted for what happened to her family. And you respond to all this because you care a lot about your image. You could have simply ignored all this, yet you felt the obligation to respond. I could continue to jump down this rabbit hole and assume things... You see how easy it is to just follow a narrative that you are ignorant on but under 'common belief' is justifiable. I have no reason to veil my intentions or use 'scape goats'. You do though, because you have close bonds with people close to her and you are an avid discord user in the server, who posts edits and looks for responses.

>deal with your own uncomfortable feelings
I live a comfortable life. I have a comfortable job and a comfortable wage. I contribute to my community and I socialise with real people. I don't think you can probably grasp this logic from the sheer looks of things but here goes...! All I am is an individual who thinks for himself. As long as you don't get in my way then I don't really care. You said it yourself: 'This edit took 4 days, sometimes going for 18 hours straight'. If that does not spring any concerns over you and was ACTUALLY ok'ed by your therapist (which I highly doubt) then you either need to file a complaint to that therapist or snap out of your false heroism act.

>people feel weird for following a teenage girl and are naturally looking for a scapegoat