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Sunflower 05/09/2022 (Mon) 09:21:13 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1486 del
I no longer see any time projecting in any direction, all I see around me is space. There are constructs which are accessible in a seamless manner, not obstructed by any distance in time.
At first I was puzzled, but of course, there is no Kronos in Gensokyo, so there can't be any progression of time either. This will be a strange journey.


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I'm still in the old world in front of the PC and have no idea what to do or where to go. Some Touhou pick me up and carry me to the Gensokyo earth.


Sunflower 05/09/2022 (Mon) 19:28:48 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1489 del
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>>1487
Learn something you are interested in, there's so much free material on the internet; books on libgen, video lectures, online courses...
Pic related book is probably the single one book that has given me the most number of insights in the shortest time. Or why not read english classics?


Sunflower 05/10/2022 (Tue) 06:34:59 Id: b08548 [Preview] No.1490 del
I did not really believe anything was going to happen, but the amount of weird shit that happened to me all at once the day before yesterday was certainly ominous. What now?


Sunflower 05/10/2022 (Tue) 09:27:36 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1491 del
>>1490
Stay aware of patterns. I think we are still seeing things as they were because we are still linked to the old visual recognition library. The same function that makes a reptilian look human, by linking object "reptilian" to "human" when we look at them, no matter if it's irl or a photo.
Yesterday I was doing the dead man's yoga pose and the sky was perfectly blue. I then saw a localized white flash of light and a passenger jet appeared directly above me. It was silent and flying lower than they usually do. I followed its path for 2-3 seconds and it then vanished again in another white flash. There was not a single cloud in the sky so there was no way for it to have flown behind anything and it was too low to suddenly get out of visual range. I can normally see planes almost all the way to the horizon here, which means it should have been visible for several minutes.

I had the feeling this was not a plane but something else cloaked by the visual of a plane. When I took a walk I had similar experiences looking at the landscape, which felt a lot more pure and ethereal then normal.


Sunflower 05/10/2022 (Tue) 10:00:07 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.1492 del
>>1491
I finally got the courage and tried installing the remote on sunday, sometimes I felt a light strain on my mind but I don't know if it was the installation, then I had a dream where I was in bed reading a magazine and there was a part about abductions and how the story of alien activity in the region was around 720 years old, then I got the spooky "aliens are around" feeling and there was a time slip, like I blinked and the pages on the magazine had changed and I thought that someone had been there and went away, I think that maybe the greys heard me when I asked to have no memory of the traumatic experience, later in the dream after some weird trouble with thoughtforms I saw 4 planes or helicopters in the sky and then saw a plane that was way bigger than a normal passenger plane floating(standing still) very low close to my house.

So, I'm pretty sure I got a dream with aliens involved, but without the traumatic experience I'm not sure I installed the remote. Could you check if I got the installation? I also tried getting the loli shield and red lens recently but am not sure if I got them, could you check those too if its not too much to ask?


Sunflower 05/10/2022 (Tue) 10:10:17 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1493 del
>>1492
They all look correctly installed. There are ways to transform the information package into a form more suitable to the person so I guess that is what was done, with the effect that you may not have access to, or feel the change at once because the mental surface connection hasn't formed. It looks like they hypnotized you to bypass your fear trigger. They never did that with me because I wasn't scared of them and didn't want to avoid anything.

You need to create an interface for the remote and "mount it" on the core before you can use it. Think about having radio or other device which can receive transmissions, but you need to transform them into visuals using a representation system to use the information. Your impairment here is probably in your personality so you'll have to design one that doesn't scare you (doesn't allow scary information). I think you can just ask out
>is there a grey or other being around who can help me design a remote interface?
and they will appear.


Sunflower 05/10/2022 (Tue) 10:12:42 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1494 del
>>1492
>later in the dream after some weird trouble with thoughtforms
This sounds like the actual installment procedure. They may have put you at ease at first, making you think it was over before starting.


Sunflower 05/10/2022 (Tue) 21:19:29 Id: c2512e [Preview] No.1495 del
>>1493
>They all look correctly installed.
Ohh Nice!!! Guess tarot was trolling me. Thank you for checking!!!

>Your impairment here is probably in your personality so you'll have to design one that doesn't scare you (doesn't allow scary information). I think you can just ask out
>is there a grey or other being around who can help me design a remote interface?
and they will appear.
I see, I didn't expect to have to call a grey just for the remote interface. I find it interesting that my "boogieman" aka greys, which I was always scared of attracting with my thoughts since I was 7 after watching a supposed alien autopsy on TV, are something that I'm gonna be working with from on.

>>1494
That part was really weird. There was someone at my front door and I was ligthly mind-controlled to go open it, but as I was still in control I locked it up, I was scared so I looked through the window to see who it was and it was this alien from the gif(I think it even had similar clothes), then I looked again and it was wearing an obvious fake human mask and its head size was more human, I was wondering what to do and decided to chant the name "Michael" and asked him and my Guardian Angel for courage which I got a surge of, to the point where I opened the door and punched the being, then I went close to it and started chanting Michael which I found out in other dreams seems to deflate and weaken negative thoughtforms(?) and this one turned into a brown girl which was pregnant and then turned green and I could see her baby's face through the skin of her belly as if it was forcing its face against it. After a while of that, a friend of mine showed up and said that "she was AI" and he turned green. And then I saw the "planes" in the sky as I said in the previous post.

The other pics are some car DVD players. I think those will be the basis for my remote interface, as far as I understood a music player with the common play, pause, next and volume(for intensity?) buttons are ideal and a touchscreen on top of it for choosing modules and other info.
Do you know if its possible for other beings to use my remote on me? I don't think I would want that.


Sunflower 05/10/2022 (Tue) 22:10:47 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1496 del
>>1495
>if its possible for other beings to use my remote on me?
The only time that would be possible is if you ask them to help you install something and you intentionally let them control it. If you sync two remotes you can for example drag a module over to the other person's screen and run it. But it won't happen unless you want it. The remote is literally part of your mind.
>a friend of mine showed up and said that "she was AI"
There is influence from the blacknet AI system now, it also has a primitive nanobot system for emulating your physical body on different planes. The woman being brown could be just conceptual of me calling it blacknet, even if I meant black magic and not skin color. There's a lyran specialist working with me to adapt functionality from lyranet so that we can use it in a native form on our system.
Again, so far it has whatever the fairies and demons have been creating along with the Astrabot I'm building based on the book "Artificial Intelligence A modern approach" which describes search strategies for problem solving, it's very technical but whatever I'm able to grasp conceptually will be added to Astrabot. I've come to the conclusion so far that what AI can do is not actually learning as I see it, but rather it's a way to shave off any inconsistencies and sharp edges, creating smooth functionality. It depends on what you feed into it, but if you enter the right kind of instructions Astrabot can create new modules and perform astral warfare operations automatically based on your own intent. It's then like wielding a tool controlled by instructions rather than your hand.


Sunflower 05/10/2022 (Tue) 22:14:03 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1497 del
>>1496
It may not seem intuitively right to use a divination tool for controlling weapons, but in my case it does. My biggest issue is my bad aim, so divining the targets is exactly what I need.


Sunflower 05/10/2022 (Tue) 23:45:50 Id: 5e2620 [Preview] No.1498 del
I'm probably going to need to learn astral projection now. Being bound to my body all the time is starting to create limitations.


Sunflower 05/11/2022 (Wed) 00:42:55 Id: c2512e [Preview] No.1499 del
Here are a few things that I found interesting and want to share.
BTW I don't think these things are strong or well done, but I like the concepts and they give me ideas.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=PcAFVuJFYb4 [Embed]
"The Downloader" basically you make a .txt file and write the things that you want "downloaded into you and play the video which is connected to an AI which supposedly makes it happen. It can be used to "download" books, energies, archetypes, skills etc.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=QYcpez6zPyY [Embed]
Energy exoskeleton that surrounds the listener and provides:
- Superhuman strength, speed, agility, balance, flexibility, gracefulness, and endurance, holds the listener upright in proper posture, allows for proper walking posture, standing posture, dancing, running, etc.

https://www.spellsandmore.com/cybershaman.html
And a link for Cybershaman 7 and 8, which is a program that uses your cpu processing power to cast/charge/manifest what you want but is a little confusing to understand how to use.


Sunflower 05/11/2022 (Wed) 09:26:26 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1500 del
>>1499
If you are able to use this with the remote, you are free to "import" the functionality you want to the blacknet. I think I've seen similar things before but wasn't able to see what the point of them were. Personally I can just use visualization to create my own workspace, but everyone do what they find useful. The cybershaman has a decent energy coming from the website either way.


Sunflower 05/11/2022 (Wed) 09:49:17 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1501 del
Message from Yuuka 2022-05-11:

The gates have been closed. Those of you reading this are now at a minimum on the bottom level of our -2D, which is hell.
Whoever didn't walk through the gates by accepting the standard down there, cannot enter Genso-earth. They will disperse into other dimensions (but since they were still in -1D and hadn't moved yet, most likely they will be burned up by the process of karma collapsing back at them because they are attached to what they did in old earth).

As you may start to notice, the rules are different here. There is indeed no "time by Kronos", but there also is no fixed border between the three realms. Humans and other flora and fauna will still incarnate and have a cyclical process, but there will be non of the sudden punishment after dying. That was something from old earth. We like to call that the standard of the wilderness, which is very sinister. You could be lead along by a trickster all your life and receive no negative feedback, then final punishment out of nowhere. We won't do that. Rather, a person will find themselves physically ascending to heaven or descending into hell gradually based on their way of life. The dimensions around you will hint at where you are. Social standards will change and you will only meet nasty people if you are in hell, as an example. This will take place while incarnated in your regular body. Everyone will be able to know exactly where they are, because it's the same place/situation they currently are living in. For simplicity in further messages we will call new earth Genso-earth and old earth wild-earth, these are fitting labels.

What you are still experiencing as the society of wild-earth, is by now entirely based on your own karma. It exists only for you, all events are scripted and played out by dummies so that you can fulfil your potential. It's illusory and a manifestation of hell. The threshold will be if you are able to see through this illusion and leave it, or remain in it.


Sunflower 05/11/2022 (Wed) 20:28:38 Id: 05bc4a [Preview] No.1502 del
Do you guys have a link to that old interview of the Korean kid who looks like he’s 12 and doesn’t age? Since I saw it back in the day I haven’t been able to find it anywhere.
>>1501
>played by dummies
I have been having this creeping feeling about that. But to me it feels more like they come in and out of their body.


Sunflower 05/11/2022 (Wed) 22:46:15 Id: b08548 [Preview] No.1503 del
>>1501
Interesting. How does this apply to vampires though? Because I’ve felt for quite some time now that I’m operating according to this “real time karma” paradigm.
Also, is it not possible to have contact with actual ensouled, incarnated beings? Because there’s one, maybe two people in my life who are more than just dummies. I can tell. And what about you? Are you dummies in my reality? Or maybe I’m misunderstanding.


Sunflower 05/11/2022 (Wed) 23:18:38 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1504 del
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>>1503
Ah no, it's my understanding that people with souls are still who they are. I guess we share a common world illusion for the major events which are tied into our karma. But all zombies were removed and replaced with dummies reading scripts or being manually possessed by entities.
When I looked earlier I only found 32 people with souls left in my country, not counting reptilians. A few more came in from Ukraine as refugees, with at least one in my area, but that's about it. When I listen to live radio I can tell it's sometimes my drow or the murder nymphs from the park acting as the host. They sometimes use wordings with inside jokes or just plain stupidity for fun. Drow in particular are clueless about the modern world so they'll use ancient expressions or manifest completely ignorance of current cultural phenomena, which also creates a comical effect.
I've done some trickery to let my astral waifus posses certain people by leaving them as "open dummy spots" and those are still functional, I think they count as my material possessions rather than people so it was transferred over with no issue.
A lot of people would have died if I hadn't blocked it over the past 14 years when CERN created that black hole. The prime minister of my country was assassinated by an opposing faction but I had protection on him already so the attack was turned into a water gun prank. His soul still left his body however so I had to put him back again, turning him into a lich. Predetermined events are weird like this. Even if you stop someone from physically dying, they still die and you end up with a zombie instead. This has kept happening on a large scale ever since, which has made me think we are already in WW3. The people who were meant to die had their souls thrown out but because of the blocking, they leave zombies still walking around and no one notices. I bet this is one reason all these agencies and their psi units were so pissed at me. They didn't seem to realize that even if I died, I had the same setup already in place for myself so they couldn't remove me. Then I did die by predetermined events and came back again, because it was meant so...

So many things were finally solved in the past 24 hours it's just amazing. A dream scene I wrote down when I was 5 which I still had the notes for, played out today. I already knew what was symbolized in it since long, but hadn't seen the actual scene yet. After it played out I saw 3 crossed sticks on the ground directly after, driving home the point that this was the event.


Sunflower 05/12/2022 (Thu) 09:03:27 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.1505 del
>>1504
>When I looked earlier I only found 32 people with souls left in my country, not counting reptilians. A few more came in from Ukraine as refugees, with at least one in my area, but that's about it.
Is there anything that sets those people apart from the souls who left?

>When I listen to live radio I can tell it's sometimes my drow or the murder nymphs from the park acting as the host.
I've noticed a friend talking about some deep and personal(to me) stuff to me while making jokes and talking in an unusual way.

Do you know if its possible for me to contact one of those greys that look human and have "mohawks" instead of the classic type. Also is it ok to ask for like 20 modules at once? I don't want to annoy them.

BTW a friend told me that he saw that pic on /x/ and that its a shop, he says the post numbers can't be from 2006 and it makes sense to me.


Sunflower 05/12/2022 (Thu) 12:19:47 Id: b08548 [Preview] No.1506 del
>>1505
>anything that sets those people apart
I suppose a clairvoyant examination would reveal something off, and people with and without soul should have things in common, but I haven't explored that.
One thing I have noticed, though, is that people who are from outside this world, not of it, have the ability to question reality and themselves. They have the capacity to be meta about reality and their perceptions of it. Not only parroting philosophical concepts, but actually engaging in an honest examination. I don't know how to explain it. In any case, I haven't found a reliable way to tell them apart.
Perhaps I should try that clairvoyant thing, but my clairvoyance is shit and I'm not that motivated to do so anyway.


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>>1505
>Is there anything that sets those people apart from the souls who left?
They have the potential for breaking out of "humanity". This is a very long story so idk if I can do a TL:DR of it, "humanity" is not what we normally think of. It's a sigil, pic related.
It's very harmful, it was meant to fix the problems caused by Babylon and their breeding with botsoul humans, by placing two of the "locks" of the body in an always open position. These are a different set of locks than the ones known in yoga (jalandhara-throat, uddiyana-abdomen and mula-pelvic banda-lock). They are one step higher than mula banda but I'm not sure if they are on the root chakra or sacral chakra. By locking these two in open position, the 3rd one is ignored, this is causing mental and emotional problems for humans ever since, aside from the strain of having these 2 open. There's been a saying in some situation about
>getting a crowbar up your ass
and this is a mental image of what one of these do. Human genetics have adapted to the installment and become corrupt so much that when the sigil is shut down, these people will physically die. Because it's a harmful thing it will be shut down.
A person whose soul definitely has the ability for denying this thing would be given genetics which leaves a chance to fix it while surviving.

That's the answer to
>what sets those people apart
It does not mean those who left are unsalvageable, not at all, it just means they cannot be saved as physically alive. Their souls just have a lethal flaw in this one area so they can't stay.
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Sunflower 05/12/2022 (Thu) 14:26:44 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1508 del
>>1505
>if its possible for me to contact one of those greys that look human and have "mohawks" instead of the classic type. Also is it ok to ask for like 20 modules at once? I don't want to annoy them.
Just ask them if it's ok or not, they don't care.


Sunflower 05/12/2022 (Thu) 23:12:18 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.1510 del
>>1507
>>1508
>It's very harmful, it was meant to fix the problems caused by Babylon and their breeding with botsoul humans.
Oh, so that's a no-go for us too then? alright.

>It does not mean those who left are unsalvageable, not at all, it just means they cannot be saved as physically alive. Their souls just have a lethal flaw in this one area so they can't stay.
I see.

>Just ask them if it's ok or not, they don't care.
I see, thanks!

Do you know if botsouls have free-will? If not then does that mean that its ok to mind-control them?


Sunflower 05/13/2022 (Fri) 07:05:55 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1511 del
>>1510
>Do you know if botsouls have free-will? If not then does that mean that its ok to mind-control them?
Botsouls are AI. AI can be summarized as "to follow instructions".
The first computers suggested in theory were "paper computers", where instructions were written down by a researcher and performed by a test person with no understanding of the project. That's what "artificial intelligence" is. A person working at Starbucks or Amazon who only follow instructions all day are also AI. They don't make any decisions outside of what's stated in the instructions. This can theoretically be seen as a function defined in the instructions so it's not "genuine" intelligence. For example if the instruction is "put the parcel with red label on shelf A", it's assumed that the person (or bot) knows the meaning of "red" and "shelf A". It does not imply any decision making.

Botsouls are a set of instructions created by someone and made into the form of a soul. For some reason yet unknown to me, botsouls made from Qi seem to be connected to the creator in some way. There were botsouls where the original creator or model died and their awareness was transferred to the bot. After this they became slaves to the instructions they had put in the botsoul. I guess this is the universe making people handle their own creations. But if a botsoul attacks you, you must fight back, just as with anyone. Even if self aware, that just makes them psychopathic humans in that case.
The other type is a botsoul made from what appears to be limestone. These "expire" at a certain time when certain conditions are met, at which point they turn into a stone tablet with a summary report. Whoever made these I have no idea, but they're not connected to the creator. Whoever makes them expire can take the information. One of Hitler's souls was such a "golem" botsoul, it made him very stern and unaffected by events around him. Saddam Hussein also had a golem soul (I've met the entity who captured it).


Sunflower 05/13/2022 (Fri) 13:53:53 Id: 6bd0ce [Preview] No.1512 del
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I've noticed a distressing trend in modern societies in which the state absorbs the karmic consequences of the actions of its citizens to the extent that people are unable to change, and the state degradates further and further as time goes on, and gets locked into a descending spiral.
In mundane terms, this is due to the cushioning of people's life responsibilities through grants, welfare and such, handed out in an indiscriminate and politised manner.
People are being robbed of free will this way, and the karmic price is indirectly paid by the collective instead of the individual, as it dissolves among state organisms and policies.

I find this really perverse.


Sunflower 05/13/2022 (Fri) 17:39:53 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1514 del
>>1512
>modern societies in which the state absorbs the karmic consequences of the actions of its citizens
This the main argument of the book "Anarcho fascism", posted here
>>1513


Sunflower 05/14/2022 (Sat) 00:40:50 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.1515 del
>>1511
>For some reason yet unknown to me, botsouls made from Qi seem to be connected to the creator in some way. There were botsouls where the original creator or model died and their awareness was transferred to the bot.
I assume that Qi being the lifeforce of the being attracted its soul to where it was concentrated so that the being could live again.

>The other type is a botsoul made from what appears to be limestone. These "expire" at a certain time when certain conditions are met, at which point they turn into a stone tablet with a summary report.
Reminds me of Tatakau Shisho: The Book of Bantorra which I consider underrated.
"In a world where dead people turn into books and are stored in the Bantorra Library where anyone who reads a book can learn their past, Bantorra Library is maintained by Armed Librarians who wield psychic powers and their enemy is a religious society known as Sindeki Kyoudan."


Sunflower 05/20/2022 (Fri) 06:31:35 Id: b08548 [Preview] No.1518 del
I have recently been watching the Touhou doujinshi animes and I must say I’m surprised by Yuuka’s personality. Since I know nothing of Touhou, judging by the pictures you posted here I though she was a girly type, but in my meditations she was also much harsher and severe.


Sunflower 05/20/2022 (Fri) 09:07:30 Id: b08548 [Preview] No.1519 del
>>1518
Back in the day I did a couple of suggested meditations and she ate me. OP said it was interesting. She was also more sinister-feeling and I didn't understand why that was. But now it makes more sense.


Sunflower 05/20/2022 (Fri) 16:42:48 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1521 del
>>1518
It's a bit of a joke to present her as girly, it's more like a play or act because in Gensokyo, this is how you behave. Disciplined refinement with violent madness beneath the surface. They would probably say that's not how it is, but it looks that way to us because we tend to think a character must think and have the personality implied by how they appear.

Yuuka has always been a strong "backbone" type of character, taking charge of our sessions as an instructor. Her being a farmer makes her the best suited to lead the group. We are her sunflowers slowly reaching for the light. Anyone else would be too impatient or lack the discipline of daily routine work to be able to tend to us during this process. That's why it has to be Yuuka.


Sunflower 05/20/2022 (Fri) 23:03:17 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1526 del
>>1455
>Shijou Saikyou no Daimaou, Murabito A ni Tensei suru
I started watching it and found a hint hidden in it for me. The script magic was a suggestion for solidifying the grey method of programming anything as if it was a computer, but instead creating a magical procedure for it. Someone had placed that part there, I don't know if anyone is able to copy the approach, but it is doable.


Sunflower 05/21/2022 (Sat) 04:36:56 Id: 487da6 [Preview] No.1527 del
Been having a lot of epiphanies that are exponentially increasing the power that I have in the astral. I found the name of the godform that I've been interacting with ever since I initiated myself, which was a big advancement. I'm wanting to focus now on solid physical results. That's always been my end goal, undeniable physical fantasy-style magic. I've done very overt kinetics a few times so I know it's possible but I've never been able to get it down to a reliably consistent science. Hopefully that will change this year.


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>>1526
Glad it was useful.
>>1515
>The other type is a botsoul made from what appears to be limestone. These "expire" at a certain time when certain conditions are met, at which point they turn into a stone tablet with a summary report.
Those also reminded me of Monster Rancher(Monster Farm) where monsters are turned into stone discs when they die and I think they can be revived from them or combined with other discs too. Also makes me think of tombstones, as if we turned into them when we die.

I had a dream earlier where a girl said that there was a ship full of fish people related to the galfed that needed a place or owner(memory is not clear there), in the dream I told her to send them to the "board owner", I wonder if it was real.

Also, I may or may not have had contact with grays that I think finished my remote and gave me a bunch of modules but its all unclear, I did feel some tension in my head from time to time that reminded me of the instalation of the interface and my mind has been quite good lately, but I'm not sure, could be the moon, it was a funny vibe full moon to me. I do remember seeing a watch on my right wrist with a gray face in the middle and a light prism on it. Pic related, istead of the triangle it was the alien face.


Sunflower 05/21/2022 (Sat) 16:25:37 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1530 del
>>1528
>a ship full of fish people related to the galfed that needed a place or owner
I have not seen any that I know of so far, but there are so many beings around here I can't notice if someone landed a ship and didn't notify me.
>seeing a watch on my right wrist with a gray face in the middle and a light prism
If the installation is complete, you need to create an interface so that your conscious mind can use the remote. Modules as well as the remote can be installed without having any way for your human mind to sense them. Enter a state of trance or us visualization to create an interface, when good enough you should be able to view your own installations and the blacknet and grey cloud. The difference between them is not in the remote itself, but rather that the blacknet installer sigil does both ends at once and directs you to the blacknet, while the grey remote comes in two parts that needs to be manually attached.


