Sunflower 01/11/2022 (Tue) 23:54:04 Id: 972fd5 No.457 del
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I still don't know her motives but emitting this smoke out my back has an amazing effect. When I read about the karma removal exercise and it said when you remove it others might attack/be rude to you for no reason and you have to endure it to let the karma remove itself I stopped reading it instantly because my life is a hot mess already and I don't need more people agitating it further.

But so far it's only my back and merely removing and turning the smoke into some container has a great feel. I feel like a knight who wore his armor for years and slowly removing the pieces. My bones are cracking constantly back to it's place and everything feels so light even my head.

Ancap said magic tenses the back and because I was always a tense individual I didn't really notice but he was right. I never thought I could remove this with mere thoughts this simply.(I mean I always suspected that you can do it somehow but I thought it's some advanced shit).

This thing affected my whole being. I wonder how things will change around me and I need to figure out what to do with my "waste".

I'm gonna keep experimenting with it and after some days might request a reading because I feel like a new man (and my main reason to not request one was because felt like shit and I hate when others see my rock bottom)

Also please tell me what else you find about the entity because I am interested in her but when I cannot establish a proper communication with an entity I always get suspicious.

I only knew her appearance from some monstergirl threads that I rarely visit and she is not even a frequent pick of the posters but her description was extremely inaccurate and unhelpful after looking her up the next day https://monstergirlencyclopedia.miraheze.org/wiki/Gazer