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>A big circle around the whole body is your paradise
Yeah it's sorta around my whole body but it's still growing.
>where a deity or other entity can take you inside them and then give birth to you so you automatically inherit the seed of their skills instead of having to teach you
This actually happened. I have knowledge of yogic energy movements and practices without realizing how I know it. When I want my mental state or my energies change my body moves on it's own. It's like my body has a co-pilot. It's just I have to get rid of my traumas constantly because they are getting in the way. I just solved a bunch of childhood traumas 2 days ago maybe that is why it develops. It seems my old self is merging with the new self and it's not always without hiccups.

I just found out yesterday that the lion with a bunch of arms was Narasimha. He is a god of yoga (and time and destroyer of evil and avatar or Vishnu). He appeared while I was stretching for a proper lotus. He moved around in my chest and when he finished he slowly descended into my dan-tien. He is not the only one there. There were others too when he descended.

Knowing things without learning them is weird. It's like an instinct or a muscle memory that I got without training. Which is bad because muscle memories are easy to replicate because you got it as a hard work. But now? They are just there somehow.
Whatever they will come out on their own. The deities tell me to take it slow no need to hurry.