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I am in a very similar situation to yours. I was supposed to have "made it", confirmed many times. But I've definitely continued to grow old. Since those threads happened at a key age (around 30), I was in the perfect context to not be able to fool myself. I've gotten older.
I have managed to find ways to restore myself to the level of health I should have at my age, which was higher than I had back then, relatively speaking, thanks to Traditional Chinese Medicine. But there is no way to spin it: physical decay is a thing for me.
I don't care that much, because I have a strong astral body (maybe even immortal), and if not, I'll eventually get it in some other life.