>>60340
Maybe I'm misinterpreting you, but it sounds like you're trying to encourage me to git gud at something. Which is a nice thing to do for somebody, but I've mostly given up on myself for the time being. Like I've said before, there are times I can barely get the most basic chores done under my current circumstances. If I break out of the spell then I'll suddenly feel normal and adult and smart. I'll "buy into" myself. But most of the time it's like I'm being pushed down towards the ground by a force field or something. Either that or just numbness and silence. Good, woke elleh only comes out like 1% of the time