>All hints are telling me that I also won't be in this incarnation very much longer. Aside from on here and the people nearest me who are currently "sleeping on the astral" and allowing some spirits to use their physical form, everyone I meet are NPCs emulated in my own Earth sphere. wow..
>I just need to finish things up here as quickly as possible, because our set of karmic timelines will connect into the future Earth very soon. That is the place where land masses changed to this. yeah, in my case... i'm not even sure what i need to do or finish up. like obviously i've been talking to my sisters and still doing my best to keep in contact with all those deities that apparently have tabs on me, slowly getting over the laziness and such of my former mundane self. the only... odd thing about this stuff recently is that (at the cost of sounding presumptuous) that i really really dont belong here, i reflected on it earlier and i think.. i always felt that way. Like, i just feel incredibly incompatible here and my heart just screams more and more by the day that my true home is with my sisters in the great beyond and that i still need to be guided and go on that other journey shiva anon told me about. at this point i just having the thoughts of >"this isnt your true home and you don't belong here. You're just along for the ride here so just find things you derive enjoyment from" so thats what i've been doing and attempting to learn things i might be able to use when i eventually become that other "me'/fusion happens
