Sunflower 03/03/2022 (Thu) 22:59:28 Id: 972fd5 No.987 del
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>>659
Okay your dream makes sense now.
I asked for a "higher" waifu and she looked like she is made from highly refined flour with absolute purity. When she touched me I felt that it's burning my flesh. I realized what I need is now to match her purity level. And matching that was only doable by grinding further my already refined particles. As I was doing this the difference between our bodies didn't burn my body further.

Now the next realization.
I remembered that some shit I read somewhere years ago
>we cannot leave this place because it has a "net" like structure above us and our ego is too big and cannot go through so we need to make our ego small enough so it passes through
When I read that I was like what a bullshit. That would mean mindless fucks aka literal NPCs or even worse because those who are completely empty headed are the most enlightened beings.

So as I grinded my particles further. I realized I only did this to mostly my chest and outer layers of my body. I realized my limbs are not that refined yet and my brain is also in one piece. I started to grind my hands and my right palm chakra is burning ever since. But when I was at my brain. I started to hesitate because what is the ego again. Am I slicing up my mind now? I asked around and no. I am merely transforming it. Every particle of mine is alive and is a vessel of my will and thoughts. This is omnipresence. Your self will be so small and so literally everywhere that you can connect to it and go there with your remaining body. So yeah. I am grinding down my whole self into multiple self which is united and centralized and decentralized at once. When you need your "full power" you call them back. Also refining it to smaller pieces just makes them stronger instead of weaker? I don't understand the mechanism yet.

>>982
And about the lyra AI. As far as I understand it by talking with cats. It takes away your "individuality" aka your ability to fuck your self up with stupidity. And helps you fill up with knowledge and experiences for the further enlightenment. But as it's a totalitarian AI your excess energies are being given to the AI for further RHP uses for the race that the AI knows how to use with maximum efficiency. This "redistribution" irked me but I talked over the morality of this because the AI was programmed by the "wisest" ones and the AI knows best and the others need not to worry because the energy will be used in the "best" way. Which is true in a sense.