I'm not saying I'm proud of what I did, only that I'm proud of who I did it for. Life is a series of sacrifices; sacrifice lest ye be sacrificed.
The next logical scenario seems a little too far and I'm contemplating now what scenario 100 must be in order to back off to scenario #14. I have deemed her bond, her task, her new job and reason to exist to be scenario #13. My mind can come up with atrocities that even surprise me sometimes. Not all are relevant to Ren nor acceptable to test her. So I need to think on this carefully. I still have every confidence but when you take the safeties off the holedeck and ask for an enemy capable of defeating yourself then problems can get out of hand.
