NEET 05/29/2023 (Mon) 13:08 No.707833 del
>>707832
>Thinking about her fills me with nostalgia induced wistful affection.
Fuck that is a clumsy sentence. I hope you know what I mean.
I have happy memories of being with her and of aspects of my life at the time even though I was flirting with suicide quite a bit at the time and it was in some ways one of the worst times in my life.
I do sort of long for it in a way though. Knowing that is gone and I'll never really enjoy that in-the-moment carelessness.