Sunflower 01/11/2022 (Tue) 22:03:32 Id: 972fd5 No.454 del
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After this whole thing I noticed my "shadow cape" got extremely small. I don't know if it was the "Gazer" or the lion or the fight itself but it got smaller. I didn't really bother with this I was trying to still figure out the lion sword's capabilities anyway.

Then the next night I noticed it's still small. I was wondering that I might have lost something important with this so I was wondering "Can I generate/regrow this?"
And I did... My back started generating a smoke-like substance like in the anime/manga "Shadow House" and it felt orgasmicly good. It seems what I had above my shoulder was some sort of "excess" because after generating it it just went back into my back even if I tried to purify it with golden light it went back. So I went back generating it and molded it into spears (I had no idea what to use that substance for yet so I molded it into something simple and because touching them more or less let's it back into the body so I was wondering if I should throw this at some entity that tries something bad but I am still figuring out what to do with this but not gonna feed this to the lion for sure). I can emit this smoke I can mold it into a shape (it needs to be molded with the intent of keeping that form and not being touched for too long because then it's influence can get into things) and because I could make it to not go back into my back I could get more and more smoke out. I got like 40% of the smoke out of my back and it has an amazing effect. While my spine feels like it's having a constant minor orgasm I got my flexibility back on the desmoked area so high like I just came back from the chiropractor. I feel 10 years younger already holy shit. Now the only thing I need to watch for that I don't overdo this because I got the effect worth of a week/month yoga/stretching in a day and if something this life taught me was that... when you start repairing something severely broken mechanism more and more problems start to stick out because some of the faults kept other faulty things working. And this rule applies to energy blockages even more. So yeah I need info/ideas what to do with the "spears" because this was more of a crippling tension of my body and not "karma" but I need a way I can perceive karma because I was like it's a black and extremely hard substance and as I was looking for something like that and as I found it I instantly told the lion to gnaw at it and she did and it caused an extreme pain in my left brain so I stopped experimenting with this. But the lion is bored and I think that was the main reason why my sword tried to float away by itself because I didn't use it's fiery/martian/active energy for anything for a while and it was trying to go somewhere and I am trying to give her a task so she keeps herself busy instead of trying to wanderlust (she surprisingly territorial now as hings look like atm)


TLDR; I need some info/insight about karma/dirty qi or any black like substance that may be similar to it and how to perceive it.