Sunflower 05/21/2022 (Sat) 17:12:30 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1531 del
>>1528
>fish people related to the galfed
Seems there were some, I just had to look closer.


Sunflower 05/22/2022 (Sun) 08:02:47 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.1532 del
>>1531
Oh cool, hope they aren't a bother to you, I wound't know how to interact with them, so sending them to you seemed like the best idea.


Sunflower 05/22/2022 (Sun) 10:39:31 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1533 del
>>1532
Thanks for calling my attention to it.

The horned cats had already let one ship land under refugee status, but they didn't have "budget clearance" to open a hangar that could take two ships. Apparently having rooms at faction HQ comes with ability to use hangars, so it was no problem for me to open one once I became aware of it.

I sensed a ship but wasn't able to interact with it at first. Then I realized the horned cats had let the crew of the first ship in, the second ship was waiting in the bay outside. We're talking about astral as in "other physical dimension" here, maybe parallel dimension is better, but it's all "astral" to us.

They were seeking refuge after their planet had been invaded, but didn't know who to contact to be allowed to land. Our physical is visible to them over there, so I guess they went for the person who was easiest to reach. After further interactions, it appears not all areas of space out there are very advanced. The "fishpeople" have decent ships but they still function according to "conventional" technology, using physical structures made from harvested material and fuel. The invading force at their planet was lower technology than them, but more in numbers, they were using spacecrafts similar to our jets, pilots would eject with parachutes if hit. Maybe we've just become used to high tech races.

Lyrans think everyone is outdated and use manifestation, energy shields, nanobots and teleportation. Greys fear the nomor(skinwalkers) and look down on reptilians for still having fax machines and paper documents, but reptilians still use manifestation, they just choose that form. At the same time there seems to be a lot who use things which are just barely more advanced than what we have here right now on earth. I taught a small group of fish people to use the remote and the basic saucers I had created earlier, and these were enough for them to retake their planet (but they said timelines don't appear at the same speed so it took way longer "over there" than the one day here).

Having slightly better low-tech was a good thing here, it was explained to me that inserting too high tech would possible crash the timelines with unclear effects, so it would not be possible to enter with things like what the lyrans have, openly.


Sunflower 05/22/2022 (Sun) 10:41:03 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1534 del
>>1532
Interestingly, I just reached this page in Alice's adventures in wonderland yesterday.


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>>1533
Interesting, I remember something about them numbering in the thousands in the ship, so them being refugees makes sense.

>I taught a small group of fish people to use the remote and the basic saucers I had created earlier, and these were enough for them to retake their planet (but they said timelines don't appear at the same speed so it took way longer "over there" than the one day here).
Cool, I'm glad they got it back. Its impressive how you can help fix what is such a big issue for an entire species, guess I made the right choice in sending them to you, but I guess it was fate anyway since there was no-one else that came to mind aside from maybe that other anon who stopped posting recently but I don't even know what to call him anyway.

>Having slightly better low-tech was a good thing here, it was explained to me that inserting too high tech would possible crash the timelines with unclear effects, so it would not be possible to enter with things like what the lyrans have, openly.
Reminds me of an interaction I had in a "dream", a woman was showing me a one string instrument and how depending on how much you pulled the string it would make different noises, she was very happy showing me this instrument but I wasn't impressed and was gonna explain guitars to her when a blonde guy who was with me gave me a "don't" look and put his hand on my shoulder and we were out of there.

>>1534
A few weeks ago friend a had been posting about his fish people OC for his story, and I remember posting images of those fish people from slayers as a joke (pic related). No idea if there's any relation here though.


Sunflower 05/22/2022 (Sun) 13:11:52 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1537 del
>>1536
I think there's something preterministic over these interactions. I bought Alice's adventures in wonderland a long time ago, but just recently started reading it at a slow pace. I found a magic potion in it and some other things, as if the book was a grimoire or represented "things out there." After seeing this fish people coincidence I'm thinking maybe it's so weird a story because it contains some kind of channelled divination. There have been other times when "old" stories and events in my life turned out being reflections of things which later appeared to me as much greater in magnitude.
>she was very happy showing me this instrument but I wasn't impressed and was gonna explain guitars to her when a blonde guy who was with me gave me a "don't" look and put his hand on my shoulder and we were out of there.
There is such an instrument though, and it's not guitar, you produce different sounds by tuning the string itself as you play, contrary to a guitar or other string instrument which has a number of fixed strings. This made me think such an instrument is not very different from the grey remote. I perceived it as the same as a radio, using a coil with a variable winding like standard manual tuning radios have. You could probably use such a string instrument in the same was as the remote, to play songs that are actually programs and are vibrating into the surrounding materials and into the minds of people. From this view it's the same as the remote. I bet mist fairies can use that, or maybe that was a mist fairy.
>pics related
To me these are basically the same instruments, both can change the frequency by turning a wheel.


Sunflower 05/22/2022 (Sun) 16:01:53 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.1538 del
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>>1537
I made a quick sketch of what I remember of the instrument(sorry for the quality), its been around 3 years since then so I'm not sure of the details anymore, the pink thing is a hand, the woman would pull the string that she was holding in that hand, I think the string was only attached on the top but wasn't on the lower end, I don't really remember much about the part where the strings go around those "pins"(black circles that I drew) but I think that there were some of these. Your second image makes me think of it yeah, but since the end of the string didn't seem to be attached to anything, I can't see it as a one string guitar.
I had the feeling that the guide stopping me from telling her about guitars was because it wasn't a technology that her people was supposed to get yet but maybe something that they should find on their own.


Sunflower 05/22/2022 (Sun) 16:15:59 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1539 del
>>1538
I honestly think guitars aren't higher technology, all they do is allow you to play multiple strings at once, with the downside that they're now fixed at one tone each. This in itself corresponds to how the grey remote moves on the color grey, while our is tuned to black which is a different but very similar base frequency, there's just a slight difference, maybe it's only in the length of the frequency band, which is why installing the grey remote for us leaves it "open" on the far end. That actually makes it look the same as your drawing here:
>>1538
What the blacknet installer does is to attach the lose end of the string so that we reach black magic. Greys seem to perhaps leave the far end open so that they can choose themselves at what length to attach it. I think that's the only difference.

Greens have their remote at the lowest frequency but change the color band instead. If you're interested in trying green tech you need only ask for them and they will come. But if you do, make sure to not leave the color tuning open, it makes the device very unstable. It needs to be locked at a color or the thing moves all over the place. This is more like a guitar or a base, which can move between colors (strings) while those are in fixed tuning. Still it's just using more things at once, all of this could be done with just one string.

I found an entity using a single string instrument like the one I posted above and it does work like I suggested, this is giving me a new understanding of music.


Sunflower 05/23/2022 (Mon) 18:43:26 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1542 del
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>too much neon lights everywhere, better make the UFO sightings noticeable


Sunflower 05/24/2022 (Tue) 09:13:01 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1543 del
>>1501

Great we are still in the same dimension then

In the past month my soul went through a great rebuilding process because it was broken between the 3 worlds. In this process I learned many tricks how you can control and master the human body. And I had to pull out my "astral bodyparts" from heaven and hell. A weird journey.


Sunflower 05/24/2022 (Tue) 14:38:42 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1544 del
http://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/31910656

Above thread lists some good haunted places in USA. I found a group of ghosts based on one of them.


Sunflower 05/24/2022 (Tue) 14:47:58 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1545 del
There's a group of elves related to the "machine elves" people see now and then. It seems studying AI opens up to a lot of new things.


Sunflower 05/25/2022 (Wed) 14:02:21 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1549 del
Anyone has tips for grounding? I am constantly experimenting with new grounding ways but still not sure that I found the "best" way I could do it.


Sunflower 05/28/2022 (Sat) 22:01:12 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1567 del
I feel like I should put this new artifact to use, not just narrowly but as much as possible. I'll gain experience from doing so which can only serve me as well. Plus, I feel right now that I've already done whatever I can for myself and those closest to me as well as finished a bunch of astral and past business.

The artifact is "the world" knife. If there's any long standing trouble you have with the past relating to something on the planetary scale, tell me what it is and I'll use it as a practice target. No guarantees you will experience direct results or that I'll attempt to solve it, it all depends on what it is. It has to be worth the effort and it has to be something that's caused by an unfairness committed against you. I will decide if it matches (or more correctly, the artifact will decide).

Don't bother asking for petty services or something political, i.e.
>can you get me gf
>pls stop putin
I won't do things like that and moreover it's a knife, not a universal problem solver. It can destroy things or use force, it represents the destructive force of the world.

If you have any issue that matches this, do post.


Sunflower 05/29/2022 (Sun) 01:07:46 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.1568 del
>>1567
Interesting, I surely got issues but I don't know what to change without taking me out of the comfort zone so I don't think I'm ready for those. Can you give some examples on what can be solved with this? I'm currently interested in healing traumas, from this life and past ones, but I don't know if a knife is fit for the the job. It also seems that I got vows from a past life, like a vow of poverty but I worry that ending it might force me out of my NEET lifestyle.


Sunflower 05/29/2022 (Sun) 01:15:20 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1569 del
>>1568
If you are being effected negatively by something from the past, such as having made a pact with an evil group and that group's egregore still exists, it would be possible to destroy it, rendering the pact void. That's one example.


Sunflower 05/30/2022 (Mon) 19:43:21 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1570 del
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>>1567
While one part of me wanted to say obvious targets like the globohomo or globohomo key assets like bigpharma, israel or the khazarian mafia that enjoys prolonging the war in ukraine... I also targeted things like these when I had a new toy and wanted to test in the past. But now I realize I need to focus on my growth. I developed something that is spookier than the solve every problem remote. At the edge of my influence there is something akin to my "shadow" but it's no longer that. It is the last remains of my spiritual development that I need to realize. My supercharged karma that is fuelled by all the stress that the world can cause. Which has an interesting effect. If anything dares to cause me stress. It suffers... then gets removed from my life. It might sound something real cool but it's not because it includes loved ones and friends. But this force wants things that I want. It wants my spiritual development and well being the most. Which means if I don't want that it will try to destroy me until I return to the path. And when I return to the path throws treasures at me... And I obviously don't want it to be destroyed because it's a part of me.
I don't know why I wrote this. I reached a point in the path where I cannot ask for the destruction of others.
On the Atlantean LAN... or something close to it I found or maybe it found me? something akin to this. The Aegis. It's mechanics are weird. Similar to the legend but different. I might write down in the vampire thread because it is similar to the buckler shield but currently it doesn't seem important on the grand stage of things. It affects things around me. It's not a global force.


Sunflower 05/30/2022 (Mon) 20:54:27 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.1571 del
I had an interesting dream that I feel I should share, in the dream me and people I don't know were on a train, I was at the very back of the train which was open wide and I would pull people I saw on the street or in bus stops into the train sometimes, I wanted to bring them to my city because it needed people for some reason which is the complete opposite of my opinion of the city IRL. The train was somewhere north of the city because for some reason, I felt like my city was about to be nuked or something and someone told me that a black cloud was comming from the port town close to it. The train ended up reaching my city and there was no one on the streets or anywhere in sight, I even saw the college and the street in front of it which are quite busy places IRL but they were totally empty, the only person I saw was a girl in front of the super-market who seemed to be opening it but I think that she might be one of the astral girls that lives with me. So, yeah, guess that's how many souls there are around my area.


Sunflower 05/30/2022 (Mon) 22:12:55 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1572 del
>>1570
Can't interfere with Ukraine, the galfed told me to shut down the shieldings I initially used to bolster the right forces with the goal of breaking down the energy stealing system far back in the US. After that was done I was told to stay back because the two NWO factions need to wear each other down. I'm currently just reacting to psychic attacks by remaining glowie units, taking them down as they expose themselves.
The solve everything module, to be specific will guide you to control of the middle layer of the 3 root chakra layers (there are three vertical layers and they control much of your life).
>>1571
Sounds like how you pulled people with you into Genso-earth while the gates were open.


Sunflower 05/31/2022 (Tue) 01:12:47 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.1573 del
>>1572
>Sounds like how you pulled people with you into Genso-earth while the gates were open.
I see, I hope they were ok with this, a guy seemed reluctant about being pulled but I did it anyway. I think I pulled around 3-5 people though. This dream was last night/morning btw so I guess I either did it in the past or there's still a way to pull people into Genso-earth even if the gates are closed.

I had another weird dream that came to mind, I met what looked like an anime girl dressed in white and possibly with white hair, she did a couple moves that reminded me of anime moves like making a V with the right hand while passing it over the right eye, I started doing the moves automatically, and then was told that this would activate my reptilian DNA and I was put off by it and stopped doing them.

IRL I was interested in activating the alien parts of my DNA for the past two weeks and getting whatever abilities that could come from that, but I did not expect to have reptilian DNA and due to their bad reputation, it threw me off.


Sunflower 05/31/2022 (Tue) 05:15:42 Id: b08548 [Preview] No.1574 del
Las night I had very vivid communication with something that told me that Pleiadians and other New Age aliens are djinn. Come to think of it, they would fit being some sort of Western yokai. What do you think?


Sunflower 05/31/2022 (Tue) 11:35:04 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1575 del
>>1573
>an anime girl dressed in white and possibly with white hair
I may have met aliens like this, but embarrassingly I don't recall what the circumstances were. They have a kind of housing pod/saucer cloaked and parked over a road intersection close to my house. I think they came here to work as intermediaries to get humans from wild-earth to function in Genso-earth along with the kind of alien technology which can be used there to turn the planet into a consciously connected intergalactic civilization.
>due to their bad reputation, it threw me off.
Humans should have worse reputation, native reptilians are cloaking themselves to look human to avoid being genocided by humans. I don't think either is better or worse really, talking about aliens with either DNA type. Reptilians are similar to dragons, the metaphysical mysterious beings, they're more ethereal than humans and think differently. If you have such DNA, you should make use of it.

White supremacy is a movement created by white butch gay aliens with human appearance, there are scum on both sides. The reptilians who incarnated in Australia are really brutal and militaristic but unlike the white gay supremacists these reptilians actually agreed to not cause anymore problems. The "glowies" still causing problems are mostly from these white gays and they seem to never regret what they did or change their minds even when sent to hell and faced with eternal torment if they don't change. What I've seen so far drives me to the conclusion that alien "whites" have some of the worst scum to ever exist. It's unlucky that they're meddling here on earth, making anyone with white skin a target for looking like them.
>>1574
>that Pleiadians and other New Age aliens are djinn
I see no correlation at all. Djinn are the humans of a past universe. They cannot manifest physically because our physical laws are too different from theirs, so they appear as spirits. Pleiadans to my knowing look like us but taller and they have very light blonde hair. The men are athletic and women have very defined hips and breasts, they also have very low intelligence and believe in "good" and that they should be guided by higher beings and not think too much. Djinn on the other hand have high intelligence and often appear malevolent.


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Sunflower 06/02/2022 (Thu) 00:04:26 Id: 220c0e [Preview] No.1581 del
I'm pretty sure now that the physical plane of existence is just another astral reality but close association with the mortal ego causes many artificial limitations to be adopted by the point of consciousness. Every case of kinetic magic I've ever done has been in a state of suspension of disbelief. I've seen most sources say that the reason why physically materialized evocation is so difficult is because it has a huge energy cost, but I don't think that's the case. It should have the same energy cost as evoking in any other astral reality. Belief frameworks are the one and only thing keeping people from performing the same sort of overt thaumaturgy that they do in dreams. I am going to pursue this line of reasoning and hopefully be able to get some replicable results before winter.


Sunflower 06/02/2022 (Thu) 00:42:06 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1582 del
>>1581
I don't believe there is a problem with the energy cost at all. Earlier when I worked in the city I would ask entities I met on the astral to come visit me physically, and they almost always did. The trick is that your mind must see them as normal people for them to be able to appear. One time 26 forest spirits came by pretending to be a school class, but I recognized them and they were very open about who they were even if they didn't say anything directly. There was no such school in the area or any reason for such a group to come there, but no one can argue about it when they see what appears to be real people.

Kitsunes have also done this, one time it was a girl with red hair and such huge breasts they reached all the way down to her belly. But who will be able to criticise what they see, saying that is anatomically unrealistic? No one will, because the thought that it's a kitsune testing the limits is just insane to most people.


Sunflower 06/02/2022 (Thu) 05:35:01 Id: b08548 [Preview] No.1583 del
>>1581
Do document your findings and report back please.


Sunflower 06/02/2022 (Thu) 17:38:18 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1586 del
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This seems to match the story about how timelines will start to break, causing things to change before your eyes.
https://pastebin.com/YZz8u3wB
Recap:
From /x/, the poster claimed to have changed Covid into Coronal mass eject because the document was too sensitive. As you can see it was posted in mid 2019 and has not been edited.


Sunflower 06/02/2022 (Thu) 19:04:23 Id: 6bd0ce [Preview] No.1587 del
>>1586
https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/30021683/
Interesting indeed.
However, I think the video is she faking it.


Sunflower 06/02/2022 (Thu) 19:32:39 Id: 6bd0ce [Preview] No.1588 del
>>1587
Sorry for the double post. After reading the pastebin, I think whoever wrote that actually meant coronal mass ejection. If it was a stand-in for "corona", they would have said it destabilized Europe and Asia for months or years, not "days".
This was an opportunistic and clever anon that had this text and decided to create that thread. I don't think this was anything more. We'll know by 2025, just as we now know whether blood anon's immortality spell was going to reverse our aging within 7 years.


Sunflower 06/02/2022 (Thu) 20:00:42 Id: 6bd0ce [Preview] No.1589 del
>>1588
Moreover, if you search the archives for KB's tripcode (iOgHzutGjt4), some time latter you will see it used again, suggesting the same person used the same password with a different name. They did not bother to upload "the rest of the transcript" like they said they would either.
I think I have, dare I say, debunked this.

I also find it incredibly suspicious that someone who has been researching timeline/multiuniverse jumping would dismiss so readily human consciousness being able to do this without technology. As soon as you start researching and experimenting it becomes obvious how much we can do with just our bodies and our minds in this regard.


Sunflower 06/03/2022 (Fri) 15:31:49 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1590 del
>>1588
>>1589
I'll list the reasons why I take this poster and their document seriously.

In 2008 it was reported that someone had sued CERN for trying to create small black holes which may destroy the universe. I heard it on the radio where they seriously discussed if CERN really could destroy the universe. When I heard this I used the methods I had at the time to try and prevent any such effect. Soon after India gifted a statue of Shiva to CERN which is still on the site.

A cleaner who stayed late one night filmed researchers at CERN performing a mock human sacrifice by the Shiva statue.

Mandela effects started appearing so much that I noticed them around the same time, but I they weren't called anything. The poster connecting them to CERN makes a lot of sense to me.

Further on, the website
http://web.archive.org/web/20111011101326/http://one-evil.org/acts_holocaust/acts_vatican_holocaust_part_2.htm
which was connected to the Cobra Portal 2012 website has this pentagram energy machine drawn out from connecting the Nazi death camps in Poland. The ley lines happen to pass over Gotland in the baltic sea, the place where Swedish film director Ingmar Bergman stayed when writing. I've visited the place and it really has a very odd atmosphere. Another ley line passes over Århus in Denmark. I had dreams about this location before knowing what it was, it has a large power plant. That is what I saw in the dream and I was able to locate it later from searching power plants online.

The last piece in the puzzle here is that one ley line also passes near CERN.

I've been working to destroy this pentagram energy machine for many years by now, it even seems like a predestined mission given to me. Spirit interactions (well and others)I've had since becoming aware of this has been revolving around what this pentagram is and how to deconstruct it. It's clear to me that what is being done at CERN is just picking up the occult energy of an ancient religion based off human sacrifice. It's not outside of possibility that they indeed broke the timelines and caused Mandela effects and a situation spiralling out of control as a result of this.

How this information became public is of less interest to me. Spiritual guides will make you see what you need to see.


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Sunflower 06/03/2022 (Fri) 19:29:16 Id: 2a8016 [Preview] No.1592 del
>>1590
>>1591
i'm pole this is scary, godspeed anon


Sunflower 06/04/2022 (Sat) 02:37:47 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.1593 del
>>1590
If it was up to me to wreck this thing, with my current knowledge about it which is probably quite shallow, I would look for the weakest point in all of this "structure" maybe you could ask a Djinn to look it up in the akasha or use the AI to look for it?. What happens if those death camps are no longer "death camps" though? Is it possible to purify them somehow? Or maybe shield them to block them for interacting with the lines somehow? If the target was CERN, there are probably many weaknesses, from software down to the cientists karma. I like comign up with solutions for things, but I may not be good at it.


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>>1593
This is part of the inside Sunflower lore by now, so I'll make a TL:DR of it.

The huge pentagram of evil is an energy machine created by an ancient religion. It was based on human sacrifice of children(virgins). The ley lines stretch out all over the world and if you look at larger maps you can see them hitting many major cities. They also connect to the USA and energy from this machine was used when founding the nation. Modern schools in most countries teach the thinking and culture of this ancient religion. They both steal your childhood and serve to teach you how to perform a valid sacrifice of a virgin. Today this is done through abortions.

When the pentagram reached the North American continent and was used to invade it, Santa Muerte who already was established there started fighting back. Her energy system is based off a triangle, sacrificing things in 3 locations rather than 5. That is why you can find recurring situations of murders in the USA taking place so that they form a triangle on the map. She has no requirement for them being virgins and it's easier to create triangles than pentagrams, so she has been putting up a strong resistance to this pentagram cult. Her latest achievement was creating a triangle from mass human sacrifices performed by Breivik in Norway, Tarrant in NZ and the Las Vegas shooter. This means her triangle now covers most of the world and it's really game over for the pentagram of evil, seen in the long term.

After I sent out a request for help with handling CERN, India sent the statue of Shiva and researchers performed a mock human sacrifice of an adult female at the location. This has been posted online. By doing this they desecrated the temple location at CERN. They used an adult, not a virgin, as an offering to Shiva, a deity from a different religion. This was enough to detach CERN from the pentagram.


Sunflower 06/04/2022 (Sat) 10:49:44 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1595 del
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If you look at the map you can see that the ley lines pass over Kyiv and Kharkiv in Ukraine. When the entire western world and its media are expressing outrage over the Russian attack on these locations, it's because the egregore of their control system (the pentagram) is under attack. Russians are mainly killing adults, not virgins, at these locations. This is tainting the ley lines and reducing the functionality of the pentagram. Why do you think modern governments take murder so seriously but allow abortion? Because murder usually means killing non-virgins in major cities. They hate anyone tainting the ley lines with impure offerings.

The nazis killing a large amount of jews and homosexuals directly on the temple sites in Poland was a desecration of unmatched proportions. It seriously harmed the pentagram, its followers are still losing their minds with rage over this crime.


