my mom is doing the bs ritual countless times a day - attack me (3) and then use some symbolism to say now whoever she lies to be representing would now be following me (2, yellow, 12, purple, 7, white, whatever).

this is a lie.
obviously, as it´s going on for years now and still noone is actually behaving free. all the things making the world a better place, you cunts do kind of unwillingly and by mistake.
it´s masons acting mason roles. it´s not saving anyone, not a single soul, it´s not "turning around" anyone, not s single one.
all it does is annoy me on a daily basis. all it is is you all attacking me. all that it is is breaking down the only bridge there is. it´s not about the wheather, or saving souls who are dead already, not about saving or turning around the heavens, not about deamons, not about anything you cunts lie about.
the sole purpose of you doing it is the only thing it actually does: it attacks me and gives ma a hard time so I cannot help you change the world (by advice and by my timeline magic creating G wise) and for that I will not save but punish you.

the ukraine is not a corrupted shithole bc of deamons. you did not fuck kids bc the devil made you do so. and you sure as fuck do not attack me bc whomever would control you. it´s you all and your free will to do it.

ever thought about why my mom would have to attack me all day long bc of the devil and deamons and other made up bs, but was allowed to use "now saved" symbolism countless times a day? does not make much sense? well, it´s a lie.

ever thought about why coincidentially you would have to do more attacking ritual stuff when it´s at a time it actually hurts me the most (like making my studies at university way harder, not that I would even care.)
ever thought about why you would have to attack and annoy and ridicule me when my feet has been hurting for weeks?
it´s all fake. I told you so many times. still you just do it while twisting the tiniest and most irrelevant things I do or say into some bs, like me agreeing to an apppointment at 3pm would mean "yeah, sure, go ahead and try to break me", this is utterly ridiculous, and you know it, you all know it.

I thought about kind of testing you, to see if there are still people left who wish to attack me or follow orders to do so. and I hope that I would be able to offer you being saved by death.