>>62046
>I watched that video of the asian woman but I didn't get much from it other than her saying the world is against her. I will have to watch it again and try to focus more.
it's all just yapping in the end. nothing really matters bro. I found it satisfying that she was surprisingly eloquent and that I could relate and understand most of the things she said (not so much towards the end, I got a little lost there) and I thought there were some interesting tidbits like the question about the origin of creativity, and how the art you enjoy or create does say something about you or your past you or your future you. That was a cool idea to think about. Why does cam like those paintings, why do I like the christmas lights in moscow, things like that. Maybe it doesn't strictly constitute philosophy by its current definition but still. There are a lot of things I'd like to say about the more purely philosophical matters but I have zero trust for my mind anymore and everything it comes up with ends up sounding stupid to me. I keep trying to post my own thoughts and then deleting everything. Doc can probably tell you what that's called because I know there's a name for it. It can be a little exasperating tbh, I don't feel wiser I feel frustrated

>>62055
this particular rabbit hole is new to me