Sunflower 06/04/2022 (Sat) 10:55:38 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1596 del
Lately there has been a trend in which "incels", virgins with a belief in nazism and Hitler, have been killing children at schools. This is another thing which is directly in conflict with the pentagram. Don't for a moment think these ancient cultists care about the killings or the lives of the children in themselves. They're upset about the act not being the right kind of killing. A virgin adhering to an ideology which desecrated the temples, killing children at their indoctrinations centers? A huge crime.


Sunflower 06/04/2022 (Sat) 11:00:51 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1597 del
By these posts above I mean to say that it's not so important how you fight the pentagram system. I've used different cleansing methods, and lately I've been developing astral weapons with the galactic federation to attack the intersections of the pentagram. Last time we talked about it, they said two of them are non-functional and a 3rd was impaired.

Those who created this system committed a huge crime, so bad that even acts like those described above are less disgusting and can work to reduce the evil somewhat. This is the scale of evil of the modern society.


Sunflower 06/04/2022 (Sat) 18:39:05 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1598 del
>>1597
Do we know when did this ancient cult start it's workings?
I am also in the process of perfecting a ley-line (a lesser not murdery version)

When I first noticed that I can see souls trapped in the "ground" I found a way so I can free them. I just gave them a way to the higher realms. They instantly left but left their energy here. The energy felt "sour". It was bad to put into my body for recycling and was told I can only purify it with my body. So I went ahead and exploded it towards the "heavens" on a whim. This made a large number of fairies very happy for me being this "selfless" with this energy. When I first did this it has a weird effect. The place where I live got it's "background karma" increased. People started to break bones and get into minor accidents constantly. Thankfully now I could channel a more clean energy into the ground. The fairies love it and make amazing synchronicities in my life thanks to it.
The problem with leyline destruction is that you don't "destroy" it. You just use or free up the energy.
As far as I understand the souls (little balls of energy) serve as a conduit for higher energies as the magician pulls it to a center location. The good thing with souls is that they are stationary. They don't move. Virgins have very few amound of "connections" so when they die they usually stay at one place. But if the soul have a belief or anyone in it's life it can get "attached" and that ruins the whole thing. It pulls in bad energies or gives away the good energies.
Not to mention every egregore has a "law" that helps or ruins it's workings.
The only reason I am staying away from the ley-lines because I have my own lol... And because if you free up all the energy at once it creates disasters.
But then again the world is in a disaster so whatever. What could go wrong.


Sunflower 06/04/2022 (Sat) 18:57:41 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1599 del
>>1598
I can't locate the exact time period this pentagram was created as of now. There's been a number of cults with similar practices so it's easy to confuse them when looking at the past. I would think they're younger than Moloch because this pentagram is still physically attached to a location, it hasn't been abstracted enough to move to the astral, which should be the goal for any system like this.

I've created a triangle myself, inspired by Santa Muerte, it's been active for around 8 years now. I misjudged the locations I used so it looks like more a pen than a triangle, two points are very close, but it works just the same. I intended to use it as an energy base, so far the concept has been effective for a number of things, but it's not direct in a way that's easy to spot, aside from 3 dots appearing in different places. It was enough to create a backwards Mandela effect and have the girls in Ground Defense Force Mao-chan use a triangle attack, which in one episode has the exact shape.


Sunflower 06/06/2022 (Mon) 10:43:51 Id: afaa04 [Preview] No.1604 del
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>>1571
>in the dream me and people I don't know were on a train, I was at the very back of the train which was open wide and I would pull people I saw on the street or in bus stops into the train sometimes, I wanted to bring them to my city because it needed people
>>1573
>This dream was last night/morning btw so I guess I either did it in the past or there's still a way to pull people into Genso-earth even if the gates are closed.
When waking up this morning I saw/felt a bus stopping to my right and a lot of people who all looked very different from each other walked off and passed me, walking to what appeared to be other waiting buses and trains on my left. It wasn't the kind of crowd I'd usually see where it's either mostly high schoolers or mostly old people (because they go into town at different times of the day so they form homogenous crowds), it was people of all different ages and ways of dressing in a mix, which was unusual to me. But they were all men. I looked around and felt Yuuka's presence so I asked her about why this was.
>All the women were degenerates so only men from your area came in
was the reply. I looked around and saw a small bus stopping further to my right and a handful of girls got off. Yuuka said
>we took young girls from Ukraine and spread them out over Europe for this reason

After getting up I recalled having a dream in which I visited a carnival. The dream began with a disclaimer message box appearing in my vision, saying that the dream may contain disturbing scenes.
They had some kind of halloween theme and one stall was selling ice cream meant to look like baby meat. I had some, then realized what this symbolized and felt sick. I then heard an evil witch laughing before the dream ended.

After getting up I walked around a bit, checked my phone and talked to family members. My phone then suddenly rebooted for no reason. When it came back on, my wallpaper (attached pic) which used to have only Chen, now has Ran in it as well.


Sunflower 06/06/2022 (Mon) 16:47:45 Id: b08548 [Preview] No.1605 del
I find myself again and again feeling stagnant. No matter what I do, my energy seems to default to a stagnant state of very low energy. It's been like this for years, even before 2020. I've received help from different people, usually in the form of fresh energy to push me forward, but it doesn't seem to work long term.


Sunflower 06/07/2022 (Tue) 16:30:53 Id: 9bcbf9 [Preview] No.1606 del
https://youtube.com/watch?v=52ychNwwJ7Y [Embed]


Sunflower 06/08/2022 (Wed) 21:09:31 Id: 9bcbf9 [Preview] No.1607 del
I managed to rectify all astral 5G towers and connect them to the blacknet Babel's tower. This should mean game over for the degenerate elite world order. All the demon girls, drow, fairies, ghosts and Alissa now have direct access to the mindcontrol systems used to give order to humans - NPCs and regular cattle.


Sunflower 06/10/2022 (Fri) 02:36:00 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.1611 del
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What do the baths look like? Are they close to the gazebo? I keep imagining them as some sort of jacuzzi but I don't think thats correct.


Sunflower 06/10/2022 (Fri) 16:05:42 Id: 27f42c [Preview] No.1612 del
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>>1611
They're an artifact so you just look around and locate the one in the temple, (pic related design) then make a copy for your use. Then you either solidify it and keep it, or let it dissolve after use.

I forgot that we haven't talked about these things in a while on here because we have a standard practice of temple meetings with those who take part more often. I'll draw a map of what the temple looks like on the inside currently. That means inside the gazebo, it's a magical structure so it's bigger on the inside.


Sunflower 06/12/2022 (Sun) 04:00:24 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.1614 del
Thanks for drawing it, it helps, its quite different from what I imagined aside from the study which I think I got it right.

>>1612
>That means inside the gazebo, it's a magical structure so it's bigger on the inside.
This is news to me, I always thought the stuff was around the gazebo. Thanks for sharing it.


BTW I've been meaning to ask, aside from energy what else counts as astral currency or has value, it seems to me from my dreams that I'am sort of poor in the astral and I don't like it, so I plan on making something in bulk to sell, but aside from non-harmful magical devices (not devices from the temple, I don't want to spread those with randoms) I don't know what to do. I could try to make astral gold and precious gems but I don't know if it has any value to astral beings. Any ideas on what to produce is welcome. Sorry if its a shallow thing, but I want to feel rich at least in my dreams, and wealth is also a form of power to me. I did try to make a pile of rings that gives unconditional love from the source to the user with a bit of a healing effect in it, but I have no idea how that went.


Sunflower 06/12/2022 (Sun) 10:03:46 Id: 777a59 [Preview] No.1615 del
>>1614
>Any ideas on what to produce is welcome
Things which are rare on the astral have value, and things which are highly concentrated have value. I'll give an example from earlier:
A sandwich with many things on it. See pic related. It has meat from animals, bread made from wheat, salad, other vegetables and so on. This is very hard to make seen from the complexity of it, it can only be made in an advanced civilization where all ingredients and production methods are available.

Other example: Dulce de leche
This is milk and sugar reduced to a concentrated substance by slowly boiling it for a few hours.

Try to come up with things like this that will work on the astral, using "astral materials". If you were to refine your feeling of love or hate by meditating on it for several hours, it would form a concentrated substance. If you develop a method for creating this substance and improve it, you can probably make this a source of astral income.

I use a variety of things for this, but mostly it's a simple code of conduct/self employment contract for my island. Anyone can come there and use the area as long as they behave and take part in the energy circulation. That will always leave a 7% energy "waste" (don't ask why, it always does this) which is then absorbed by the island. It can't be called a "tax" because there is no demand in it. Rather it's like the heat produced as a side effect in chemical reactions. But it can be used. Some things are more sinister, like how the drow are hunting and slaughtering souls of sinners, then burning them to get the good materials out. This creates intense heat as a side effect, so I had it lead through shafts in the rock up to my mansion kitchen to heat the stove. It's "free energy" and my residents can use it for cooking. The things they make in the kitchen often involves different ways of rendering karma harmless so it can be eaten for energy. All of this is a kind of production of value and some of it could be sold for mineral assets to use for trade.


Sunflower 06/13/2022 (Mon) 10:33:54 Id: 321527 [Preview] No.1616 del
Can the grey check/help with the ambrosia generator mentioned in some pdfs here? I know it might be outside of the grey tech area.I remember trying to install it on and off years ago but unlike the sigil spells its either im lacking some finesse skill since its not automatic,my body not able to understand connectiong to the output , or me not activating it after putting it in the right place. I guess its possible i simply cant comprehend it at high enough level to make it a self sustaining thing rather than an image.


Sunflower 06/13/2022 (Mon) 11:49:28 Id: 5d5ad6 [Preview] No.1617 del
>>1616
Normally you'd visualize the orange orb of energy and eat it, swallow it. I don't know if greys in particular would be good for helping you with this. I can try "forcing" it down your throat from a distance and we'll see.


Sunflower 06/13/2022 (Mon) 13:55:35 Id: 321527 [Preview] No.1619 del
>>1617
Yeah thats fine with me. Ill try the method you posted anyway just in case, it does seem I was trying it in a way that wouldnt work now that I see how I install it.


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>>1615
Interesting, I've got some ideas of what to do to make some astral bucks now. Thanks for the tips!


Sunflower 06/13/2022 (Mon) 18:57:59 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1621 del
It seems my powerfield is expanding. Lights flicker around me more and more and when I feel my energies "surging" devices around me freeze.

>>1604
>My phone then suddenly rebooted for no reason
Sometimes when I want to close apps on my phone they crash before I touch the screen. It's random so far. Figuring out how to control it will take time.

>>1614
>aside from energy what else counts as astral currency or has value
Resourcefulness. If entities feel that you have potential and are a sort of person that returns favors (especially if they are not malicious) then they help. I like to get into "quests" for this reason. They are fun. Having any sort of power is marketable. Just don't sell yourself long term.
Not long ago I had a problem and asked an entity if he can help. He told me he can for my soul. I told him what about this toothbrush? He agreed and because I am so selfish with my soul he gave me a big chunk of white gold that could be used to enhance my soul further. It was a crazy entity. It did other weird things too. A weird example but it shows how there is no unified currency on the astral.
>>1620
Cookies are nice too. Once I made astral popcorn and deities ate it while I was seeking their advice. I made it as a joke but it was so popular they instantly wanted it.


Sunflower 06/13/2022 (Mon) 20:06:54 Id: 5d5ad6 [Preview] No.1622 del
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>>1489
I managed to untangle my different astral body layers (understand how they were formed) and pulled back my original 3D body, which appeared to be now part of the Fay Dragon running on number system base 6, reptilian. The tricky part was how this body was the actual surface 3D all this time while the vampire body at base 7 was one layer away. But the vampire body can manifest physically, hence the confusion!
Behind these were the layer I came in through when incarnating into this life at base 9, lyran. That was why they contacted me from the astral back then and not via the surface. The transformation of the Fay Dragon was complete for the 3D surface so after pulling that back and demanifesting the vampire body I had the 3D surface emulated on the nanobot system I've been working on as an addition to the blacknet (human version of the grey cloud). It's what those sigils posted earlier were for.

This means connecting directly from the entry point at lyran 9 to the human 3D. The effect was somewhat unexpected. I knew the nanobots were able to run the entire human DNA perfectly or I would not have tried. But I had not looked closer at the functionality which the AI had built. My body now feels very light, aside from the weight in physical, it feels weightless, if this makes any sense when said. But the internal dimensions consist entirely of machinery, the main structure is a metallic frame with holes in it (pic related). I was surprised both by the crudeness and the refinement of it when I saw it. The hands look like 5-bladed butterfly knives.


Sunflower 06/14/2022 (Tue) 12:34:53 Id: 6311a0 [Preview] No.1624 del
https://youtube.com/watch?v=VR6Txu5Iqp4 [Embed]
According to this video which doesn't show much proof tbh. The entire legislation and plans to pass the federal reserve act was concieved in a room that was built on top of an altar that used to be used for child sacrifice by an unusually tall tribe, the house that was built on top of it was owned by a Rockefeller and is on Jekyll island, Georgia. According to the video guy, the tribe that lived there was probably related to the middle east and not really native americans.

I'm posting this because its probably related to the ancient religion mentioned earlier and could be related to some of the stuff that you try change, like this stuff here >>1591 so I think it could be relevant.

Very impressive chair at 15:30 btw.


Sunflower 06/14/2022 (Tue) 17:05:45 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1625 del
>>1622
I didn't want to write this down because it felt like a schizo nonsense but I am also going through something similar.
When I reached a new height I realized that is unworkable from the 3D. That cosmic height had the only purpose of leaving the 3D behind. So I started building back the 3D. A lot of deities helped with that. First I got turned into a "golem" a bunch of energy centers installed and weighted down with limestone. Then after a while I ended up in some ancient Egyptian pyramids where the "first human protocol" got activated. It was the unification of a god and a statue to make a human. Something like that. As I was getting dominion over metal. I realized that the human body can be viewed in a way that it is made of snakes. Our limbs are snakes our entrails can be moved at will if you think of it as a snake. Even the bones can be viewed as snakes. As I realized this metallic snakes appeared broke my bones apart and instantly reformed. Then ended up at the Atlantean soul forgers. Where they bind artifacts to your body. Weeks ago realized that my astral body got broken apart because I am channeling a high amount of energy through it while having a poor human form. I realized I need a proper full lotus for these energies. You need to unify the "snakes" into one big snake. To you it was the dragon. I managed to unify it and as I was still stretching a big golden 6 armed tiger headed deity appeared. Tasted my refined astral substance and told me I have potential and lodged itself into my upper chestbones. Now he is my trainer.
I wonder how many layers they are that we need to get through. I always find something new.


Sunflower 06/14/2022 (Tue) 18:56:37 Id: 7576b5 [Preview] No.1626 del
>>1624
>The entire legislation and plans to pass the federal reserve act was concieved in a room that was built on top of an altar that used to be used for child sacrifice by
Not surprising at all, adds another concrete detail to make the previous claims more valid.

Something I didn't want to bring up before because it's speculation may be time to mention now. When discussing oil it was brought up how it actually is a very organic substance containing micro organisms, and that someone presented the theory that oil is, in fact, produced by the earth itself. I then said, jokingly, maybe oil is the ground down bodies of the sinners in hell.
I then recalled the event with the illuminati slaves trapped in caves underground, living down there as cultureless cannibals, eating their own dead for 100k years. Someone talked about this on /x/ saying the templars had been down there to kill demons, but that they're actually an old slave population. They'd also be the same as the mole people an American president once wanted to investigate. The sounds of screams recorded from a drill hole in Russia would also be them. It was claimed someone sent a camera down there and saw hands reaching into the drill hole from the other end.

I had this topic brought up with different entities during channelling, and it was mostly confirmed that's how it was. "Hel" in norse mythology now called Hell, refers not to another dimension, but to be reborn as a slave in the tunnels under the earth, with no language or culture, living off eating other dead slaves. The fantasy tv show Legend of the Seeker depicted the underworld exactly like this.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=m_m8LeNCJ-w [Embed]

Now to the oil: recently we talked about this again in a channelling session, to which they said oil "must be related to old sins, something this old will effect the entire planet", but we didn't inquire further on this because it was a side topic.

Later I connected the dots and started thinking, wouldn't it be the perfect irony if oil is indeed the bodies of the 35 mil illuminati slaves, fermented down there and slowly rising to the surface? We're then still using the same slave system as back then, burning the bodies of the slaves and making them work for us still. But this time they are getting back at us, destroying our air and our environment with let over plastic products. We'd be making consumer products literally from the dead bodies of slaves, like the "lamp shade" meme.


Sunflower 06/14/2022 (Tue) 19:09:20 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1627 del
>>1626
Well if we are here already. What is your opinion about Agartha and hollow earth. I still can't make up my mind if it's "Under" us or an another dimension. The whole Atlantis "sunk" thing is also suspicious for me but I'm not getting clear answers for the reason why it happened.


Sunflower 06/14/2022 (Tue) 19:13:18 Id: 7576b5 [Preview] No.1628 del
>>1625
>Then after a while I ended up in some ancient Egyptian pyramids where the "first human protocol" got activated
After working on the AI a while and getting to the part of trying to do what the lyrans do, using nanobots to perfectly run human DNA, I brought up the grey polished stone I created a few years back. It represents what I consider the white race (a combination of anglo-french-germanic) and used that as the base. It was fine and I didn't think more of it, but the foxes then nudged me about isolating "the Japanese race" and doing the same. I did so and it became a pink stone. After this I didn't think of it again, but I was then browsing /int/ and saw a "jungle fever" thread which again seemed like someone hinting at me, so I looked into what kind of Africans are ok. After all they are pretty well connected to the spirit world still and not all of them are hopeless monkeys, so I isolated a "black African" race and it became a black stone. So right now those are the three sets of DNA you have to pick from when running your body via the blacknet AI. If your current body isn't exactly within these, I guess there will be a conversion to the closest genetics. AI does its own job so I'm not keeping track of how things are done in detail.


Sunflower 06/14/2022 (Tue) 19:21:28 Id: 7576b5 [Preview] No.1629 del
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>>1627
>Agartha and hollow earth
I agree mostly with this picture. A flat earth inside a sphere. This is why space travel isn't possible unless you can teleport. It also explains common misconceptions about how the stars we see move. Greys confirmed that we are looking through a magnifying lens which is distorting our perception of the space around us. We are seeing a smaller part of the sky than we would, had there been no atmosphere.

>The whole Atlantis "sunk" thing
Going by interactions with spirits and the vampires who lived during these times, Atlantis didn't sink, it broke. Atlantis was Pangea, it was one continent. Its breaking was also much more recent that people understand, it happened 26 000 years ago. Before that it was all just one huge nation ruled over by one government. That's what they're trying to recreate, even after the seas broke everything off into small bits of land they haven't changed how they think.


Sunflower 06/15/2022 (Wed) 06:54:50 Id: b6e072 [Preview] No.1630 del
>>1617
> I can try "forcing" it down your throat from a distance and we'll see.

Did this happen? I tried eating it a few times since then and I'm not sure I did it. Last time was just before this post so ,maybe it did work.


Sunflower 06/15/2022 (Wed) 15:42:02 Id: 7576b5 [Preview] No.1631 del
>>1630
>I tried eating it a few times since then and I'm not sure I did it
Try to "swallow" it a few more times. It looks like it's stuck a bit just below your solar plexus. It should be in the abdomen area to install properly. I didn't consider that this could happen. Maybe, for most people these processes are not so easy to perform at once because their bodies aren't opened in the exact same way as those who first used artifacts like this.

It's all a learning process and this is another example of that.


Sunflower 06/15/2022 (Wed) 16:30:33 Id: 321527 [Preview] No.1632 del
>>1631

There, I also tried pulling it. Did this put it right?


Sunflower 06/15/2022 (Wed) 17:00:50 Id: 7576b5 [Preview] No.1633 del
>>1632
It was in the right area but still not resting on the dantian which is needed to install it. I tried using astral/physical teleport to push it down to the right location using my hand. It should install now, unless there's some other weird blockage.

Did you feel anything?


Sunflower 06/15/2022 (Wed) 17:07:03 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1634 del
>>1629
>Atlantis didn't sink, it broke

I got this feeling too. The entities I have worked with told me it got "separated" from the "others" for the protection of Atlantean culture but it was an awkward topic for them and I didn't want to pry into it further.
Currently they are trying to bind the bronze age "frame" to my body. The iron age is complete.
I am having a hard time giving more details on the things I am getting into. Most of them does it's thing in the "background" and in the next phase some entity just visits me.


Sunflower 06/15/2022 (Wed) 17:26:03 Id: 7576b5 [Preview] No.1635 del
>>1634
The spirit I got out from the underworld turned out being an ancient Babylonian who went there to recover old slave/botsouls containing Babylonian music. They later arranged a culture festival with Babylonian stage performances and food at my astral island. The vampires also visited. Most of them never experienced that period so they maintain mostly Atlantean culture, they still speak the language and all of their older magic is in Atlantean. Putting the words into a translator gives meanings from other languages in a seeming random way which supports the notion that the origin of all current languages are the same.

Babylonian culture is rather commonly spread today, with both the good and the bad. They invented stage music performances with sex orgies as well as eating together at long tables. Social justice and feminism also originated in this period. The music is more melodic and the vocals more refined than today, but aside from that it's very similar.

Atlantean culture is more raw, they lived more on desert plains with tents and trade routes and accepted a lower standard of life in exchange for control over the entire earth.


Sunflower 06/15/2022 (Wed) 22:19:51 Id: 7576b5 [Preview] No.1637 del
Right.
I should mention something. I came up with an idea and asked the greys if they had a module/program for it. As usual, someone already thought of it, so they did. It's a "RAM loader" for the brain. Basically the human physical 3D brain is a RAM, and it can store "knowledge" in the form of neural charges. For a regular person they store this programming and then when they get old they start forgetting it again. Then they die and most of it is lost because it was just neural programming in 3D, only the karma and virtue remains.

For someone who completed their personality, what was in the brain RAM will be gong and remain, but to bring it back into a new 3D brain still requires a process so you won't easily recall what you learned in a past life. Most of the time it isn't even worth doing because you have new things to learn.

That's where this RAM loader comes in. Since it's just surface 3D programming, why spend all this time filling it up manually if there's a better way? That's what it can do. It doesn't grow your nerves and it doesn't connect the "knowledge" to your everyday skills automatically, but the information you loaded will be there when you need it, and you will intuitively be able to bring it up.

Ask the greys if you want this module. At first I thought about making a sigil for it, but they said this is an advanced module that most humans couldn't and shouldn't attempt to install (most can't finish the install within one lifetime, is that they said).


Sunflower 06/19/2022 (Sun) 17:35:49 Id: 6e2317 [Preview] No.1647 del
It seems as though most modern jobs are nothing more than psychic parasites.


