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Well I will no longer call it a shadow. It showed it's true form and it's a parasite that I let go on for too long and it realized how to use some of my mental frameworks and almost mastered how to control me (especially my physiology)

What a day today was.

So Yuuka's cleansing didn't exactly cleanse, all it did was turn this black charcoal like thing into a white-gray ash like substance. I still had to slowly "emit" it out from my body but the parasite couldn't use it to influence me.
After your post how much you use your Gazer(s) for surgeries and how good they are I decided I give it a go too. I let her look at my heart and other things but this is not the important part.
Next day I remembered when Yuuka cleansed me I got a vision of a face full of tapeworms and I told the Gazer she can eat anything that has a signature of this face. She started that and she did it perfectly. Then she "plucked" out a white/gray egg like stone hard thing from me. She instantly bit into it and her teeth broke/cracked . Was real bummed about it so she stopped doing the feasting part. It took me like an hour to figure out what that was. I was thinking maybe it's an implant or my body created some pearl like a sea shell... It wasn't that. I only realized what it was because I still felt the hole which it was plucked from and it slowly started to fill up with a proper dark soot. IT WAS ONE OF THE FUCKING CORES OF THIS PARASITE. The reason why it was whiteish because Yuuka's cleansing and why I got sick everytime I reached a point of cleanness in my "emitting" was because I started to cleanse the side of the cores. I almost emitted out everything from my left side but that part was so persistent so I couldn't finish getting it out when I was still trying to properly "emit" it with magnets and such.

After this I gave my Gazer more energy because she is either nice for not asking for it or she doesn't know how to ask so she just gets tired/depressed and just sits in one place and helped her "fix" her teeth. This was the part the parasite realized how much of a deep shit it's in so in a last ditch effort gathered it's strength to turn back the ashen soot into a black one. As the plucked out core started to turn black because I was sorta out of ideas, I put the flower into it. The flower instantly grew and sucked in that core. It gave a real flowery smell too for several minutes. As my left side was cleared it came the right side the Gazer found the core and my body under my neck was sorta free. It was a feel of orgasm and sickness changing as the battle for my body went.