Brute-forcing Blocked SRA memories Anonymous 06/16/2020 (Tue) 09:50:41 No.3948 del
unrepressing and/or associating dissasosiative sra memory's by any means necessary within reason
This is aside from very triggering possibly it should be. Also another reason this is not endeavored is because if you try and think of sra if you are not at least aware of memory fragments or are still riding the unicycle of traumatic mind control. You may intentionally imagine things pieced and derivative of a fake imaginative thing in order to deflect from black fear endueced precognition repression/disassociation. I have memories that do not make sense from childhood. I have memory fragments that are gratuites to irl local digging of sra that even lines up with events now brought to light due to covid making people bicker and bring up shit from the 1990's to their spouse. The location is consistant with a google maps anomily that has since been corrected showing a masonic lodge in my county under the water by a bridge. I realized that bridge is the location of the memory fragment A the clown masked man in the back of the car/van going up dark to light and on the bridge 30 miles away from my town which has a simular bridge so i assumed the bridge was the local one. A pizza parlor is directly by the bridge that has stone brickwork a gratiut to memory fragment 2A the red brick archway and possibly torch or low lighting. Feel it had to do with a secret wall or hidden underwater dungeon access. Breif dungeon memory fragment C. Not much but smallish dungeon room and hellish things i can't think of because of the black fear.
So i am at the point i need to shake something loose. Now i have devised a personal shamanic system of vetting such speculous remebering or trying to recall what sra was. I just wrote it out a couple of times. Only say what you know for a fact (to yourself or here i dont care lets shake this shit loose). If you have memories as a young child that make no sense or any low ceiling churchy memories of churches you never went to yet see in your town and somehow know what the inside looks like. Things like that.
also this is not something you want to have had happened to you. Don't try and think the pumpkin patch you went to in an early memory was sordid to feel cultured. Do it only if it was a memory you can remember yourself recalling earlier in your life. I call that mesurection.Because your whole life is shown to be a hiding of this. Very troubling. And fuck it make one up we (self sra memory crackers)should be able to know if its real or not based on whats real. This is going to be very improvisational and may be too personal as in only i can relate to memories i had. But themes and patterns may emerge if others have had similar experiences.
pic related. I had already came to the conclusion i was editing out my memories hence fragments. Very good overview of this kind of thing.