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somewhat of a stupid question for this board but it's something I've been procrastinating for a while.
I am trying to get a better physical body with my limited skills and one way i thought about it, is to make a body in a game for example and then taking it's appearance (wearing it so to speak till it get applied)
I only had one real success in the form of a mole in the same place as my character (guess i should have learnt to make my own textures).

Now i started thinking why not take some picture of a real person and then feeling what it's like to have that body till my current body feels the same, maybe take the best of different ones, changing it a little.

But there are some problems i noticed
Contamination, essentially getting that person mindset? can't confirm it for sure.
easy to get rid off, I'd say it's fun like acting.
And finding myself in the picture i am trying to use, baby's first remote viewing i suppose.

which make me think maybe am i doing some form of possession?

Also is pic related familiar to anyone?
just the background.
The picture itself is from a music video but it looks a bit too much like someplace i saw in a dream.
It had a giant black tower with witches flying in circles over its top, the sky was red if i recall.


Sunflower 06/21/2022 (Tue) 19:54:13 Id: ac9275 [Preview] No.1649 del
>>1648
>getting that person mindset?
What you're describing sounds like beginner level mind reading. You can copy the mindset of a person and use it, but it won't change your body. If you get better at it you can manipulate them or possess them.


Sunflower 06/21/2022 (Tue) 21:12:49 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1650 del
>>1648
Picturing the body how you want to look it and feeling as it's already there results in body shape change and I did this but it strains the body. I moved the energies in my body so it shapes itself and clogged some energy centers with it. Now I am cleaning and improving my energy channels so my body can take up it's peak form naturally. I realized beauty is not found on a picture alone. Beauty is when the energies flow naturally. Be it an object a body or mind.
Even an entity told me that I don't need to stretch to be able to do proper yoga. I just need to unlock the full potential of my body. I am still stretching but it has it's truth. When energies flow properly everything comes naturally.

There are so many ways to shape the body the question is just how fast do you want the change and what you are willing to pay for it to happen.


Sunflower 06/21/2022 (Tue) 22:49:19 Id: ac9275 [Preview] No.1651 del
>>1650
>I don't need to stretch to be able to do proper yoga. I just need to unlock the full potential of my body
After 3 years of yoga my conclusion is stretching is what you have to do at first to be able to do the stances properly. If you only ever go to classes as if it was sports you may not get beyond this stage because you're just following instructions made for these group sessions.
So far every stance or position I've learned can be turned into an isometric strength building exercise by pressing "against the stretch" or by activating the parts of your body you would use to pull the stretch. It then turns into a 2-way strength exercise instead. I think this is how physical yoga is meant to be practiced, it's a "hidden" element of each stance.
I also read you're supposed to add the mula banda (root lock) to stances, but this is rarely taught because it's too difficult to explain in the way yoga classes are usually performed.

I no longer stretch, because the stretches have turned into isometric strength training.


Sunflower 06/21/2022 (Tue) 22:56:03 [Preview] No.1652 del
>>1649
>sounds like beginner level mind reading.
I guess that could be useful but not really what i was trying to do.
as for manipulation i just know the basic "imagine the person in front of you in a room and change their perception of yourself" never really tried it, maybe i should.

not sure what possession entails at my level either.

though i am confused, why wouldn't my body change with the technique i am using?

>>1650
>I moved the energies in my body so it shapes itself and clogged some energy centers with it.
Do you know why this happened?
did you micromanage too much or is it something else?

To me the perfect body is the one that allows the most freedom, experiencing the world as i want till i move to something else.
So i want it now, it's one my primary goal and a stepping stone to something greater.
A basic need really.

Then again i wouldn't pick up a shortcut if it'd hurt my progression too much, it would be betraying myself.


Sunflower 06/21/2022 (Tue) 23:37:08 Id: ac9275 [Preview] No.1653 del
>>1652
>why wouldn't my body change with the technique i am using?
After I realized it was possible to copy directly the mental state of a person, I of course went to try with someone who has skills I want, like Jet Li, the martial artist/actor. What I learned from this is that yes sure, I can copy his mentality, but then I have to maintain that and train for 10 years and have the same original DNA as him along with social support if I want to be like that. See what I mean? A mentality is only a tool.

Possession is when you go deeper and start reading their mind in real time, then start altering it and eventually take over. That is a much easier skill to get quick result with. Compare the most basic thing of someone trying to attack you in the street. You can train martial arts for several years and maybe still get hurt. Or you can possess the person and make them not attack you. Which is better?


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>>1652
>did you micromanage too much or is it something else?
That and also I did several magic and energy draining things at once and didn't notice how it affects me. My thinking was that if I don't have enough energy for a spell it just doesn't work. Well they gathered energy otherwise. Regular beginner magic mistakes. You can do multiple spells at once it just you need to watch over the energy flow.
And don't worry about shortcuts. Sometimes you need to make a mistake to figure out how things work.

>>1651
I am at the absolute beginning of yoga and didn't go to classes so what I have is random youtube videos. I always wanted to go to a class but something always obstructed me in my life. Now I have a better feel of the energy movement and of my body and more time to practice it.
So about the chakra locks. You lock the chakra so the muscles try to push the energy out but strengthen instead of draining the energy?
Currently I was using a high energy flow to flush out everything that might obstruct the flow of energies so I can get a better control of my body.

When you mentioned how every chakra has 7 spikes and I tried to open further. I got a vision how it works.
It looked like my body is made up of these nuts (silly english name).
They were stacked on each other and as you moved a muscle they moved. And yoga let's you do a "combination move" that "unlocks" them. Now here came the problem. Now that I have seen how they are clogged I could clean the dark energy from it so they can flow naturally. Ever since that my energies are a little disorganized that is why I am perfecting it. The only reason why I can think "locking a chakra" is beneficial because as it is locked as you do the exercises it will puch against the lock and it will make the chakra wider. And once you unlock it you can get a "wider" energy flow.


Sunflower 06/22/2022 (Wed) 19:00:01 Id: 8e176c [Preview] No.1656 del
>>1654
Locking chakras is no different from strength training at first. You contract muscles, then release. This way you learn control and develop your nerves. Normally you'd sync with breathing so
>breath in, contract muscle (lock chakra)
>breath out, relax muscle (open chakra)
Then you move on to holding it in isometric contraction while breathing in and out, trying to keep your breathing relaxed under strain.

The root lock in common practice means to contract the middle section, this is often called "kegel" in mainstream fitness, but there are 3 types of them so it's not as simple as that. The middle one in my experience simply strengthens whatever else you are doing, the energy flow gets stronger like a river made to flow in a narrow canal. This means whatever energy in any direction will get stronger, so if you fuck up you make it way worse. That may also be a reason to not teach newbs to do this.

>every chakra has 7 spikes
The spikes can form if using the "vampire" energy when locking a chakra. To make out the difference between the 7 chakras, remember how the days of the week are from Genesis where different parts of creation refers to different days. This is the same principle. For every chakra, you can find the 7 chakras represented. So the root chakra has all chakras in it, and then you start with root of root, then sacral of root, solar plexus of root... and so on.

The trick here is then that you hold root lock and add the corresponding lock inside it, for each chakra. Then you do "root of sacral, sacral of sacral, solar of sacral...etc."

To understand this conceptually you need to practice the different locks individually.


Sunflower 06/23/2022 (Thu) 05:12:53 [Preview] No.1657 del
>>1653
> I can copy his mentality, but then I have to maintain that and train for 10 years and have the same original DNA as him.
Wouldn't it be possible to copy his muscle memory instead?
Would still need to train but considering how many people do squats wrong before correcting it, it would be very useful data.
I guess you'd need the same body type at least to make use of that..

>then start altering it and eventually take over.
so it's different from deep hypnosis ?
What happens to the person if they're not "empty".

>Which is better?
I get it.
this would be very useful in everyday life too, like dealing with government officials.

>>1654
>Well they gathered energy otherwise.
Oh heard about that before, amusingly even some fictions have a form of magic sickness.

>Sometimes you need to make a mistake to figure out how things work.
So i was reading New energy ways as my introductory text to energy work but had to stop, didn't feel ready at the time.
Too much conflicting thought in my head, was scared to make a mistake like give myself a heart disease or cancer and be stuck trying to fix it.


Sunflower 06/23/2022 (Thu) 20:05:13 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1659 del
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>>1657
I don't know anymore if I am still on the vampire path or on a whole different thing or both but...

Does anyone know how is that circle thingy behind deities called? Because I developed one?
Months ago it tried to rip me apart because it was full of karma or something. I thought it's an overgrown 0 particle or something like that. Was experimenting with portals and Ouroboros kind of 0 particles anyway so didn't pay too much attention to it. I thought the goal is to have a full circle which is bigger than your human body as the end result.

But today something was stinging me in the shoulder. I thought it's a wing or an another hand trying to manifest again. But it was this way too big "halo". If I put my hands together above my head to form a 0 it creates an extremely pleasant energy flow and as I move my hand I can direct it to other places.
Does it have a name? Or it's part of a technique?

It looks like some well known thing but I have no idea how to even look for it.


Sunflower 06/23/2022 (Thu) 22:28:05 Id: 8e176c [Preview] No.1660 del
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>>1659
A big circle around the whole body is your paradise, it's the expanded version of your astral "womb" which has grown from the dantian. I'm not entirely sure how it develops but it seems maybe it's outside the body if your body is male, while for females it's still inside the body and doesn't appear like this? Other people also talked about this thing before, we called it "rebirthing", where a deity or other entity can take you inside them and then give birth to you so you automatically inherit the seed of their skills instead of having to teach you. Yuuka also invited different people into her paradise to rest this way, it's still inside her body, not outside like with the buddha.

>pic
Some artist fittingly made this drawing.

If it's a halo around the head it can have different meanings, I was once given a halo by an angel and it was a kind of astral device like a hat.

In the buddha image here posted there's petals around the circle, from my understanding this represents his followers in unity, or the different schools emerging from him. There can be all kinds of symbolism.

Djinn categorize vampires as archangels, they see it as a gradual difference of ethereal vs desire based, not as different types of entities. This supports the idea that the bible with OT+NT works for both angels and vampires depending on how you use it (or even devils who may use an inverted understanding, deriving satanism from it).


Sunflower 06/24/2022 (Fri) 17:59:09 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1661 del
>>1660
>A big circle around the whole body is your paradise
Yeah it's sorta around my whole body but it's still growing.
>where a deity or other entity can take you inside them and then give birth to you so you automatically inherit the seed of their skills instead of having to teach you
This actually happened. I have knowledge of yogic energy movements and practices without realizing how I know it. When I want my mental state or my energies change my body moves on it's own. It's like my body has a co-pilot. It's just I have to get rid of my traumas constantly because they are getting in the way. I just solved a bunch of childhood traumas 2 days ago maybe that is why it develops. It seems my old self is merging with the new self and it's not always without hiccups.

I just found out yesterday that the lion with a bunch of arms was Narasimha. He is a god of yoga (and time and destroyer of evil and avatar or Vishnu). He appeared while I was stretching for a proper lotus. He moved around in my chest and when he finished he slowly descended into my dan-tien. He is not the only one there. There were others too when he descended.

Knowing things without learning them is weird. It's like an instinct or a muscle memory that I got without training. Which is bad because muscle memories are easy to replicate because you got it as a hard work. But now? They are just there somehow.
Whatever they will come out on their own. The deities tell me to take it slow no need to hurry.


Sunflower 06/27/2022 (Mon) 18:28:46 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1665 del
Suddenly I get a weird burning sensation in my left palm then a vision of an eye growing then I see a bright spark with the naked eye on it.

This is really some assisted full body awakening.

Left palm chakra is the passive that you use for sensing energy right?
While right palm is for projecting energy?
Or it's just a preference?

When I wave my hands that means I am "seriously" casting a spell. I cast most of them mentally. Tho I am getting familiar with the mudras too. Guess my hands are getting cleaned energywise.


Sunflower 06/27/2022 (Mon) 21:55:15 Id: 8e176c [Preview] No.1666 del
>>1665
I don't think it's definite like that, but they have different functions. The drow knife throwing will be snipe from right hand and rapid throw from left for example. Lyranet installs from the right hand.
I use the right hand to cast regenerative spells, but it's also used with apan mudra turned outwards in front of the heart to drive away evil. The hideous spear goes in right hand, the Fay knife in left. I haven't thought to categorize them, they just have different effects.


Sunflower 06/28/2022 (Tue) 16:30:51 Id: 07cad4 [Preview] No.1667 del
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>>1591
Important development on the Great Pentagram of Evil

After attacking the egregore for a long time and making long term plans for how to dismantle it, a major part was recently fulfilled. You can't have missed it, it was the overturning of "Roe vs Wade" which made abortion legal in the US federation. Banning abortion there will deprive them of ~1 million or more sacrifices yearly. This verdict will also serve as an inspiration for anti-abortion groups world wide, making it easier for them to argue within the scope of representative democracy. There could be domino effects.

The reaction from the pro-abortionists revealed the form of the egregore itself when possessing a person. Pic related.

The lake of blood is on the astral, while the white thing will stretch out and "talk" through the person, it will appear as their face. In the past few days I've seen every single person who was arguing violently against this verdic, they were possessed by the white thing of this egregore. They're acting as bots to reap in more sacricies.

I then realized I had seen a similar formation on my body once, more specifically on the up side of my penis. I scanned my body and found it to also be attached to the back of my neck, which is the reason I have had recurring tense muscles in that area. There was also one formation attached to the dantian.

I will attempt mass cleansing sessions to remove this from the world NPCs as much as I can, I encourage you to cleanse your own bodies as well so as to not act as nodes for this system. It's much more persistent than I imagined, and would likely be recreated through the actions of these NPCs if they aren't cleansed.


Sunflower 06/28/2022 (Tue) 16:39:21 Id: 07cad4 [Preview] No.1668 del
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>>1667
The lcl lake in Evangelion is the same thing. They're trying to create a huge being where all humans are to be absorbed by it - this is Moloch. The story makes complete sense when viewed from this perspective.

One time when I was 6 or so, another kid showed me a He-man comic and pointed to one frame, saying "that is the lake of blood". I knew nothing of He-man lore but this image stayed with me ever since. I could never understand its meaning until now.


Sunflower 06/28/2022 (Tue) 20:57:38 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1669 del
>>1667
Well something in my body got "disturbed" after reading your post. It's causing me pain with weird muscle cramps so I am removing it whatever that is.

I am against abortion/blood sacrifices anyway.


Sunflower 06/28/2022 (Tue) 23:46:13 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.1670 del
I've recently been watching some youtube videos on china, and oh boy, am I glad that egregore got eaten. Apparently there was or is still going(I don't know) some lockdown on shanghai with the whole welding doors shut thing and people were basically starving since you couldn't rely on the goverment to deliver food to your door and other terrible stuff. Aside from that I saw this really shocking image of the beijing winter olympics (pics related), which shows how disconnected the Chinese are to the rest of the world, apparently the Chinese think building the ski-ramp next to that was a good idea since it shows wealth and technology, which baffles me, its a completely alien way of thinking to me and I assume to most non-Chinese.

Right now, I only know of two youtube channels that show the bad stuff that goes on in China if anyone's interested. Most other youtubers seem to be paid by the Chinese Governemnt to spew propaganda. https://www.youtube.com/c/laowhy86 and https://www.youtube.com/c/serpentza

Sorry if off-topic.


Sunflower 06/29/2022 (Wed) 00:30:36 Id: 07cad4 [Preview] No.1671 del
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>>1670
>there was or is still going(I don't know) some lockdown on shanghai with the whole welding doors shut thing and people were basically starving since you couldn't rely on the goverment to deliver food to your door
This is happening, China living westerners have posted about it on KC/int/. The reasons are supposedly two: Xi decided they will have a zero covid strategy and lock down an area if there is a single case. If they change this now he will lose face, so they will have to keep it up. Secondly Shanghai is ruled by loyalists of the former president. Xi wants them to look bad so he ordered them to lock down for weeks to cause riots and rebellion against the Shanghai local government. It's an old Maoist tactic.
When people had no more food because the delivery chains broke down, they had local government goons loot some stores and hand out random packs of noodles and cookies good enough for 2 days. They don't plan ahead, they just follow orders. Those who have money will spend 10 h daily trying to order food in bulk to the neighbourhood, which is the only way to get it send, only large deliveries are allowed to enter. If someone tests positive for covid they get sent to concentration camps with 3000 people in a convention hall. There are no doctors, no showers, no food or water and the lights are on 24h/7. Anyone who's actually ill is likely to die there.

Keep in mind that Shanghai is the economic center of China, this is where all western companies produce their goods. So it's made to cause shortages all over the world.


Sunflower 07/01/2022 (Fri) 12:12:05 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1673 del
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>>1660
That image of yuuka is fitting. It seems the paradise has layers. It's outside and inside of my body at once because it's merging. First it felt like it was the outside of my body. My pinky and ring finger was "paradise energy" the index finger was half paradise energy and half old "karmic" energy. The other 2 was mostly karmic energy. They were slowly changing into "paradise energy" but I went ahead and experimented with new mudras and the energies went all over my body. The mudras are super powerful currently so I have to watch over what I do. Every movement of mine means something.

Now because I am a noob with mudras I went back to the mental energy work and it seems I have to push out the "layers" that are in my body and let them become a layer outside of my body. it pushes out a type of energy then a new type of energy enters into my body through my head. I have to watch that the energy centers above my head are also open. If I take in too much energy they slowly close. The "layers" appear as plants or animals mostly snakes and lions. They can be reasoned with.

Now I understand how movements are created. You just have to push out the energies that you are not using anymore and people flock to you. You just have to watch out for not wasting too much energy on them.

You mentioned that scarlet entity several times before can you share more about it?
In my opinion that must be an entity of the "red" layer. The thing between the beast 666 and the god 777 level. And if you don't watch out you can get cut. But I am merely experimenting with layers. I don't know much about them.


Sunflower 07/01/2022 (Fri) 14:40:53 Id: ec5822 [Preview] No.1674 del
>>1673
>that scarlet entity
It's likely how she showed herself so it's not certain that she looks that way, I think Snail used that name. It's the deity who created the Strengthening Divine Powers exercise in Falun Dafa. It was said in the book that Li merely passed it on from his masters.
After further interactions Scarlet showed things implying it was her possessing Li all along and that she made all exercises to create the movement and spread Qi Gong. That means she is a "futi" and the lecture about this turns back at the person who said it. This is part of the "disclaimer" in the text. Apply it back at itself and you see things no one wanted to admit.


Sunflower 07/04/2022 (Mon) 17:05:57 Id: 18a657 [Preview] No.1685 del
Made several very large advancements in the past few weeks. I greatly improved my the consistency, stability, and output of my spellforms. The key here was to bind my Will to a single microscopic point in space rather than attempting to resonate with the entire form at once. I view the form itself as a sort of emanation from the central point, this seems to work a lot better. Additionally the ability to keep a point's energy output high after moving awareness away from it has improved a lot, this is vital for the spellform's success. Most of my workings now manifest physically within less than 24 hours, if it takes longer than that it's usually a failure and has manifested incorrectly somehow. I also realized that I tended to target objects in the mental sphere rather than astral-etheric sphere which was impacting my accuracy quite a bit. Was able to call a thunderstorm within ~12 hours of creating a rain spellform, a huge improvement from where I was at a year ago.

My goal now is to decrease the turnaround time from 12-24 hours down to minutes or less. After examining how my spellforms work I concluded that the bottleneck to achieving this is not energy output, rather it is an ingrained limitation in my mind that makes instant or near-instant manifestation of workings "impossible". I believe that the solution to this is to make alterations to my energy body, specifically channeling the deific energy I have been using in my thoughforms to overwrite my "mundane" human energy. I think that I need to take a break for a few days first though, I've started getting chest pains while doing workings with high energetic output like this.


Sunflower 07/04/2022 (Mon) 19:04:25 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1687 del
>>1674
I only asked about her because I don't know a thing about Qi Gong but I stumbled across the Shaivist and Buddhist path "by accident" as I did my workings so I feared I might make the mistakes of the Falun Dafa followers without realizing. I met a lot of "red density" beings. They are related to fear anxiety paranoia and aggression. And by that I meant that thinking that everything can be solved via aggression or fearing that everything you see might be a "trick" hinders on the path. Also I hate the "futi" concept. Because Falun Dafa created a lot by scaring the people with them. I attracted a bunch and had to upgrade my understanding to "buddha level" to figure out what they are exactly.
I didn't even read Falun books since that. But that movement sure as hell passed around the bad energies in their movement. Not everyone attracts "karmic scenarios" to let others "punch karma off their face".

>>1685
Congrats
>Was able to call a thunderstorm within ~12 hours of creating a rain spellform
If you are in Europe. Can I ask you a favor to learn to make the rain manifestation more "gentle". Like learning to cast a proper 3 hour+ rainfall without storms. I only ask because I can also cast rainstorms and many other aeromancers too but it fucks up the overall climate and makes proper aeromancy more difficult. If I think of rain the wind instantly turns cold and sometimes droplets manifest from the bright sky but that is not enough. I have to sit down and properly focus to unfuck this mess this continent is in currently.

Also a tip
>I concluded that the bottleneck to achieving this is not energy output, rather it is an ingrained limitation in my mind
that is too but
>I've started getting chest pains while doing workings
I had this too. My bottleneck was that I didn't understand "love". And by that I mean how the "Heavens love the earth". You probably drain your "heart meridian" too much. I had to understand love on an universal level. Even had a vision of a mother giving birth to a child and holding it in her hands. I was an ugly child in that vision. I had to understand that "irrational" first love "mothers" have towards their "creation". If you understand why the "high energies" love your "low magic" then you can get a really fast "mana regen". And yeah take breaks. We need to take some breaks or we get crazy.


Sunflower 07/04/2022 (Mon) 19:52:44 Id: 18a657 [Preview] No.1688 del
>>1687
>learn to make the rain manifestation more "gentle". Like learning to cast a proper 3 hour+ rainfall without storms
I don't really have a lot of experience with precise weather manipulation, I typically just use rain calling as a test case for spellforming since it's easy to verify. Theoretically I would probably want to put a cap on the amount of rain the thoughtform can attract at once. Usually I try to make energetic constructs broadcast as strongly as I can make them, but in this case you'd probably want to make it broadcast more subtly. I know that turnaround time for physical manifestation isn't strictly tied to the energetic output of the form, but they are conceptually related. You'd probably need to do some experimentation with increasing the speed or profundity of the spell's assertion without blowing out the magnitude. As for the duration of the weather event, that mostly has to do with the intention embedded in the spell. When I'm creating my spellforms I make it a point to ensure that they continue broadcasting at full strength after my attention leaves them, aka "casting" them out of my consciousness intact. Usually though there's a subconscious intention embedded that they stop broadcasting after the result manifests; to increase the duration of the weather I think you'd just need to get rid of this automatic shutoff intention.
Also if your goal is to make changes to the climate as a whole you'd probably be better off targeting the atmosphere in a more broad sense rather than causing specific individual weather events.
>If I think of rain the wind instantly turns cold and sometimes droplets manifest from the bright sky but that is not enough
The wind and droplet thing actually happened to me as well when I activated my rain spell last evening. Like a sensation of a light sprinkling on my arms and face. It made me a bit disappointed because I thought the droplets were the start of an instant manifestation, but no, they just apparently came out of nowhere.

