Look, I never said it was a GOOD idea, just that I desperately want to make up for my losses.
I've been irresponsible with money these past three months.
This is another month I'm ending the month actually flat broke. Like I don't even have dosh to put gas in my car.

Mistakes were made.

Anyway, it's 2 am, and I want another strong drink, and a smoke. How are you?