>>48810
I don't drink during the day, but I will admit I'm a hardcore alcoholic at night time. Sadly it's the only thing that seems to keep me looking forward to living anymore. I feel good, a sense of relief when I drink hard booze. Honestly I do not have it that bad fortunately, I am middle class. It's just that I'm way past my prime, I'm getting old, many friends I once had in the past died, a couple ended up in prison and some just broke ways and are living their own lives now. The couple friends I still have live far away, I do not get to hang out with them as often as I would like to. I have a family but they are keeping to themselves more often. Image boards seem dead as shit today, nothing much to talk about anyway, everyone knows the world has taken a turn for the worst. I guess I'm just learning to let go of it, I'll keep drinking till I die from some health issue, so be it. I'm learning not to care anymore.