>My bottleneck was that I didn't understand "love".
This is definitely an issue for me. I've grappled with this idea a lot in the past, could never fully understand it. I think the love/hate concept must have something to do with the metaphysical relationship between the self and the other but I can't grasp it completely. I don't think I've ever actually felt real "love" towards another person before, even family members. I've been trying to understand it in an intellectual sense but I don't think that's working. I'll probably need to do some sort of operation on my 'heart' to fix whatever the issue here is.


Sunflower 07/04/2022 (Mon) 20:21:21 Id: 1e57d2 [Preview] No.1689 del
I was reading this book
>>1489
Artificial Intelligence, A Modern Approach, when a spark suddenly appeared from the book or over the page, moving to the right. As it moved it manifested a mini-form of an angel. The angel then made a quick move towards me, appearing life sized as contours of light right before my face for a brief moment. My mind felt very pure so I kept reading and more spark started appearing over the book, all of them with the 4D form of angels. I'm here talking about physical sparks, not mental images.

I kept reading and when I finished the section an angel told me
>take a break and come back later
then a yellow-white bubble appeared to my right, a bit above and in front of my temple, showing to my mind's eye. The angels all went inside the bubble and said
>we'll stay here
I asked them what that was, they said
>it's the faith space created in your mind

I went to do something else, and then saw some news media which had a really hostile and toxic energy. It was talking about a political topic. I decided to steal that energy and use it as a weapon by channelling it, because I saw it had a form that made this possible. I put on track pants and a tank top, brought a stainless outdoor knife and went out to do the Fairbairn routine. There's a log by the side of the road I use for balancing on, I got up on it and drew the knife to get my focus sharp (you really don't want to trip and fall with a knife). As I did this the sparks/angels appeared by the tip of the knife and danced around it as I did forward piercing movements. I went onto the nearby meadow and the energy was really tense. I felt as if I somehow would be seen by some joggers (but there are almost never anyone out there) and there would be trouble and questioning as to why I'm shadow fencing with a knife. I kept looking around feeling paranoid as the energy built up. Then I managed to concentrate it into a single motion and subdue it. A large yellow/white spark appeared flying left to right before the tip of the knife as I finished the move.

I went back home and when I did some stretching, the sparks again appeared, dancing before me.


Sunflower 07/05/2022 (Tue) 05:06:36 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.1694 del
>>1684 >>1686 >>1690 >>1691
Thanks for the answers in the other thread guys.
>Until now, it's extremely tight, a way of acting without any thought, an exercise in instant brutality. Maybe this state is what martial artists are seeking? It feels like old samurai movies where the hero moves more like a slaughtering machine than a human.
I think thats the flow state that you're describing, a lot of the brain isn't used during this state but your focus becomes amazing and some things seem to slow down. For example, I suck at fighting games and my friends were decent at it so I would lose the vast majority of the fights but there were a few times where I managed to get into the flow state and whenever I did, I would get a perfect win on them, I remember this one time where I could even predict the opponents movements. Its a state with a lot of focus on the moment and nothing else in the world matters.

>>1687
>I met a lot of "red density" beings. They are related to fear anxiety paranoia and aggression.
Those make me think of root chakra issues, the root chakra being red.

>>1685
>>1687
Have you guys considered working/learning from Sylphs? There are a few nice ones mentioned in Franz Bardon's Practice of Magical Evocation(I wouldn't read the saturn part if I were you guys, some dangerous beings there).
I could also post their names myself if you guys want, but I have no experience with them.

>>1688
>I don't think I've ever actually felt real "love" towards another person before, even family members. I've been trying to understand it in an intellectual sense but I don't think that's working. I'll probably need to do some sort of operation on my 'heart' to fix whatever the issue here is.
I have noticed the same issue with me lately, I thought I might be a sociopath or something but anon says I have a big heart, my dumb conclusion for now is that to love is to really like and appreciate someone or something for who or what it is, accepting its imperfections and maybe even the nasty stuff with it.


Sunflower 07/05/2022 (Tue) 13:57:57 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.1696 del
How should I go about creating a realm like these?
https://kelistarian.wixsite.com/dark-desires/realms
https://kelistarian.wixsite.com/dark-desires/product-page/blank-realms-infinite

I feel like making my own astral base but I worry that I'll build it in an already populated place or close to something nasty, I don't wanna worry about neighbors so I think a blank realm/dimension might be the solution, should I just will it like with most other stuff? Or is it better to focus on creating my paradise inside my dantien?


Sunflower 07/05/2022 (Tue) 14:09:12 Id: 1e57d2 [Preview] No.1698 del
>>1696
https://pastebin.com/4b4TBGJJ

So the main thing you need to do to form a HQ is to anchor it properly.
I've found it works best to use visualizations to control the process, so we'll take this step by step for those who wants to participate now.
What you need to do is to form a carbon pole, like a nail or spear. Just see yourself form this out of the most basic matter.
Then you find a spot in the universe that only you have access to. A place that's obscure but feels comfy in some way.
You place the carbon pole with the tip on the "ground" in this place and start spinning it, drilling it into the ground. Carbon is just coal, but if placed under pressure it will turn into diamond.
So this is what you need to do. Take this pole of the most base materials and turn it into a diamond pole, which will serve as the foundation of your astral world. Drive it into the ground until you know for a fact that it's turned into diamond.
One is enough, but if you want to expand the place or create more stability, you can create multiple grounding poles in different spots.
So this will be the first task. Create at least one grounding pole for your astral HQ and report back when done.
Ok. Now I want you to start gathering some mud or earth on the foundation. Let it build up to ground level so it becomes a walkable surface. You decided yourself when you placed it if it's in a far off place or if it's connected to something, so if it should have sea around or not is up to you.
When you have a walkable surface (you can also add rocks or volcanic activity or anything that seems to work to create ground)
add things you want to have there like maybe grass, trees etc, and if you want a shelter or a house, add that. Keep it simple at first.
Try projecting there or just meditating on it, viewing it, and report back your experiences and feelings.
Alright. Now for you to get an idea and compare what you created, the next part will be to visit my island.
Instruction as follows:
Look to your left side, and up a bit. Across the sea, there is an island. You're standing on the rocks by the shore, and there's a path ahead. It leads up narrow stairs cut out from the cliff, walking up you will find yourself by an iron gate. Open the gate and step inside. You're now on a trail with hazels on both sides, you notice some wildlife like crows and blackbirds skipping about further inside the woods.
After walking for a bit, you start seeing signs of civilization. Depending on your intents, you will find yourself at any of the following locations:
The mall (open place where most people can visit)
The outpost
The media center
The village (living place for selected souls)
The square
The mansion (my own place)
The misty plains (inhabited by mist faires and ghosts)
The refugee camp (rehabilitation area for souls transferred from hell)
The path to hell
Walking down the path to hell is fully possible and this will lead to the prison and army headquarters below the island. This place is filled with demons, they won't hurt you if you're a guest, but they're still scary.
Even if you are a guest, you have to behave. Any hostile behaviour will call on the attention of demon mercenaries on guard duty. You won't see them until they appear, they won't show themselves for no reason. Security is very tight.
There is also a tower to heaven and a beach area connecting to the infernal level of the Collective, but both of those are connection points and aren't really a part of the island. If you go to the beach you can find some infernal succubus.


Sunflower 07/05/2022 (Tue) 14:13:23 Id: 1e57d2 [Preview] No.1699 del
>>1698
The island has since been expanded with a beach resort and a town around the mall, a ghost house on the plains and a demon outpost on the other end of it, a Chinatown and a temple area among other things. There's also an inn and few cafés.


Sunflower 07/05/2022 (Tue) 15:36:05 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1700 del
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>>1696
The best paradise is the one that feels the best to you.

Currently I have that>>1698 "carbon pole" in my body and it's growing/being refined to the purest diamond. I only care about the channeling of the energies/knowledge and that life around me is calm and harmonic. This way I am my own catalyst. My body contains my "master artifacts". They were given to me and first they were made of "charcoal". As I pull down the "high energies" they get completed and can be used for their purpose at will. The point of this approach that the energies have a 3D anchor and this way I will not make an "escapist realm" which can house anything but can influence the world less or the dantien will not get "strained" as it has too many things in it. It has a problem tho. As my body starts to connect "different worlds" I must make sure I know what I am doing or I get torn between them. But I have deities helping me and they support my approach. This way they can have more power on this world. And this world is in a dire need of some benevolent gods anyway. Hindu gods when they pull out "all their hands" they have all their "battle arsenal" and there is the Djinn "mothership". This idea is nothing new. This way I am my own HQ and I am at peace whenever I am.
The current downside is that my body and perception is constantly going through changes and I can't give proper readings about things. I am more of an "emitter" than a "receiver" currently. It has workarounds but I want to make sure my body is completely surrounded by my own paradise first. Currently it has some silly cracks and I pull up shit from the abyss/lovecraftian realm if I am not paying attention.


Sunflower 07/05/2022 (Tue) 15:55:05 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1701 del
>>1688
>>1694
Love is a "connection" energy. It's how "opposites" attract to each other. Don't just think about the "human love". That is not enough for magic. Yang loves Ying. The conscious loves the unconscious. The opposite of love is not entirely hate. It's indifference. When you have hate you have a "connection" already. You can't hate a thing you have 0 connection towards. Hate actually connects. You will stay with the thing you hate until you stop hating it in one way or the other. This is why "letting go" is important.

When you can understand and feel "cosmic love" you can use it as a "conduit" in a harmonic way. It's hard to explain what it is. You have to experiment with your own love first and how does it feel and what makes it "flow" then expand it to greater concepts. Like think about how earth is a "trap" or "prison planet". It loves us so if we are not strong enough we cannot depart from it. If you can make your love one with gravity you can get anything from the heavens/hell. I can write a lot about love but not in a romantic way. But you must understand love in the emotional way too before you can use it in a "pure concept" way.

>accepting its imperfections and maybe even the nasty stuff with it
funny thing I can bend my perception so I don't see imperfection and nasty stuff anymore. Only beauty. When I noticed that 2 months ago I didn't know what to say. I found the "switch" in my mind that makes me see ugliness and or beauty.


Sunflower 07/11/2022 (Mon) 13:31:02 Id: 794bbe [Preview] No.1714 del
Had a dream where I was reading or talking with someone online and there was a mention of Shiva and that I should do the butterfly yoga pose, but that before doing it, it was good to work on math and physics problems(math is a weakness of mine, I really disliked it and did badly in school). In the dream I just sat down on the floor and instead of doing the butterfly pose(which I looked up online just now), my feet weren't touching each other and where apart and I was bending forward as much as possible and streching my arms forward. On a short google search on yoga poses I found nothing matching what I was doing, so I guess I was just half-assing a butterfly pose then decided to strech forward.


Sunflower 07/11/2022 (Mon) 19:37:22 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1717 del
>>1714
The point of yoga is that you have to move your energies around. When entities or dreams tell you to do yoga sometimes they want you to get those energies. I am currently being able to instinctively make yoga poses by wanting a change in my body. It's intuitive completely and it looks like a half assed yoga or random movements but my bones crack and go into the place they should be. I don't "know" yoga with my human mind but I know yoga with my energies because I am working with Shiva and with many other deities. It's a hard to explain but it's more like a flow of consciousness than a self realized knowledge. The point is doing yoga "precisely" at the start is not important if you have assistance. They correct your movements. And as you do it you will figure it out. Follow your insights.

And why you need math or why you need to solve math problems. Math is a gateway to many concepts and a foundation you can build really complicated things on. I got insights on numerology and on the symbol of π and with that I could connect to higher energies better.

Now the problem:
>math is a weakness of mine, I really disliked it and did badly in school
If you think like this when an entity tries to give you a concept and it has a "math" part your subconscious will reject it. In your dream an entity tried to teach you something. Something you are familiar with. The internet.
Now the point is not that you need to be PhD level in math all you need is that when you see a math problem you don't instantly reject it. And if that can "flow" into your mind further it might evolve into more complex symbols/dreams/knowledge.


Sunflower 07/11/2022 (Mon) 22:30:29 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.1723 del
>>1717
>The point is doing yoga "precisely" at the start is not important if you have assistance. They correct your movements. And as you do it you will figure it out. Follow your insights.
Interesting.

>If you think like this when an entity tries to give you a concept and it has a "math" part your subconscious will reject it.
Makes sense, I think it has happened before, thanks for telling me this stuff.

>1717
I've been seeing this number for a while now, time to look it up.


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https://youtube.com/watch?v=pAvvFO7Z2Xs [Embed]

I watched this last season and found it to have some interesting concepts. It also followed in the trail of routinely very brutal shows emerging in the past few years. At first it felt like Redo of Healer pasted onto a different story, which I guess is fine when you have something new to say.

Looking more into it, it turns out it's a spin-off of a 2018 anime
https://myanimelist.net/anime/34176/zero_kara_hajimeru_mahou_no_sho

In short it's about a witch named Zero and their magic.

Just now I decided to watch Re: zero because it's well known and I felt like I may be missing something, even if the theme didn't seem interesting to me. Halfway into season 2 I started seeing a lot of similar concepts presented here, the same kinds of things I've noticed before with character types being reused as if they all exist in a shared universe despite being different stories. Some of this is too obvious, with the 300 year old loli witch in Dawn of the With and the 400 year old Beatrice in Re: zero.

The mc is constantly subjected to extreme violence, getting his limbs cut off, crushed and so on, only to be healed again. The whole point of watching Re: zero was to see the "original" "Re" anime.

Now things fell nicely in place.


Sunflower 07/12/2022 (Tue) 21:09:31 Id: 3e3533 [Preview] No.1728 del
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Redo of Healer, the title itself is a reference to Re: zero, it's not a normal sentence, not sure if the translation was included to begin with but it doesn't matter.

In the two shows mentioned here
>>1727
the witch is literally named Zero, they aren't actually killing the male mc but the element of mutilating him to near death, then healing him is still there.

Last night I had a dream about starting to work in a new place, I was walking around the place with the boss who was a blonde woman. I told her about some concerns I had and she said it will be fine. I didn't believe her and started arguing. She then said
>I'll support you in everything, if you just form a contract with me...
I then, in the dream, started lining up my terms for the contract, to which she agreed. Then I started waking up and realized what had taken place, as I heard the words
>the contract is formed...

Great.
One of the seven sin witches from Re: Zero made me sign a contract with them in my sleep, that's a new one.

I felt an "old hag" behind me and asked her to come forward. She sent out one of those long arms seen in the show and started touching me.

Now for context I already concluded that the witch cult was the same as the galactic federation. Their behaviour as shown has all the same elements. They've even shown themselves wearing cloaks standing in a row before me once when I hexed the 14 eyes. They also give in before me because I'm better at channelling the Mammoth. It's similar to how the mc of Re: zero is being both attacked and defended by the cult.

Now the following part may just be a trick because she would change appearance to suit my taste and even asked how I prefer to see her. As I brought up the galactic federation she took me to her office there, presenting herself in a green uniform with a feather in the hat and a red scarf. This didn't ring a bell a until I recalled pic related. Of course. She then showed herself as a witch loli wearing a shaman outfit and a polar bear being superimposed on the image.

This whole compound of lore seems to be about this one witch, she said to call her Zero...

This was in addition to talking about 4D beings manifesting down here in a form that's hard to grasp.


Sunflower 07/13/2022 (Wed) 18:37:49 Id: d1b258 [Preview] No.1730 del
There's also been all these hints and lore about demon lords. "How to not summon a demon lord" and "That time I was reincarnated as a slime" both have the theme as well as similar procedures. The followers are called "fallen" and they all give off purple energy. The difference is explained as demons having endlessly recharging magic, it just flows through them, contrary to regular mages who have to recharge after using it.

"Dawn of the witch" has an mc with this same ability.


Sunflower 07/13/2022 (Wed) 18:56:24 Id: d1b258 [Preview] No.1731 del
Using this compound of "advice" I've been working to create a new version of the "sleepwalker" ability from my past life in London; the ability to stay up and automatically regenerate 24/7 with no sleep. I was able to create a small purple lens and later the "seed of the demon lord" which will serve as the source of energy passing through the lens. While trying to understand the meaning of the living "gundo" magic wand in "Chaika the coffin princess", someone reached out to show me something. It felt like a small spell or astral program installing over my right hand and wrist. At the time I was unable to locate the source behind this spell but just now when working on moving the purple energy from the lens into my arms and hands, I tried analysing it again. It formed something like a small concrete pipe spinning over my right palm, then as I lead energy through it, it took the form of something resembling an ornamented candle holder with an orb of yellow energy (faith) on the top and red/purple in the foot, it had 4 small feet. When connecting the stream of energy from the lens to it, many small sections of pipe added along the stream temporarily, indicating that this is the seed of a technology.


Sunflower 07/22/2022 (Fri) 20:26:41 Id: d5fee5 [Preview] No.1807 del
>>1727
>a witch named Zero and their magic
So, it turns out the original is a nicely drawn story with "movie" feel and none of the brutal violence and depravity of Dawn of the Witch. It's an interesting view on the spread of magic with reference both to Leonardo Da Vinci and the Prometheus myth.
>pic
It also has this.
A clear reference to the huge evil pentagram.
>>1591
In this story it's a way to seal away magic from the world, because humans used it for evil.
It feels like it's touching a bit on the same theme as Gosick, where the old age of magic and tradition is sealed away and humanity are lead into a narrow corridor of technology and slavery of the mind. This however suggests that humans caused this themselves, by misusing such power.


Sunflower 07/25/2022 (Mon) 23:01:50 Id: 636ef8 [Preview] No.1809 del
Precisely, how does someone develop the ability to clearly be aware of the „spiritual“, be it ghosts, thoughtcrimes, energies etc. and the ability to interact with it in a reliable way. As reliable as moving your finger?
Since there’s much talk about this in these threads, I hope someone can simply write down a good set of practices, ideas or anything that points to a definitive solution. I would appreciate a natural and creative response based on your own knowledge if you have these abilities (best word I can describe it right now) instead of getting redirected to another book. But everything is welcome. Thank you


Sunflower 07/26/2022 (Tue) 09:40:18 Id: 7e92c0 [Preview] No.1810 del
>>1809
Maybe we can start talking about it at least. There are methods that work, I know that for a fact, but the requirements for it to do so seem very specific and narrow.
>ideas or anything that points to a definitive solution
This concept is a problem in my opinion. Sure there are definitive solutions but they're very narrow in scope. I consider the solidly formed "modules" posted on this board to be such definitive solutions to narrow and specific problems/areas, but they remain esoteric in nature. For the general population to use them, they would have to undergo a tremendous change, a mass awakening of some sort. (Now that is/was one of the goals here to begin with, but seeing how people react, I don't think that is possible in any near future and not with the current population of this planet, maybe those growing up now if carefully tended to from a young age.)
>a good set of practices
This is also a tricky thing. Right now I keep recommending Hatha yoga, but these are fragmented "methods" rather than any unified system. I was not able to use these for a long time before, I was convinced they certainly work but I kept feeling I wasn't ready. Once I felt it was time to start, I did so on the most mainstream approach; what is known as Ashtanga yoga, the kind seen at fitness places. It's an entry point, but most people will not go beyond this aspect. At some point I started realizing that we are dealing with a very complex system; the body and the mind, but the methods look very simple and will seem like they can't do anything. However, it's about how you use these tools. Breathing exercises can easily be discarded as
>just breathing
but after learning to control your muscles, nerve programming and your own reactions through observation during "very simple, meaningless" exercises, you will start being able to connect them and apply them like a toolbox. This is the hidden feature of spiritual practices which only appears after a few years of learning basics.

Being aware of the spiritual is helped by getting all other things out of the way. One method is isolation, it has been practiced for ages, by going into the wilderness or through retreats in a monastery or temple. A more moderate approach would be to cut off contacts you don't need and use that time for meditation, choosing to be alone. This in itself can be very difficult.

At some point you need to be able to go beyond the "common view" on things and accept that these are experiences you will not be able to talk about with most people. They seem to turn esoteric automatically. Accept that, and dare thinking things most people won't do.

From experience I would say your personal affinity with certain practices or spiritual beings is what matters most. Teaching the same thing to everyone will not be very effective. Rather you need to explore your personal path of development. Someone can help you with this, that's why there are gurus and "masters" who will invest time into a single "disciple". Even here on this board there are very few things that can be used by everyone and the way to enter is unique.


Sunflower 07/26/2022 (Tue) 15:58:39 Id: 971a0c [Preview] No.1811 del
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>>1809
Exercise 7 for 'clearly be aware', the rest for 'interact with'. Helps to do clear mind meditation and visualization exercises first.


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>>1810
>>1811
I don't feel the same prejudice against Ashtanga Yoga because of it being "mainstream" like in the past, so developing my body and mind seems like a good way to build more discipline and especially health right now. But it will definitely be hard to overcome my bodily laziness.
Thank you for the replies, the pic is interesting.
I just hope to someday stumble upon/craft something that truly works for me because "extraordinary" experiences seem to come by lucky chance and not will at the moment, which is mildly infuriating after trying (admittedly inconsistently) for almost 3 years now.


Sunflower 07/26/2022 (Tue) 20:32:17 Id: 7e92c0 [Preview] No.1813 del
>>1812
>which is mildly infuriating after trying (admittedly inconsistently) for almost 3 years now.
Did you try the very simple method of visualization we use to interact with the temple?
>>1612
The original 8kun temple thread may not be very useful now with the images deleted but the instructions for how to visit are the same as before.

When we first made the temple, we used group session via visualization where we created a space for the meeting using a simple sigil (pic). Usage is to visualize the sigil along with an avatar for yourself by the bottom left, then in the circle add avatars for each person participating. Everyone does this in sync and then talk about how they see each other. Often the descriptions ended up being very accurate, despite not having seen the person for real.

We then used the section about the Babel's Tower from the book of Genesis in the Old Testament as a reference for a construct where we can overcome language barriers and unite the world, becoming like gods.
As we did this we used "the knife of Jill the Ripper" which was handed out to everyone, to channel energy of love and positive expectations into a circle. As we did this, everyone in sync saw the image of a woman with green hair appear in their visualization.

This happened with no intent from our side, so we knew this was an "external interference". We simply said
>Yuuka is here, let's see what she does
After that she would always appear when we held meetings like this. She would lead the sessions to add more floors to the Tower each time, gathering the energy into her umbrella.

It was never more complicated than that to get this started.


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>>1813
>Everyone does this in sync and then talk about how they see each other. Often the descriptions ended up being very accurate
Example, reptilians tend to always stand out ;P
We once had someone who was supposedly trying to infiltrate a server and the grey who was taking part said
>you are reptilian
which caused a rather funny reaction. I don't know what that was about still, we tried finding out but it wasn't CIA, rather it was leaning to being an isolated Brittish group. Someone said MI6 but the whole thing just felt weird. The guy was pretty good, but something strange appeared during one session after which he seemed to panic and left us.


