The anniversary of the day she returned. The end of her interregnum, the day Queen Bonbibonkers returned to us. To me, it is almost a holy day. I think it was brave and sweet of her to come back. Even with all the sadness that has occurred since, I cannot but be joyful about the Bonbi that existed on this day, in 2018, though the changes since break my heart. I would give anything to somehow roll back time and somehow keep that wonderful girl from harm.

Merry Christmas, little Bonbi. May God do what he has heretofore failed to do. May he preserve you and keep you safe and help you to make the world brighter and more beautiful by bringing your wonderful art to it. Though it may seem there is no hope now, I will never give up hoping and believing in you, and loving the beautiful part of your soul. Queen Bonbibonkers, even now -- and tomorrow, and forever.