I had a dream for the first time in forever a couple days ago. I was arguing with some girl and at one point I chimped out and started choking her. It wasn't really full force and I didn't do any damage at all but as soon as I let go she started saying the most hurtful and dehumanizing things my brain could come up with. Not that it'd be an inappropriate reaction to being choked it's just that the way my brain played out the scenario was with her being as dramatic and mean as humanly possible. And then the cops and other people showed up and they all treated me like a deranged monster and pointed at me with their index fingers and said all sorts of things about me. Definitely had something to do with my murderous fantasies