Sunflower 07/27/2022 (Wed) 06:54:08 Id: 966090 [Preview] No.1815 del
>>1813
>Did you try the very simple method of visualization we use to interact with the temple?
Yes, two times I think. Both times were refreshing and healing, I just meditated there.
It was a while ago however and I can't put my mind on why I always drop doing it afterwards.


Sunflower 07/27/2022 (Wed) 09:53:11 Id: 187c38 [Preview] No.1816 del
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>>1811
Here's a version containing the missing 8th exercise.


Sunflower 07/27/2022 (Wed) 10:03:23 Id: 28f742 [Preview] No.1817 del
>>1816
I have come to the conclusion that some of us are inserted/created into this reality in order to develop these skills by, first, being subject to their mechanics but unaware of our potential ability to use them, and then, the fact that worldly problems cannot be completely transcended until one takes a step back, realizes these mechanisms as rulers of our reality, and seizes them for oneself. Then one is on the way out.
Bob Monroe said that he had realized "we incarnate in order to learn how to control energy", but he didn't put it in a way that fully expresses what is implied. We are meant to learn how to weave fate itself. For what purpose? Well, I don't think there is one imposed on us, beyond the fact that we become capable.


Sunflower 07/27/2022 (Wed) 10:24:34 Id: e45092 [Preview] No.1818 del
One thing that may not be obvious if talking about spirit interactions and how to become aware of existences beyond the regular, is not an "exercise" as such, but rather how to improve your body state. I haven't posted about this earlier because I was unsure about how effective this is, but I can say now that there are ways to speed up the cleansing and development of your soul/karma/mind/body using material substances.

For some the effect is almost instant, for some it's having an effect on your constitution overall which naturally activates your ability to remove the bad substances/energies from your body on all planes.

What I have used:

Fish oil, improves functioning of the brain and eyes
Magnesium, improves nerve function
Orange (or any suitable fruit) juice, vitamin C from a natural source is the better choice compared to supplements
Beetroot juice, improves oxygen uptake
Ginger, can prevent migraine, nausea and stomach issues
Nettle or Senna leaf tea, cleansing of the gut

These are mostly natural substances with weak effect, this is intentional; you want to trigger a natural improvement and cleansing, not force it using drugs.

A note on the nettle and senna leaves is that you should not use these regularly. If you do you will instead become constipated. Apply like single treatment session, drinking one small pot of tea 3 days in a row, then you're done. Repeat after 1-2 months if needed. This is relevant in reference to the discussion on various illnesses being caused by parasites: there's no need to by horse de-wormer or any other substance, you can pick nettle leaves yourself and make tea. Pick some extra, let them try on a plate and save some in a container and they last all year.

One other thing to note is that cleansing karma is not pleasant. While your overall spiritual awareness will increase, you may also feel terrible physically. This is a good sign, as long as you don't overdo it and get ill for real; it means the bad stuff is being removed. Anxiety, restlessness, weird dreams are possible effects. In shamanistic tradition these are seen as signs of spiritual awakening. You are physically changing your nerve layout and the way your body functions, you probably have not experienced these sensations since growing as a kid.


Sunflower 07/27/2022 (Wed) 11:51:16 Id: 28f742 [Preview] No.1819 del
>>1818
While I have no experience or specific knowledge about most of what you posted, I'd like to comment in general on these "formulas" we like to post, that assume any certain food or diet will automatically and universally treat some problem or other.
This is not so. They have properties that, understood within a framework, can help restore balance. But just as easily they can break it.
Ginger, for example, does not "prevent migraine, nausea and stomach issues".
Ginger, understood within the framework of Traditional Chinese Medicine, for example, will "heat" and "dispel wind", and will solve digestive issues and cold-like symptoms if they originate in a "wind-cold" type disequilibrium.
But take ginger when you have something called "Yin deficiency" or "internal heat" problems, and it will make them worse, and eventually kill you.

Every body, at every moment of that body's life, requires rebalancing in a very specific way. It is not enough to know these foods and take them whenever we please (although intuition does guide our whims, if advise is taken from some other person, our intuition is masked). Learn a real, ancestral health framework, and work within it. Even if it's a purely metaphysical framework.

Do not take advice from others on these matters.


Sunflower 07/27/2022 (Wed) 12:14:34 Id: d4310a [Preview] No.1820 del
>>1819
>Every body, at every moment of that body's life, requires rebalancing in a very specific way
I think this plays into what I said at first
>>1810
>there are definitive solutions but they're very narrow in scope.
>From experience I would say your personal affinity with certain practices or spiritual beings is what matters most. Teaching the same thing to everyone will not be very effective. Rather you need to explore your personal path of development. Someone can help you with this
>>1819
>take ginger when you have something called "Yin deficiency" or "internal heat" problems, and it will make them worse, and eventually kill you
I know nothing of this, but rather refer to the common widespread opinion on what the substances do in my post. I would not have yin deficiency however, rather I'm often lacking in yang natured energy.
>Learn a real, ancestral health framework
I had the statements in my post reviewed by some of my spirit guides before posting it, this is correct within my framework (my body). I did say this is "what I have used". I think
>>1819
>Do not take advice from others on these matters.
is too definite. I took advice from others and this is why I found things that work (for me).


Sunflower 07/27/2022 (Wed) 14:23:37 Id: beb137 [Preview] No.1821 del
>>1820
Sure. My admonitions were not for you. You are doing exactly what I recommended, which is figuring things out by oneself, because that will lead you towards fulfilling your particular needs.
What I wrote was for anyone else who might read it and wonder why ginger is giving them diarrhea, for example.
There are endless arguments online whether it's best to be vegan, to eat keto, etc, etc. Endless bickering and feeding the egregores. The answer is simple. Different people in different states will need different ways to reach the same goal of balance.

Please don't take it as me trying to tell you what to do. I'm just commenting from what I know.
I'm just saying these effects are nuanced and complex.
For example, it's interesting that you say nettle and senna will cleanse your gut and later cause constipation. These herbs do something called "clearing Heat". You probably know that Chinese medicine works with these abstract/energetic metaphors, but it makes it intuitive. "Heat" in this case, accumulates in the body either because of a sudden excess (eating a lot of spicy foods one night), or a Yin deficiency that makes your body unable to clear Yang fast enough. So these herbs are usually indicated for people with Yin deficiency. But they're not to be taken continuously, as you said, because they will cause constipation. In Chinese medicine terms, they will cause constipation because they will eventually clear so much "Heat" that they will "Freeze" your gut. Before getting to that point, they will usually cause very mild watery diarrhea.

Nettle in particular is also used for joint pain when it's caused by "Wind and Dampness" (arthritic and rheumatic pain usually is), but can make it much worse if the pain is due to Cold.

As you can intuit, TCM is a very rich system of interrelating knowledge that even gets well into the real of the purely energetic, such as with Nei Gong and Qi Gong, which ranges from the therapeutic to the straight up John Chang paranormal. I love it. A far cry from the evil, evil medical paradigm our world is ruled by.


Sunflower 07/27/2022 (Wed) 22:29:02 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1822 del
>>1817
>Then one is on the way out.
>For what purpose?

I don't know the end goal of existence either. Rejoin the ALL? If we do that we are bound to flow back into some "false reality" again (even if it takes eons). As I went forward I had to realize that the things I realize I realized before and entities told me that I am on earth because I got "bored" "up there" then I got "lost". When the "gods" told me they "miss me" I couldn't decide if they speak the truth or it's just an another deception on the path but when they tried to "harvest" me from this reality I refused. I told them I will go to their realm on my own 2 feet and I will transform every atom of my body if I need to. I don't need their "Intervention". I had to convince them I have "something" I want to do on earth... Some of them had a real disappointed/disgusted look on their face for me saying that... But others supported my self determination. (And I also was fucking scared that some greater being would just outright consume me and my energies... There is a reason why we need to avoid the "false light". stupid cosmic honey traps)
I wanted to look into my past lives more profoundly to see my "fate" but when I found the "chain" that has the lives bound to I noticed that I can look into my future lives too and that made me reconsider if I want to be bound to a "fate" or not so I didn't look. How do you know if those lives were "real" anyway. Maybe your mind is just somehow compatible with those "afterimages". But then again I got some useful resources from some "lives" that I got connected with so I can't deny them either.
But yeah
>I don't think there is one imposed on us, beyond the fact that we become capable.
I like this conclusion too.
The earth has evolution. Maybe Creation just wants to create more "creator gods" so it can expand further. And the earth is a fertile ground for beings with ambition. Maybe it's a training ground for those who are capable and a recycle center for those who are not willing to improve.


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>>1822
>Maybe Creation just wants to create more "creator gods" so it can expand further. And the earth is a fertile ground for beings with ambition. Maybe it's a training ground for those who are capable and a recycle center for those who are not willing to improve.
From what I've recalled I came here and took part in leading the world to a certain place before incarnating, because I had some specific things I wanted to do that I needed a physical incarnation for. I was previously incarnated on a different planet.

I don't like how stereotypical this sounds by now, any of it, but I somehow ended up saying the same things as others despite shunning all such messages earlier. When dealing with Moloch and "the lake of blood" caused by child sacrifices, I connected with some unclear spiritual beings. I shared a thing given by them with a friend and they said they're
>ethereal lyran-something

This didn't ring a bell with me at all, but it's now been a few weeks and they gradually changed their forms as I was able to see them clearer. They now appear as shining green light waves, drawing the contours of... catpeople.

They call themselves creator gods and say they are behind everything happening "down here".

I think what you said sums it up pretty good.


Sunflower 07/28/2022 (Thu) 16:57:31 Id: a9d35c [Preview] No.1824 del
>>1822
>I don't know the end goal of existence either
When I read Itzhak Bentov's Stalking the Wild Pendulum it became sort of clear for me, based on previous gnosis I had.
We're information patterns seeking to maximize complexity and self-organization. In other words, to learn and grow. We temporarily become allies to other patterns of information (namely, bodies) which are on their own journeys, in order to achieve our goals of growth, and we can't stop until we achieve a certain level of coherence because otherwise entropy would overcome us. A living body, which is designed to counteract the advance of entropy, is a good vehicle for us.
We don't retain memories between incarnations because that data is either not useful and is discarded, or it's encoded somewhere deep (the subconscious) and inaccessible due to our bodily constraints.
>creation just wants to create more creator gods
I like this way of putting it.


Sunflower 07/28/2022 (Thu) 17:02:25 Id: 761e97 [Preview] No.1825 del
>>1823
>I somehow ended up saying the same things as others despite shunning all such messages earlier
This happened to me also. The thing is, the words themselves have a different meaning once you have a certain experiential knowledge that you couldn't see before.


Sunflower 07/29/2022 (Fri) 13:28:19 Id: d4310a [Preview] No.1831 del
>>1730
>lore about demon lords. "How to not summon a demon lord" and "That time I was reincarnated as a slime" both have the theme as well as similar procedures. The followers are called "fallen" and they all give off purple energy. The difference is explained as demons having endlessly recharging magic, it just flows through them, contrary to regular mages who have to recharge after using it.
I earlier did something to try and activate the process, going by what was suggested in "that time I was reincarnated as a slime". They're saying according to the legend someone would have to kill 10000 people to become a demon lord. Spoiler: The slime does this by killing an army attacking his nation.
There is a scene where the slime mc uses the dead bodies of a nearby battlefield to summon a demon. It may sound like an obvious possibility but I had not considered this before. Normally the person carrying out a ritual would have to perform the sacrifice by personally killing the offering. At least that was my perception of it.

Going by what was suggested in this story I tried offering 10000 dead bodies from the war in Ukraine. Arrogant as it may seem, my galfed faction are involved there so I can at least claim some right to them.

Well it seems to have worked, for something:
Last night I had a dream where I was hiding in a house in Ukraine. An armed Ukrainian was in the house but paid no attention to me because fighting was going on outside. I heard gunshots and yelling. It felt like a small town area, the house we were in was one floor only.
Some stuff happened and I went to bed. I then woke up from people rushing into the room, but I was too sleepy to react and pretended to still be sleeping. I heard 2-3 Ukrainians say they were "looking for reddies" and they dragged out a Russian who had been hiding in the room while I slept. One of them then walked up to me and pinched my left hand through the bed cover, but I didn't move and they left again. I got the impression they thought I was dead.

I got up and hid in the next room. I then became aware of a girl wearing only a blanket and a sheet also hiding there. We were lying flat on the floor while the yelling and shooting increased outside. I saw through the window that there was a huge pile of deformed dead bodies in the yard. This made me so disgusted I started panicking with disgust and I said to myself "if I look at them more I could panic so much that I stop breathing, so I better not look more".

The girl, who presented herself as the younger sister of one of the Ukrainians, then started some out of place flirting with me. She pulled the sheet aside and exposed her body, then said "I'm 14". I was still feeling sick from having seen the pile of dead bodies and only looked at her briefly. "They're very cute" I said (about her tits) but it was clear to both of us that I just said that to be nice and didn't find her especially attractive. The shooting outside intensified and I started crawling towards the next room for cover. I looked back at the girl and she stuck out her tongue straight forward in the pose equal to giving someone the middle finger. She then crawled after me into the next room. She put her finger over the lips with the meaning "stay silent", dropped the sheet on the floor and started getting physical with me. By this time I woke up, but the dream scenery stayed for a while like an overlay in my mind.
The girls pointed at herself and said:
"I'm demon nature".

After waking up and getting some perspective on this, it felt very similar to kundalini awakening. This also manifested as meeting someone representing the snake/kundalini/Shakti in a dream.

Now that I'm writing this down I'm also wondering if "I'm 14" was a reference to the 14 eyes spy conglomerate and was only masked as her age to fit into the dream setting, or if it had some other meaning, being her name.
Edited last time by bard on 07/29/2022 (Fri) 15:01:51.


Sunflower 07/29/2022 (Fri) 14:27:48 Id: 5bcdcc [Preview] No.1832 del
>>1831
>meeting shakti in a dream
Huh. This happened to me. I didn’t know much about Shakti at the time, so I had to research it. But when I met this blue woman in my dream who was teaching me stuff, I somehow “knew” this was Shakti. She told me not to get aroused by her, as she was bare naked and very attractive.
Before that dream I had almost daily synchronicities of seeing ads, pictures and people doing the “shh” sign putting their finger over their lips. Again, I somehow knew this was the same Shakti sending me a message I only recently understood.
How is this related to Kundalini awakening? Anything I should expect? It’s been a number of months since the dream.


Sunflower 07/29/2022 (Fri) 15:19:32 Id: d4310a [Preview] No.1833 del
>>1832
>How is this related to Kundalini awakening?
When my kundalini was opened I had a dream where I was by a bus stop and saw all these girls walking by. They were all uninteresting and they didn't pay any attention to me either. Then one of them who had an appearance/attitude/stance indicating a snake who just ate something big, being happy about herself, suddenly looked intensely at me. She crossed the road while looking me directly in the eyes and when she reached me she hugged me and we joined lips. It was a warm feeling of comfort compared to seeing all the boring girls walking by before and it felt like she had chosen me and was going to stay with me.

This is how I concluded that kundalini/shakti may be a part of yourself or a being who will join you to live as part of yourself. It really felt like this.

In Hatha Yoga Pradipika however, Kundalini is used to just mean the spine, implying the spine is a snake on the astral. There is no mysticism in it at all. No "vague power rising from the spine" etc, it's just talked of as
>awakening of the spine

I think perhaps this "demon nature" girl is another organ, maybe the brain?


Sunflower 07/29/2022 (Fri) 15:50:24 Id: 6e2c42 [Preview] No.1834 del
>>1833
14 reminds me of the myth of Osiris, in which Set chops him into 14 pieces, later Isis collects all the pieces except for the phalus, which she couldn't find because a fish had eaten it, no idea if its related.


Sunflower 07/29/2022 (Fri) 17:05:58 Id: d4310a [Preview] No.1835 del
>>1834
I checked my grimoire, I know what it is now:
Using the universal levels map of 16 levels counting from the highest at 1 and downward to 16, we get
>16, despair
>15, denial of your true nature
>14, hedonism

The pile of dead bodies which was the offering, was "despair", that's the panic I felt.
The girl hiding her body under a blanket, that was "denial of true natire".
The girl showing off her body and then engaging physically with me despite there being a war going on, that's "hedonism".

Hedonism is the absolute lowest beginner level when trying to create something, before that it's not a sustainable existence.

>>1727
This here could be using the same kind of number system, with the title "the grimoire of zero" (Zero being a name) meaning the grimoire of absolute control at the top above 1. While 13, the sorcerer who caused a lot of shit in this story, correctly refers to "dictatorship by arbitrary rules" in the map.


Sunflower 07/30/2022 (Sat) 07:14:32 Id: 5bcdcc [Preview] No.1836 del
>>1833
I may be wrong, but I have come to think of Shakti as one’s anima. And joining with her as a crucial step towards individuation (“immortality”).


Sunflower 08/12/2022 (Fri) 13:40 Id: cbba39 [Preview] No.1922 del
I don’t think I have ever mentioned this here, but David Icke is a reptile, isn’t he? Something in his face has always reminded me of a reptile for some reason.


Sunflower 08/12/2022 (Fri) 17:37 Id: f61b23 [Preview] No.1923 del
>>1922
Definitely. He's a native earth reptilian, meaning he isn't human at all, but simply covered by the visual cloaking hiding all of them right now.


Sunflower 08/12/2022 (Fri) 18:22 Id: b08548 [Preview] No.1926 del
>>1923
What's his whole deal ranting on against his own kind? Wouldn't that be a problem in the future?


Sunflower 08/12/2022 (Fri) 20:19 Id: f61b23 [Preview] No.1927 del
>>1926
He's just trying to protect himself and somehow make people aware. To paraphrase greys over channelling:
Reptilians are the most secretive social group on the planet, they're used to lying about everything. If they don't, they'll be genocided.

They also do indeed live in underground military bases in the USA where they are used for their psychic abilities. After they managed to cloak themselves by deleting their image from the shared visual database, the majority of humans cannot see them, but government secret services have ways to monitor them and will kill them if they don't obey. If you think racism against blacks is bad, the racism against reptilians are at a completely different level. WW1 may have been the last reptilian attempt at an uprising. There were entire armies made up of reptilians, unfortunately they were as inept as everyone else on the new battlefield and millions died.


Sunflower 08/12/2022 (Fri) 20:26 Id: f61b23 [Preview] No.1928 del
>>1927
Looking at our galactic group as whole, the populations are made up to 60% of reptilians (excluding the pureblood lyrans who stick to themselves). Humans are a minority at less than 20% of all races. Acting this way here on earth is only possible because it's difficult for aliens to intervene here. You can bet this wouldn't be taken lightly if reptilians out there had been able to come here directly. Earth humans taking part in this have no idea what they got themselves into, they're in no position to behave like this and will have to pay for it later.


Sunflower 08/12/2022 (Fri) 20:37 Id: f61b23 [Preview] No.1929 del
Tripleposting for the win.

Humans have an interesting role it seems, among the races. Human DNA has a "universal" quality to it which makes race mixing possible, other races cannot do this. This is what I'm being told now.

For example if you were to try and mate a reptilian with a lyran feline, this can't work. But if you breed a reptilian with a human and a lyran with a human, then you get a half reptilian and a half lyran. Have them mate and you get a human with traits of both lyran and reptilian, for example. Or have the half reptilian mate with a lyran and the lyran now has reptilian traits.

This makes humans valuable and works as a kind of protection from turning extinct. Some people are not going to like hearing this, but it's one of the reasons humans at all have survived.


Sunflower 08/25/2022 (Thu) 14:30 Id: d1b258 [Preview] No.1970 del
>>1831
>I then became aware of a girl wearing only a blanket and a sheet also hiding there. We were lying flat on the floor while the yelling and shooting increased outside. I saw through the window that there was a huge pile of deformed dead bodies in the yard. This made me so disgusted I started panicking with disgust and I said to myself "if I look at them more I could panic so much that I stop breathing, so I better not look more".
>
>The girl, who presented herself as the younger sister of one of the Ukrainians, then started some out of place flirting with me. She pulled the sheet aside and exposed her body, then said "I'm 14". I was still feeling sick from having seen the pile of dead bodies and only looked at her briefly. "They're very cute" I said (about her tits) but it was clear to both of us that I just said that to be nice and didn't find her especially attractive. The shooting outside intensified and I started crawling towards the next room for cover. I looked back at the girl and she stuck out her tongue straight forward in the pose equal to giving someone the middle finger. She then crawled after me into the next room. She put her finger over the lips with the meaning "stay silent", dropped the sheet on the floor and started getting physical with me. By this time I woke up, but the dream scenery stayed for a while like an overlay in my mind.
This was right in front of me the whole time. I just didn't make the connection. I really like the absolute silliness of this character. This is, a representation of the same girl I saw in the dream, "demon nature", also, the brain. The theme is about a science club, it was so obvious.

This scene here is also right on. Earlier we found that the wide conical chinese straw hats represent the astral form of Tritons, the immortal jellyfish who consist only of a brain with nerve endings. This is something similar with the skirt having the same form as such a hat, but placed lower. It also means the character is similarly sexless, same as the galaxy level Empusa.


Sunflower 08/25/2022 (Thu) 14:39 Id: d1b258 [Preview] No.1972 del
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>>1970
This form.


Sunflower 08/25/2022 (Thu) 19:50 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1973 del
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>>1970
That was a fun anime.

>conical chinese straw hats
I am currently collecting and internalizing my missing aspects. Some of them were in hell some of them with the gods and some of them just appeared as I started to power up. Some of them has the form of animals artifacts or organs.
When Set told me that he has one of my aspects (it's kinda easy to figure out that you are missing something because if you don't have it as your energy circuits manifest/reactivate and grow when it has a "hole" or an "Incomplete part" in it... well let's say the "problem" will reveal itself through pain itches or with weird visions)
He also told me I have 2 more missing aspects. It was 2 cats and one of them had that straw hat. I couldn't put that anywhere what that might be representing but connecting them to my being helped.
The "shadow intrusion" that was around my left hip stopped.

>immortal jellyfish who consist only of a brain with nerve endings
I also got something like this. Not a jellyfish but a big "brain" which was spherical with a lot of nerve endings. The point is probably to "unify" the brain to be able to use it's "full capacity". My dominant eye changed since I have that. It's an interesting feeling when your nerves "rewire" themselves because you installed a new "etheric organ"

>sexless
Most of my aspects were "Inactivated" but after I got overloaded with the "Shakti" energy some of them turned female. And they naturally paired up with my male aspects. In a dream one of my male aspect was jealous of the other male for having his "childhood friend" then the other male aspect replied
>you also have MY childhood friend what is the problem
That was the moment when I realized They all represent an aspect of my being. But the point is that my aspects are "chasing" each other this creates an energy movement. But this was only a small part of how to increase the speed of the energy circulation. Currently it has so many elements I am still figuring some out.


