>>8705
There probably is no door given what they say abiut the angel. Im somewhat hesistant cause the guy when i met him seems like a effimate almost gay man. He looks and acts exactly like "earthling ed", i heard people say he is respoonsible for gayness and globohomo. I was always so innately against that stuff as a mundane and not even from the regular extrnal moral view that became popular recently more like it was just nasty to me as in it made me make that face.i simply related it to finding girls attractive so lesbian stuff was always fine. But i do seem some traits in me that could make act like that. Im very "antagonistic" by nature seemingly so i guess its possible i became like this. Their was a huge push to make me gay from the glowie side of things.(the guy in the suit that boardowner saw) i think that in itself is already unusual since i had the energy formation but still wasnt gay.i then overpowered that using my regular method of sheer determination(same way my energy is getting better now) But if its me then that higher self possibly lost the plot. Then again apprently i am insane in that sense.Only being "sane" cause im a human and even then perhaps only in certain lifetimes.