I'm forced to "live with" a few too many things I'd rather not have in my life. Most of them I don't think I can do anything about. I've been running on low battery mode for years now and I'm starting to falter in regards to the things I COULD potentially fix. It's a nightmarish experience that I wouldn't wish on anybody. But I'm still here still trying aren't I? Even if I need a lot of catharsis and self care to stay (mostly) sane. I was thinking I should research whether it's possible to hire a counsellor or some kind of person who could help. Not that I have a lot of money but it's just an idea I had

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is this a song for nerds?