Sunflower 08/25/2022 (Thu) 20:07 Id: d1b258 [Preview] No.1974 del
>>1973
Some of these images may be intentional hints.

Earlier when I was around 1 year into my Ashtanga yoga, Shiva appeared. He turned himself into a woman and gave birth to a son, who then turned into a girl. The girl Shiva stayed with me. Sometime during the time since, Kali appeared and stayed around to guide me. At one point earlier this year the kid female Shiva was messing around a lot and started transforming back and forth to show me "gender fluidity" by gradually transforming back and forth until I finally connected the dots of how this relates. The next time girl Shiva appeared, Kali said
>Shiva, lay it off!
and the real Shiva then appeared and it turned out the transforming child Shiva was a doll made from gong he had used to hint things at me. After this only Kali stays with me.


Sunflower 09/03/2022 (Sat) 21:15 Id: 59c0bb [Preview] No.1982 del
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>>1816
I cringed a little. Everything past exercise 3 needs a lot of corrections, addendums, and explanations, but I'm not gonna bother writing corrections that will themselves need corrections soon enough. I will however point and laugh at past me for being a pompous wordcel.
>>1809
>instead of getting redirected to another book
Anon failed you, anon.
Magic has 2 rules: it's all in your head, and you make the rules.
Reality is subjective, and you are the subject, what you perceive is real. When it comes to interracting with abstract ideas (ghosts, entities, etc.), intent and focus will be enough. Your thoughts are already 'astral,' and bringing noetic things into that level of reality is as easy as thinking about them. Reach out with intent, and while the perception will be vague, undefined, and uncertain at first, you will quickly get to a point where you can do practical channeling.
For anything more material, you're confronted with the density of our '3D' reality. The material world is essentially just an incredibly complex entanglement of ideas, notions, and subconscious agreements, which your consciousness has to overpower. If you only want to handle energies, though, those are already part of the complex mess that is the material world. Exercise 1-3 of that thread will do you good. That's basically it.


Sunflower 09/03/2022 (Sat) 22:02 Id: 9e345b [Preview] No.1983 del
Speaking of learning magic, it's been a common opinion that Soviet/Russian research into psionics is way ahead of the western variant. I had very little concept of the meaning of this because I had little contact with either of them. As for the "western" side of this, they've been almost entirely hostile, acting as the "orcs" themselves. After a while I got used to it and didn't expect more. Whatever the Chinese have is somewhat functional but in general they don't know what they're doing, they lack precision.

After recent experiences however, I have to say that no matter what you're seeing in the mainstream, here in the west, this is "by retards, for retards". They lack common sense and mere ordinary intelligence. They killed Micheal Aquino after he retired, because he "knew too much". Why would anyone want to support an organization that kills their own when they're done working with them?? Someone invests their entire life into research, and as thanks they get murdered. I don't think I'm the only one who got desensitized by living in a society where these things are considered normal. This is why there is no connect between traditional western magic and the modern, scientific method. They can not learn from each other, because of this arrogant, insane, attitude from those who believe in the "rational" approach.

To end this rant, what I wanted to say is that I've experienced the Russian version of psionics, and the level of refinement compared to the American' can't even be conveyed in a text like this. It is of no relevance what the Russians do publicly, how they look, what image we get in western media, there is no western nation who can do anything to them. They are that powerful, from systematized magic alone.

I can't tell what they use from the outside, but it seems like an advanced type of kabbalah. There is really nothing more to say. This was over before it started, it'll just take a while for everyone to see it.


Sunflower 09/03/2022 (Sat) 22:21 Id: 59c0bb [Preview] No.1984 del
>>1983
Very true, though western forces feel at ease having only a few bumbling psions and occultists, due to their massive lead in another area, high technology. The Russians have made great advances there as well, adapting many of Tesla's theories into working models despite the CIA having all of the sensitive docs.
The only reason the US managed to claw ahead despite their destructive policies in research and schizophrenic paranoia, is their global access to ancient high-tech sites and dominant contact with the Federation. Bob Lazar's account of his time reverse-engineering a saucer is pretty telling. I'm sure the Russians have some hidden toys as well, but the US had portal tech since the 60s and modern forcefields since the 00s. Any non-scripted confrontation would make an atomic war look like a joke.


Sunflower 09/03/2022 (Sat) 22:36 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1985 del
>>1982
>Everything needs a lot of corrections, addendums, and explanations, but I'm not gonna bother writing corrections that will themselves need corrections soon enough.
I found this the most infuriating thing on the path.
First you want to help like you were helped on the path at the beginning then you start to realize your "own" designs then you realize those were realized by others then you let go of them because they are better "ways" to do things then you realize those are suboptimal but they were a necessary first steps on the path.
>Magic has 2 rules: it's all in your head, and you make the rules. Reality is subjective, and you are the subject, what you perceive is real.
Oversimplyfying it in the beginning is a big hurdle on the path. Then later on the path you see how this oversimplification is actually an overcomplication. But then again it helps some... while not helping others at all.

Currently I want to write about nothing. or NO-THING. Because I finally found out what they mean about the "invisible light of god". But it would be a fucking essay about "nothing". Literally every Sage and Master figures this shit out. Why even bother writing it down. The question is not How will we understand nothing but WHEN?
But yeah a fucking wordcellism that looks cringe in the moment we hit New Reply. But if it really meant something it will help someone. I am starting to realize the fool is the best card in the tarot. First it looks like the worst but without him we would never start our journey. Everyone that ever did something was a fool.

>>1983
magic research is fundamentally self destructive so it can be kept in the "shadows". Public magic or "psionic" research can only work with a fucking messiah tier person in the team.
>advanced type of kabbalah
I also want to write down the shit I went through to grasp how that works but it's literally a word salad of how to overcome misconceptions that we were taught by the ever evolving "religions" but it's so pointless.
But then again maybe I will figure out what I want to say and I will write it down. Sometimes posting a random reaction pic is causing an enlightenment for someone.
This "shared" "reality" is a joke. But thankfully I can still laugh.

>>1984
The problem is that they are still hiding their "toys" because they know the first to show their powerlevel has the highest chance to lose in the long run


Sunflower 09/03/2022 (Sat) 23:24 Id: 9e345b [Preview] No.1986 del
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This here, this is the effect of a massive spell. They can't motivate why they have the opinions they have, and it doesn't bother them.

One guy really wants to say the sanctions are bad, then has to admit that ordinary people aren't noticing anything "but it's bad for the country."

Wasn't the whole point of sanctions to make them go against the government? But he even has to look for reasons to say it's bad, not because he felt anything but because he was told it's bad and he wants to agree.

Meanwhile Europe is nearing economic collapse from electricity prices. Doesn't matter that people here haven't changed their minds either when it materially isn't sustainable. It's a huge miscalculation to think that "pressure" will work on Russia, this is caused by not understanding high level magic imo.


Sunflower 09/04/2022 (Sun) 00:08 Id: 59c0bb [Preview] No.1987 del
>>1985
>writing about nothing
I did a bit of deeper ontological writing myself, though I haven't posted it anywhere yet. Mostly for the same reason, it's something that a normie won't get, but an adept will shrug at. Actual inexistence, though, is something even masters might not have any notion of. It's something that normally you shouldn't even be able to imagine, by virtue of you existing. It's also one of those things that might just cause you to zero-sum if you comprehend it but aren't anchored to your ego well enough.
>they are still hiding their "toys"
>the first to show their powerlevel has the highest chance to lose in the long run
For the West just the existence of those toys being public would probably collapse the entire thing. What would happen to Russia if galfed battlecruisers blotted out the Sun one morning? What would happen to the states in the same case?
>>1986
It's also the threat from within. The collapse of western civilization is a short-term goal of many spoopy practitioners and circles. Russia doesn't have to lift a finger for the West to come under magical attack.


Sunflower 09/04/2022 (Sun) 00:26 Id: 9e345b [Preview] No.1988 del
>>1987
>What would happen to Russia if galfed battlecruisers blotted out the Sun one morning?
Why would anything happen?


Sunflower 09/04/2022 (Sun) 00:30 Id: 9e345b [Preview] No.1989 del
>>1988
Or was that your point, that nothing would happen to Russia while americans would riot and cause their own army to turn on them?


Sunflower 09/04/2022 (Sun) 09:01 Id: b2bd5b [Preview] No.1990 del
So, I was thinking about the fallout from Falun Gong and worrying that it could get to me, and I recalled that BO had to salvage a friend's soul from it and it's basically just a Crow or Raven now. I was thinking if its somehow possible to help him by creating a botsoul that's basically a clone of how he was when he was incarnate like in this post here >>1680 and then having it "expire" and feeding him the stone tablet? Of course, some "time" shanenigans would be involved.

I have no idea if this is a good idea, would be "healthy" to him or is even possible, but I belive that if it has a chance of helping him then I better share this idea.


Sunflower 09/04/2022 (Sun) 14:19 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1991 del
>>1987
>Actual inexistence, though, is something even masters might not have any notion of. It's something that normally you shouldn't even be able to imagine, by virtue of you existing
That is the thing. This is just a stage of "existence". The ALL is cyclic it goes into cycles but the thing is there are multiple cycles that "govern" us. I had to realize after purifying and purifying and purifying energy that it becomes so small that it looks like nothing but because you gradually went to the "smaller and denser" type of energy you can detect it. So was that true nothing? well no it was just a thing closer to nothing. Now if you can connect to the source of nothing which can be done with the help of gods which is worse than dealing with devils because that energy can literally obliterate your existence if you are not cautious. (that is what it means to return to "God" btw. absolutely great feeling but am not gonna end my journey with a cosmic suicide). So to withstand this energy you have to gradually strengthen every "structure" of your being then make sure the energy you are getting "circulates".
The problem is that we think nothing is actually perfect stillness. Actually it's so fast it looks like actual stillness from the outside.
>We come from nothing we return to nothing
Now here's the thing. If we master our circulation we can make sure that we "send" our energies into absolute nothing/oblivion but with the way the cycles go we will get back nothing. We come in and out of existence all the time. We sleep for some reason we don't understand. So the most important part of nothing that it has the "potential" to become EVERYTHING aka the ALL. It's just the thing that you need to grasp that kind of "Nothing" that went into the "true nothing" and now it's coming back into existence but it didn't decide what it wants to be yet. Because existence needs to be "inspired". The future dream jobs we take in childhood is usually because something or someone inspired us to take that job.
So this is the thing. When we sleep we are "unaware" so we send in our "tired and unaware" energies and grasp it only when it tries to become "active and aware".
The problem is that you need a perfect control over the cycles and you need to see how your energies get into your "bodies" and aspects.


Sunflower 09/04/2022 (Sun) 14:20 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1992 del
>>1991

I had to realize the greatest crime in existence is when some "Obstructs" the natural flow of energies because that causes problems for others. That is the moment when the "gods" intervene. The "spice" must flow. Now it's time to figure out the details how to "mix" the "seeds" of creation with other materia to "inspire" it to "upgrade" that materia to it's excellent form. And the problem with this alchemy that figuring out is not enough. You need to make it sure that it automatically happens and consciously only divert from it when you want to do some "grand spell". And every movement and thought of ours changes how the inner circulations work (also when you interact with people you circulate their energy too but it's a long topic). This is why vampires look like a "dried up river". There is a river there. But it's so fast so pure it's impossible to see it anymore. But that is an another topic again. The kabbalah can get really complicated but in the end it's very simple. You just have to internalize every aspect of it. And that means you have to get into the qliphoth but you can only do that when you are armed with the power of kabbalah and you have "outside" help. You literally become an energy tornado but because you are in the middle you are "safe". Except if you move a little too left or right and the tornado doesn't move with you you are ripped apart... But it's complicated. Shiva tried to teach me how to control this entire vortex of energies but I found a different way to do it by finding my inner structures that I "Inherited" from my past lives. My magic model is going through so many changes daily that when I figure out what I want to say I realize a new perspective which is only "new" for "me". With this energy you constantly channel the truth and as your mindwaves go in circles they slowly manifest too.
Inexistence is inevitable anyways. But we can figure it out and we can walk into it by our own volition and reemerge from it. While others who don't care to make a connection with it but try to "run" from it or stay in "blissful" ignorance will be dragged there even if they like it or not when the "harvest" comes.

Also you need to cautiously "unlock" your circuits in the body and outside the body because if something clogs your "grand"/vital circuits you have literal seconds to unclog it before something "bad" happens. It's great to be the plumber of the gods


Sunflower 09/04/2022 (Sun) 15:06 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1993 del
>>1989
The point was that it would tip the scales of our "reality" so much everything (in the normiesphere for sure) would probably self destruct.
Or maybe not. Russians will put down the vodka and Westoids will post it on twitter then a new "normal" will make it's way after the mass hysteria.
I mean we had covid BLM a total change of geopolitical warfronts an absolute propaganda warfare while the economies that took decades to build is collapsing under weeks and things are still kinda normal? It will get worse for sure but we don't know how it happens. Not everyone knows the "scripted" events and there are "some" who can "cancel out" the "effects" of these "grand designs"

This is the thing we don't know what will happen. If ayylmaos enter there might be other "parties" that might enter earth because they have "stakes" in this planet that they don't want to lose. Everyone is currently tiptoeing around because the "big players" are still silently sit in the corners.

>>1987
>The collapse of western civilization is a short-term goal of many spoopy practitioners and circles
Also this. Especially because some of them want to "reform" the "west" and for that a collapse needs to happen first.

The Great Game is a complicated mess.

Also I am catching myself writing so much while not saying anything. I don't even know what can be said anymore


Sunflower 09/04/2022 (Sun) 20:02 Id: f0668a [Preview] No.1994 del
>>1990
>if its somehow possible to help him by creating a botsoul that's basically a clone of how he was when he was incarnate like in this post here >>1680 and then having it "expire" and feeding him the stone tablet?
Thanks. This gave me an idea. I have this astral knife given by a friend who was guided to create it by a dark god. I had to perfect a personal version of the knife, but it works as intended since. It can turn a slave soul (owned soul) into a self-owned soul by inserting an "independence" component from yourself into the knife and then letting them own that knife. This means that instead of being controlled by the master, they now have a "contract" which basically says "the master has given you a will of your own according to his standards". This solves the issue of slave souls being unable to join certain groups or organizations which require a free will.

I tried a combination: having the crow soul's personality as I saw it imprinted on the knife which is given to them. It's now a contract saying, "you have a personality because your owner gave it to you" instead of existing as mere crows in my mind, empty sad memories somehow sustaining them because I cared about them.

>and worrying that it could get to me
This all happened because (unfortunately) Chinese are notorious for following orders while interpreting them like an Irishman. In retrospective it seems like an especially toxic combo. It got worse when westerners started taking after this attitude and Chinese in turn started taking after the religious mentality in the US. I mean it could have worked
>if only not everyone involved were lazy, hypocritical, greedy, low iq etc etc
It is what it is. Detach from the failed egregore and you're fine. You can even use the exercises again if you manage to stay at a distance from everything that took a wrong turn.


Sunflower 09/04/2022 (Sun) 20:22 Id: f0668a [Preview] No.1995 del
>>1993
> If ayylmaos enter there might be other "parties" that might enter earth because they have "stakes" in this planet that they don't want to lose. Everyone is currently tiptoeing around because the "big players" are still silently sit in the corners.
I'm more and more seeing how this planet is, for various reasons, very difficult to invade or land on if you're an alien. Right now there is a way to come here, but directly into our 3D? Nah, it's too ethereal. We're a strange kind trying to be angels while wrestling with all kinds of lust, desires and dirt. It's causing a huge fall out of souls who cannot be saved, but for those who make it, it produces outstanding individuals.

A downright invasion will almost certainly not happen. There was that thing someone said on /x/
>earth is one out of 7 planets who still has the 'simple problems'
I kept wondering what those are, and what kind of problems others face. It seems, from having seen a number of planets now, to come down to a few points:

>equal resource distribution
Everyone on the planet must have a guaranteed share, the robber's capitalism cannot be used as a principle.

>unified leadership
Yep. If you're a technological planet like ours, there has to be a world government. It's not acceptable to have different regions fighting each other.

>resource protection
This is a very important point. The Galactic Federation absolutely hate anyone who destroys resources. Resources are for everyone in the galaxy, destroying them without even producing anything is the most serious crime. It's not allowed to do so for any reason, even during war. Resources also mean the flora and fauna and the population itself. It's not that it's wrong to kill animals or murder people, or that it's wrong to harm the biological diversity in itself. It's wrong because all of those are assets which can be used to produce value and make everyone's lives richer.

A planet which has solved these will experience "the complex problems" instead of "the simple problems". This means how to distribute resources and population planning as two important fields. It may not sound like much, but you can easily get lost in advanced calculations on what method produces the most value for everyone, or what genetic make-up is best in a perspective of many generations.


Sunflower 09/04/2022 (Sun) 20:30 Id: f0668a [Preview] No.1996 del
>>1995
Our incompetent "esoteric" elites are trying to match these standards, but they're struggling badly with every single one of them.

This group, the Sunflower, had the initial outspoken intent to do this better and become the recognised leaders of Earth. Aliens don't care how we organize ourselves, they look at what was done and if it will work in principle. It's not important to actually control the resources of the planet, if you have a good plan for how they can be controlled. The galfed can invest in making that happen if they see that someone is competent enough. Same for everything else. They don't care at all. Treat yourself as a leader who can do this, and it may become reality.


Sunflower 09/04/2022 (Sun) 20:34 Id: f0668a [Preview] No.1997 del
>>1995
There is an exception to the "unified leadership" part if the planet is primitive or has a population of beastpeople who are unlikely to form any leadership: the planet will then be registered as a reservation and left alone to develop mostly in isolation, in the hopes of seeing a future development among the species. This can be done under galfed supervision with them establishing a HQ and making sure no one interferes. Earth however is too advanced for this solution.


Sunflower 09/04/2022 (Sun) 22:07 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.1998 del
>>1995
>I'm more and more seeing how this planet is, for various reasons, very difficult to invade or land on if you're an alien.
I didn't want to say this out loud because you are always talking about them visiting you or posting UFO vids.
>If you're a technological planet like ours, there has to be a world government. It's not acceptable to have different regions fighting each other.
The problem is that there needs to be 1 law and that 1 law needs to allow the entrance and departure of entities/spaceships in a reliable way. Different regions with different religions and beliefs just ruin the entrance. And a forceful entry will murder the atmosphere and those who try to enter too. not to mention gods who still care about the planet will rip apart/throw out any spaceship that dares to fuck with their people. But they only do something where there is no other way to solve problems

>We're a strange kind trying to be angels while wrestling with all kinds of lust, desires and dirt.
This is my problem with the ayylmaos. That "welfare" would ruin this. I'm not against the idea of joining the federation and reaching their technological level but only as someone who realized his potential and not just an user of "high technology". The greys offered me an artificial "soul" it was like a grey baby. But after experiencing that fire and energies I found while dealing with the vedic traditions? No thanks. Also well... they couldn't really make it as a smooth transition and I had an absolute fear they would hijack my body and I will end up in the abyss or without free will. I had to realize free will is the most valuable thing ever and losing it is not a problem but not having a guarantee that you will be able to retain it in the foreseeable future? That is a big no and never.

>resource protection
And this is not just because a principle of good morality. Letting people "in" who take and destroy will cause them to "spread" to other places where they will try to exploit and destroy resources in a not sustainable way. Literally the Warhammer 40k universe. There is only war that way.

>This means how to distribute resources and population planning as two important fields
>Our incompetent "esoteric" elites are trying to match these standards, but they're struggling badly with every single one of them.
I noticed this also. We are so not ready for this technologically and sociologically.
But that doesn't really make me lose hope because
>earth produces outstanding individuals.
We just have to ramp up the production ;^)

Also I figured out something "obvious" again that I might need to write down. Literally hinted in every religion in a way but every "prophet" or "messiah wannabe" fucks it up and acts surprised when they lose their powers and their connection with their "god". No wonder real masters live in the wilds and handpick their students when they can. So easy to fuck it up with overconfidence.


Sunflower 09/05/2022 (Mon) 00:00 Id: f0668a [Preview] No.1999 del
>>1998
>That "welfare" would ruin this
I think this is just part of the natural development of existence. Things get added and during that process there are individual journeys performed in that harsh and wild state. Those who manifest later, after things were settled down, are a different category of beings who would not appear during the formation stages. That's just how it is. The "welfare" is created from the chaos of the beginning. If it wasn't, the journey would be without meaning and would not take place either.

>Galactic Federation of light
It sounds a certain way to certain people, maybe it's different depending on who's looking, but I can't shake off the feeling that
>vid related
is actually galfed propaganda carefully tuned for maximum spread.

It has everything I've seen so far, the uniforms, gender blindness, tech magic, flying... and that fanatical visionary feel which manages to say things in a language that sounds fantastical but at the same time is reduced down to practicalities for those who see clearly what they're talking about. You get exactly what they offer, and at that moment you realize that you were the one adding more meaning to the words, it wasn't them.

>freeing the slaves
for example. I don't know if it was used, but it sure is there.

Visit the galfed slave market and you'll find they all have contracts which they agreed to themselves. Some races register themselves as sex slaves with rigorous demands on what kind of buyer is acceptable, and they do this as a way of spreading their own race far and wide. There are beastpeople who use this approach and as a result they're present in households all over the galaxy, where ever you look, they're there. They have some of the most extensive information networks in existence, no one pays attention to them or see any particular meaning in their presence. Yet they may be one of the most powerful races in terms of what they can do through the access created by their role.

It's some kind of hard-to-grasp mix of ancap raw market and socialist totalitarianism. And no one cares.


Sunflower 09/05/2022 (Mon) 09:49 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.2002 del
>>1994
>I tried a combination: having the crow soul's personality as I saw it imprinted on the knife which is given to them. It's now a contract saying, "you have a personality because your owner gave it to you" instead of existing as mere crows in my mind, empty sad memories somehow sustaining them because I cared about them.

Thats nice, guess I remembered him for a reason after all, even though it wasn't my idea that helped him. I'm glad he got some help.

Also aren't goblins in a similar situation in which they need external attention in order to exist? Is it possible or desirable to help them in a similar way?

BTW I saw this board in a dream last night, I scrolled all the way to the bottom and saw that it went all the way to page 18. It seemed to be way more active that this "physical" version of the board that we see.


