I know that feel of being lonely with people around you is the worst hell ever. I could never do it with a not sarcastic smile tho. But yeah life gave me an out of it, a painful one, but I am not going back into that hell. I am in the magical closet too some people am pretty sure suspect it but they don't care enough to say anything. They know I am little eccentric but the people around me are not the regular normal anyway so who cares.
Seriously don't die inside while people laugh on the most unfunny joke around you because when I think of the true torture hell can give me it's either this or hospital waiting rooms
The world is so crazy now that opportunities manifest left and right but yeah... Making the first step is always hard I know. Making the first step literally kicked me 3 steps back but in return removed some obstacles from my path that made the first step on the corrected path possible.
