Sunflower 01/07/2022 (Fri) 01:51:54 Id: 72d2a5 No.429 del
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I have multiple fulfilled personas from past lives, each representing one aspect of myself which has to exist as an individual. Current me is just the rabble that didn't fit in, forming into the last persona. At least that's how I feel, that's why I'm so fragmented and why this life is so slow. It's trying to be the opposite of who I am, in some attempt at finally removing the risk of creating karma by doing something that goes against the true me.
It did in some way fall in place when I played Touhou 6 and saw Sakuya as a boss using time manipulation magic, then being a playable character with a spell called Jack-the-Ripper in Touhou 7. Did you know that her knives are actually the same knife thrown many times in different parallel timelines, making it appear as many knives?
I could say here that the knives are symbolic for having many personas and forms, all appearing at once as different people, but actually being the same person moving in different timelines.
When meditating in lotus position, the magic circle seen in the games started appearing around me, it happened and I recognized it in the games later.
I've been told/warned about the way I practice by other people, but they don't understand. The path of simply not having karma is one of self sacrifice. As I sit in lotus position, the knives circle around me, then through my meridians and they start cutting up my body. Violent images from past lives all come up and it could look terrifying if someone saw it. The session ends with myself reforming and the knives again returning to the circle around me.

Ancap anon talked about having been Moses and being able to negate the effects of karma, even killing people because it was necessary and negating it at once. There is something like this, but for the true me and the past me:s, it was more of being/acting the force of retribution. Being the executioner playing the role of karma itself.