>>9440 >I am not sure but I think you are retaining your authority. I think you lack leadership experience and the "aura of a master/leader" which is important for self casting or reality warping. You just follow others and fool around and don't know what it means to have power and responsibility. I think this is the part where you will have to accept that (You) have power instead of getting dragged along constantly. Well... i think slowly am understanding it. like its hard to articulate it but i think its slowly manifesting(?) Some people remarked lately that i'm slowly fusing with the other me/her and making process as well channeling my sisters more. also recently instead of being forced... i actually eliminated/killed those creatures/people that appear at times of my own voliton instead of getting flicked around
Also the solar plexus is a kingdom a bejeweled city that can act as an energetic powerhouse for your higher faculties. Like if you eat food you can walk and think same with magic. Every spell requires some kind of energy and the solar plexus is the main energetic supply center on the physical.
>I think I have to say this but you cannot get "taken". You will have to realize your powers and you will have to make the "jump" somehow while entities may or may not help you to some degree. I looked at your case so long ago I cannot say where your current development stands at all. I am unsure what else I can say without doing a deep reading. well, i talked to them yesterday about things and it went >Me: "I have a question, am i going to get reincarnated" >Sisters: "No, you will not be reincarnated here. when your current human form dies, you will return home to us"
