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As I was doing something I realized my mind state was "disciplined"
I was like WHAT.
I can have a disciplined mindset if I want but not at this level. This level was like of a north korean soldier. If someone told me to stand under the sun for 6 hours in perfect posture without moving a muscle I could have done it with 0 effort. I realized this is the Djinnyeh mindset. As she was "helping me" she partially possessed me. I took out that smoke from my head and body and started looking for other things. Found a bunch of hard dark shapes and dots and started to dissolve it and put her and the lamp into a "crystal ball" like structure so she doesn't get out because fuck being possessed and fuck this mindset. It has it perks but and now I can assume it at will now but this mindless soldier mindset is not how I do things.

So I realized with this that if this is the female Djinn mindset than the male one is the opposite. Which means that... They are literally like me... Fuck...
So as I was thinking what possibilities that could lead me to. Like how much chaos I could wreak with them if someone tries to use their tyranny against me... I realized I don't need it.

But I had an another thing bothering me. This mindset is somewhere in the females on earth. But where...
I realized it. IT'S THE NUNS. The catholic nuns. Especially in all girl catholic schools and other institutions run by them. This realization that the catholic church has a Djinn influence made me summon a big dark one. Now I can detect fast approaching djinn influence by noticing that I "breathe out" smoke. It's sorta different for every Djinn how it feels. I went a little ballistic as a response. But then I just scared him away and went after him to talk. I asked him some questions and got some vague answers... But he wasn't hostile. Then a bunch of other male djinn came (all friendly so far). I told them to go away I am not interested in power games for now. Then as I was thinking about writing this whole thing down a bunch came to me with sabres with the "you cannot reveal our secrets" attitude. I was like nice I have some new weapons to test anyway. They couldn't even get close so I have no idea how the shield works. The sun weapons turned into a knight tulpa weeks ago. He is sharp and fast. With his utmost speed he had a good way of fighting them but couldn't overpower them completely. I told them... "Your schemes cannot be thwarted by me revealing a trivial thing like this"
They agreed and went away. It's not like they could have done anything to me anyways.

So yeah. Absolute spellcasting potential. Akashic archives on a demand. Invitations for retarded power games (again). 0 worldy desire to do any of them. And Shiva helping me on my path now.
Just a regular day from now on in my life it seems.