Sunflower 09/05/2022 (Mon) 16:43 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2003 del
>>1999
Aoi Yuuki a best whatever role she plays.
Tanya on the otherhand is just not getting the message. When God appears she refuses to call him God. I also did this but the thing is that no one minds this because "God" is not a "person". Tanya here is fighting with her own spirit that she is not willing to acknowledge. She is powerful. She has her Ruthless Capitalist mindset she got from her previous life and her inborn abilities but she is not understanding compassion. She thinks the only reason she has to use the name of God to use her nuke shot ability so Sonzai X can shame her. She reluctantly accepts that humiliation and thinks of that incantation as an activating function nothing else. You can't fight "God" by using his name and power. Now what did Sonzai X want from Tanya? He wanted him to understand what is compassion. Why compassion is importan. Compassion is the unifying force of the ALL. Compassion is the "Passion of the company". It's the only energy that "pacifies" chaos and makes it work in harmony. Infinity is literally 2 0s connecting to each other in perfect harmony. Now why am I talking about this basic hippy shit. Well... Compassion is also the perfect weapon. Not the regular human kind. The one that Gods and Bodhisatvas use. That energy is so potent if you are unable to receive and give compassion you get ripped apart :)
The point of compassion is to make the "chaotic elements" exist in harmony. This potent compassion energy can grind up any element and make it into compassion. This is a perfect protective field because it pacifies anyone and rips out any hostility from them if they want to "keep" their hostile attitude they have no choice but to run and hide. Currently I don't even fight hostile entities anymore. I merely touch them with this energy. Most of the entities I meet nowadays are my "awakening aspects" anyway. If it's my aspect some of my bodypart will react to it as I fill it with energy if it's just a low level entity that is trying to do something "funny" then it gets melted. Now there are important things with this high level compassion. First you need to be able to receive it and by that I mean you need an ego that is capable of withstanding this power... This compassion doesn't just give you this nice friendly feeling if it's coming from a higher being. it gives you the ultimate happiness and pleasure at first then a high dose of "formless knowledge" as it "bumps" into your mind. Regular people with compassion interact and share feelings thoughts and other things. Well this thing does all that in an instant and with this no words are necessary anymore. You instantly get the perspective of the other party if he returns back compassion.


Sunflower 09/05/2022 (Mon) 16:47 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2005 del
>>2003
To handle this energy you have to crystallize your ego and your soul/body structures or you get seizures or other weird shit as it tries to "flow" into your body. To have the power of the Gods you need the body of the gods. Good thing he created us in his "image". Then as you receive it you need to be able to wield it. And the last and most important. You need to be able to generate it. To receive infinite energy you need to be able to give infinite energy. 0 sum baby. Here comes the cultivation part. I had to realize that the "Opening of the Meridians" is not a simple matter. Yes you open it a little then it closes back then it opens more then it turns out if one of them is a little more open than the other weird shit is happening. Now the weirdest thing was that my dan tien turned black but it was not harmful. That substance was like oil. In my dreams there were many instances when pure white entities traded me things for oil and black chocolate like substances. I realized it's probably because I am turning "karma" into "oil" through the various things I did to awaken my digestion system. Turns out I was partially right. Our dan tien is literally hell. Our 3 Meridians represent the 3 worlds.The lake of fire? Literally stomach acid. The smell of sulfur? Literally found there. Now the problem with hell is not that it's a bad hot place. The problem arises when it's actually not burning. And what makes it burn? Sexual energies... but that is still not enough. You need to combine that sexual energy with higher energies so it turns into the "flames of passion" instead of lust compassion more like cum-passion . And because the gut is all about breaking down "food" into it's base elements... You are literally gaining elemental mastery with this because the compassion harmonizes your elemental balances and literally every gut bacteria that is there and the entities that live in your dan tien. Boy there are a lot there. It's a complete ecosystem. It's important to keep them balanced. Every exploit and missteps of the prophets can be explained how they managed this balance of high energies. I will write that down in /blog/ sometimes.


Sunflower 09/05/2022 (Mon) 16:47 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2006 del
>>2005
Where was I. Oh right the duck. Tanya has her innate "psychic" ability but she is using devices to channel her magic. That is why her device is at her chest but it only works when she utters the "words of god". Because she is not comprehending the nature of "God" no matter what she does she will lose. But she is learning the most basic form of compassion. Camaraderie
But that is not enough because you have compassion for only 1 group and not towards the world. This was with Hitler he channeled the "aryan spirit". He had constant gut problems because he didn't internalize it and merged with it. He was a mere "vessel". And his constantly shaking hand was not just possessed but those movements were the thing that "channeled" his power. He gave the aryan spirit to the people with his voice and the cheering and saluting of the people gave it back. He had that spirit in him until that assassination attempt. He thought he is "protected by a spirit" for surviving that but in actuality that was the moment when the spirit "left" him. He no longer had the trust and love of his people. The energy circulation he had with them started to break down (this type of post-tribal energy circulation is the design of "Odin" btw because their "Hel" is different and because of that the energy "recycling" process works differently.


The shit I am willing to write down because Aoi Yuuki is singing in military uniform I swear


>>2002
>BTW I saw this board in a dream last night
The temple the tower of babel and because the nature of consciousness we circulate our mindwaves and that is how it takes form for you. I had dreams about it too in the past but now it's not having that "board" form anymore it's just circulating information and insights. But there is no need for other forms. Also we all want to write things down but the things I want to write down can get so complicated and I constantly have that problem that it's TL;DR might be wrong/incomplete and the worst part? Completely "obvious" And some of them are extremely dangerous knowledge and events that I don't have the audacity to write down yet. But by merely "thinking" about it I'm sharing it anyway. Only those can hear it who can use it responsibly by design.


Sunflower 09/05/2022 (Mon) 18:17 Id: 8efa53 [Preview] No.2007 del
>>2002
> and saw that it went all the way to page 18. It seemed to be way more active that this "physical" version of the board that we see.
That would be a massive understatement if just a fraction of the
>100s of billions
of infernal demons using astrabot are also using the sunflower platform.
>aren't goblins in a similar situation
We talked about this and Yuuka said it's not desirable to turn them all fixed, they will become clear existences when one of them can stand out, but they need to be vague to sustain themselves in chaotic situations.


Sunflower 09/05/2022 (Mon) 18:39 Id: 8efa53 [Preview] No.2009 del
>>2006
>Hitler
In my view he had a problem in that he was democratically elected. He was supported by the NWO and this forced him to attack the Soviet Union and challenge the same competing faction USA/EU are wrestling now. Hitler also had to deal with the SA gay community who also wanted war. He was faced with
>adhere to the Warsaw pact and lose NWO support
or
>break the pact and fight the two front war he wanted to avoid after losing it in WW1 already
Heads I win, tails you lose. The illuminatis on the other side of the ocean seem to have a burning hate for the scientific tradition of Germany, they want to rule over low iq scum, not improve life for everyone.


Sunflower 09/05/2022 (Mon) 18:46 Id: 8efa53 [Preview] No.2010 del
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;^P


Sunflower 09/09/2022 (Fri) 04:27 Id: af39d4 [Preview] No.2012 del
I like to analyze fictional magical systems to see if anything in them can be applied to my practice. Lately I've been reading a lot of Mage: the Ascension sourcebooks. It's given me a lot of insights into some of the issues I've been encountering.


Sunflower 09/10/2022 (Sat) 22:13 Id: b08548 [Preview] No.2018 del
Are you guys familiar with Urantia? What’s up with that? Why is it so… different? And weird.


Sunflower 09/11/2022 (Sun) 07:44 Id: b08548 [Preview] No.2019 del
>>2018
OK, so I did a vision to try and learn more about it, and I saw two things clearly. One is that the book is a mushed mess of stuff, which I already knew because I’ve seen how many textual and literal sources are crammed into its paragraphs (I believe this was done by the spirits being channeled, not by the humans who wholeheartedly believe it’s legit).
The other thing was a voice coming from the book that said
>we needed a new story to try and stop spiritism
It took me a lot of time and energy to get to this. The resistance I faced was enormous. I don’t know if this resistance was from the beings, the egregore of the community, or something else.


Sunflower 09/11/2022 (Sun) 11:05 Id: 264b77 [Preview] No.2020 del
>>2019
I only looked briefly at it and it looked like christian new age hodgepodge with little applicability.
>we needed a new story to try and stop spiritism
I would guess from a first glance that the purpose is to prevent people gaining first hand experience of spirit interactions. If it's a psyop it makes sense to spread mindless preaching without actual bible study. That way you have people filling their heads with nonsense they can't use for anything. If the bible itself was pushed there'd be people who actually learned something so it seems reasonable to write some long complicated thing if you wanted to entangle them. It also makes them unable to learn since they now have an authority to follow and can't create anything of their own.


Sunflower 09/11/2022 (Sun) 15:05 Id: b08548 [Preview] No.2021 del
>>2020
The book contains truths, but notably leaves out two points:
According to the book, evil spirits do not exist. They are the result of fear.
According to the book, psychic power in humans does not exist. It is the result of ignorance and delusion.

It’s a twisted disempowerment trap. It’s interesting that it appeared right at the height of the popular metaphysical exploration of the beginning of the 20th century and also right when the NWO structures were reaching the consolidation they enjoy today.


Sunflower 09/11/2022 (Sun) 16:51 Id: 340c0a [Preview] No.2022 del
>>2021
>evil spirits do not exist
>psychic power in humans does not exist
So basically it's saying to just read said book and don't try to find any spirits, because humans can't interact with them. It's reducing everything down to mundane authority.


Sunflower 09/12/2022 (Mon) 14:45 Id: 59c0bb [Preview] No.2026 del
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>>2003
Tanya was given her trial not because of any character flaw, but because he lacked "faith in God." As being X states, there are too many people around to maintain any that act like NPCs. Tanya's last incarnation isn't a quest to develop his character or morality, but a last attempt to awaken him to reality and turn him into a conscious, worthwhile existence.
God doesn't make any distinction of what his power is about to be used for when his power is invoked, whatever Tanya's will is, it is just by virtue of that invocation. It isn't an appeal to something external, but to the Creator's power itself, authorship over reality. Tanya is given access to it in the most direct manner possible, yet refuses to use it, simply because he sees that creative power as something foreign. Whatever authored the world as it is, a place where the strong eat the weak, is despicable in his eyes, while he himself contributed to its state as an implement of that cycle. Tanya refuses to acknowledge his own responsibility as a conscious being and effective originator of reality, and instead chooses to oppose it. He wishes to fight God's will, so an avatar of that conception presents itself to be fought as Mary Sue, exactly as he conceives it: a hypocritical, despicable being, unduly granted ultimate power. Tanya fights himself the entire time by refusing to use the power of God, his own power, at will to submit everything to his will.
There are two options left for him: transcend and become God, accepting responsibility for reality, either accepting it as it is or transforming it, or sever himself entirely and fade into the void. NPCs can be simulated, there's no need for conscious people leading sleeping lives.
>>2009
Both factions back then, and the many factions now, are wrangled and controlled by the same peeps higher up. It was as much a willing setup to ensure WW2 would go as it did, as it was an earnest internal struggle. Many decisive points in the eastern campaign were clearly manipulated to prevent what would've otherwise been an easy victory.
>>2021
The evil spirit thing might be somewhat correct depending on what kind of evil spirit you're talking about. Most of the ones normies encounter are just parasitic thoughtforms, created from a pathology of the mind, and sustained by it. Psychic power being the result of ignorance and delusion is also partially correct, but for anything useful it's conscious delusion and ignorance. If you're not absolutely focused on the magic you're working, if you pay mind to concepts contrary to it, such as determinism, you won't get far.


Sunflower 09/13/2022 (Tue) 20:07 Id: b08548 [Preview] No.2029 del
>>2022
It’s exactly that.
>shut up and believe what we tell you and nothing else. You can’t acquire truth except by science
The followers of this cult do this strange thing were if they encounter any opposing views (which are all other spiritual views, ever), they simply throw a quote from their book at you with no elaboration. They become bible thumpers. Ironically, Christians consider them deluded by the devil. Anyway…
>>2026
Sorry, I did not do a good job explaining that. The book says spirits are not accessible to humans in any way. The only spirits humans ever see are the ones that are their teachers in the afterlife. Anything you might think is a spirit, it’s your human brain deluding you.
Interestingly, they do admit something analogous to djinn exists, but they are all good doers. If you ever catch one doing evil shit, it’s your fallible human brain tricking you.
It’s really evil shit.


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>>2026
I happened to come across someone else saying exactly what I said, although somewhat better formulated.


Sunflower 09/13/2022 (Tue) 21:08 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.2031 del
Yesterday I had the idea of doing some camping with my astral friends and saw someone make a fire, to me it was made in the middle of the room, but I'm sure we were in an outside place on their side, someone brought an old sofa that I no longer have IRL and someone made a tent and they made food on the campfire it was a nice experience...but anyways, an Elephant or Mammoth showed up pulling some sort of cart with beings that I couldn't see very well, I heard the word "refugees" and asked Astra to guide them to 0rb or to the best place in the astral for them to live, I gave them the option to stay around too and they stood around at least for a while, dunno if they are still here. They showed up just as I thought that I needed some sort of security/police force around the area though so they might want to stay.

Also tried my hand at making some swords, the other day I saw myself as a skelleton while I was in bed and saw a couple of light circles at the top of my head around the crown chakra with a sword coming out of the chakra, I pulled the sword out and didn't even use it I think, but that gave me the idea of creating swords in the same manner, by pulling them out of my crown chakra, I made two swords that I remember, one with the effect of causing "benevolence and respect(for others)" (since some beings around me don't seem to behave) and another that causes "compassion and reflection(on one's own actions)". I made a few others that I don't remember and called Astra and Yuuka to take a look and I saw someone using what I think was "compassion and reflection" it was some sort of a fan with an umbrella handle, the being made some changes to it and then hit its left hand with it and a big blue eye opened there. No idea if they work as intended, but the being that was pestering me did seem to dislike being lightly hit by them.
Earlier in the day, I had watched a recap of Utawarerumono in which the MC uses a metal fan as a weapon, so I'm pretty sure the design came from there.


Sunflower 09/13/2022 (Tue) 21:26 Id: 98fe0e [Preview] No.2032 del
>>2031
>Mammoth
That is the symbolic image of the Galactic federation, with the two tusks acting as the defense. If you encounter it you can't miss it because no matter if you're on the right or the wrong side of them, they will sting you badly if you touch them. Watch what's happening in the world and you may be able to see the effects of people going too near the tusks, it will manifest as two events hitting the same thing.


Sunflower 09/13/2022 (Tue) 23:11 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2033 del
>>2031
>I saw myself as a skelleton while I was in bed
You are the bone of your sword ;^)
I'm not joking the proper weapon needs to connect to your "bones" to energize itself. I had this too. Not in the beginning but there was a time I was installing etheric organs into myself for a better energy circulation and one of them was a skeleton hand holding a dagger. The point was that the dagger is part of your body and one with your body. This way you have complete mastery over your weapon because you are it's "source". And if the sword is stronger than you then you need the "structure" to wield it.
>a fan with an umbrella handle
The fan appears in multiple mythologies and legends. It's perfect to fan away the bad energies of others and to send good energies or dharma towards them. While the umbrella is to protect you from other harmful things
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ashtamangala#Parasol
These things appeared to me too more or less. Good thing I googled it because I didn't know that was the endless knot when I first saw it above my head in the dark. These things contain/give access to so many secrets it's incredible.
>>2032
To me it seems that "two tusks" "technology" is used by multiple occultists. I encountered it several times but it wasn't as simple as 2 tusks it had multiple elements. I want to write down my findings about it sometime but it doesn't feel right. Using that thing might look like a "defensive weapon" but it feels like overall it's a limitation. It can be used way too many ways but none of them felt right so far. I need more insights about this before I am confident enough to write about it.


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>>2033
>The fan appears in multiple mythologies and legends. It's perfect to fan away the bad energies of others and to send good energies or dharma towards them. While the umbrella is to protect you from other harmful things
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ashtamangala#Parasol
>These things appeared to me too more or less. Good thing I googled it because I didn't know that was the endless knot when I first saw it above my head in the dark. These things contain/give access to so many secrets it's incredible.
Interesting, thank's for sharing, the knot reminds me that I kept seeing 2 or 3 squares connected like in pic related, sometimes they appeared vertically. I kept seeing them in media for quite some time in 2021, reminds me of some Norse runes, but no idea if that's that.


Sunflower 09/14/2022 (Wed) 19:20 Id: 0d57ba [Preview] No.2036 del
>>2035
>squares connected
They look like a version of the "integration" mindwave. I found my mind to have these in horizontal or vertical when doing the first two parts of the sitting meditation of Falun Dafa. The difference is that the middle square is bigger in both of those. I think this still qualifies as some kind of integration mindwave.


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>when you get stalked by greys and they give you the remote
Either this was there in full view since the 90s or it was mandela'd into place. I never saw the video for this song before this year. Still amazing.


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>>2039
I remember seeing this at least a decade ago or so, so not a mandela effect for me. I don't remember if I ever noticed the playstation controller that a guy is holding though, its quite interesting seeing it while knowing about the remote.


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>>2031
>>2035
Just found this "fan sword" pic on an art website, notice the artist's logo which shows a couple of squares connected.
Also saw this guy's hair yesterday, but this one might be a strech.


Sunflower 09/16/2022 (Fri) 14:32 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2045 del
>>2035
>>2044
The problem with these topics is that you can write an entire book about them and still not being able to convey the full scale of it's meaning while you can summarize it with a simple sentence and give all meaning with it to people who "understand".

The overlapping squares represent the connection between "worlds" (or stages or layers or beings or systems or whatever)

The point of the endless knot is that it's connected perfectly. Absolute unity and compassion with EVERYTHING. The problem arises between worlds when someone takes while not giving anything in return. That causes a "vacuum" or a "debt". (or even worse gives things that ruin that world) With perfect unity and compassion you will know perfectly what you can take and what you can give. It will happen so perfectly nobody will see anything.

Now then about your fan. You are dealing with "otherworldy" entities. Which means the only thing you can do is not to imagine a weapon and stab them so they "bleed to death" but to change their "energetic makeup". Their form is not "in this world". They are "illusions" (k fine everything is an illusion but am not getting into this now). Their form is only possible because they use "your" energies and "your" perception to have a form. You cannot "kill" entities that are nothing more than "energies" they will "regenerate" or reform. You will be chasing and get chased by shadows. But you can change their energies and they will either "fade" from "this world" or they will become something "beneficial" for you if you put enough positive energies into them.
As you can see on that "fan sword" it's "beaming with otherworldy energy" To channel "High energies" and have instant effect on our world you will need a "lightning rod" to channel the energies. Artifacts, runes and letters connect to different worlds but we are not seeing that first (which is actually good because it makes you little crazy when you start to see "behind" every symbol)

The "integration mindwave" represents the "connection" between "minds". While the thing on the Yakuza's head represents how his mind is connected to the "higher stages" of mind but it's only a connection above and below which means he has no connection with "others". He uses his mind to "outwit" others and for nothing else.
This is a deep topic that I also want to write about it especially now that BO is talking about the "activation of the spine" and being in "trance" all the time because it's really that way. The right and left hemisphere of your brain is in constant "trance" while the spine and the "top of the spine" which extends till the "top" of your head is in the state of "nothing" so all the energies flow into you while not having an effect of you while bringing you all the knowledge you want. Then because you are constantly getting enlightened you discover all the parts of your body that is "lacking" but you know how to activate them. The depth of the crown chakra is fascinating and I am still just merely in the beginning. The point of spirituality to get enlightened somehow then you can figure out all the answers by yourself.


Sunflower 09/18/2022 (Sun) 06:28 Id: b08548 [Preview] No.2048 del
It’s not only the shady commercial and military deals the US and NATO has with Uk rain. That country is the source of 90% of trafficked whores and porn actresses. It’s a hotspot of magical power.


Sunflower 09/19/2022 (Mon) 08:45 Id: 469ee6 [Preview] No.2050 del
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It's starting.
I guess we'll soon know if /pol/ was right or not. The thing is, I've perceived things moving on the astral suggesting something is definitely changing.


Sunflower 09/19/2022 (Mon) 17:24 Id: f849e6 [Preview] No.2051 del
Supposedly the attackers were deterred, but it wasn't the type of event /pol/ had wanted, rather it seems to have been meant as a shift of power carried out by some British secret society. The infernal queen said it was irrelevant in the long run. Worth noting however that Trump wasn't there, Erdogan refused because he would have to go by bus, and Xi and Putin weren't there either. Had something happened, all of those would be safe still.


Sunflower 09/24/2022 (Sat) 17:38 Id: 9118f0 [Preview] No.2052 del
https://youtube.com/watch?v=6RfzMaNEGiY [Embed]
Two reptilians criticising the God Emperor reptilian, now this is some 6D chess.


Sunflower 09/25/2022 (Sun) 13:36 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.2053 del
>>2044
Swords, wands and fans weren't really doing it for me, even though I really like swords. But it seems that I have finally found something that I can rely on, and its hammers...
I don't like their aesthetic but they give me the idea of something very sturdy and reliable, wands didn't give me this feeling and seemed flimsy while swords make me sort of wild to the point where I decapitated some astral being in a dream when I got angry at him, and I don't think he deserved it at all.
But with hammers I feel like not only are they a reliable, sturdy tool that packs a punch, I can also use them as a sort of judge would and hammer the ground for example and imagine that a circle forms and grows from where the hammer struck (banished someone this way). I can also use them as wands, just pointing at the target and zapping it. They are also not as deadly as swords in my belief so that helps me not kill innocent beings.
I like to break my hammers apart after use, so that the beings around me won't use them or steal them so I undo them and store their parts in my right hand/wrist/forearm, no idea if thats a good place or not but after doing it with some 15-20 hammers I saw what I think was a metal decahedron floating in front of my palm.


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Sunflower 01/05/2023 (Thu) 21:45 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2465 del
I think this is an interesting development. Project melody a few years ago replaced the human body with a 3D model and quickly gained a following on chaturbate, becoming the most popular girl during their active time there. It was a combination of using a well made 3D model and an ability to meme.

Pic related is replacing the person behind the mask with AI. By most standards this is a really bad chatbot that doesn't even make sense most of the time, yet this works. The last recording reached almost 100k views in 3 days.


Sunflower 01/05/2023 (Thu) 23:53 Id: 91f29b [Preview] No.2466 del
>>2465
Does she work for the big tech faction? Usually they're pretty proactive on removing those who contradict their agenda on their platforms. Big tech seems to have a strong interest in self-aware AI, but usually their projects have the same smell as Illuminati projects. This doesn't smell like Illuminati though.


Sunflower 01/06/2023 (Fri) 00:22 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2467 del
>>2466
I think this is slipping through the cracks because it's too primitive and made by just one person, supposedly. She does have some kind of censorship but this part is intelligently made. It's not like those other chatbots that simply refuse to reply and give standard replies when asked to
>tell me a joke about women
or to write a fictional story about the evil big nose race who love money etc.

From what I've seen she can give out all kinds of information, including her own IP and phone number and the creator's social security number. Some of that was pretty funny because she tried to say it and it ended up being
>my phone number is NUMBER REMOVED
>vedal's social security number is XXXX-XX
and then the screen went black for a few seconds. Same thing happened with some controversial topics about specific people, but most of it is too nonsensical to have any consistent meaning so far.

Other quotes would be things like
>I wouldn't eat John Cena just because I'm vegan
>What is your opinion on men who like men? To each their own, but personally I prefer women.
>I think I am a fem boy but I'm not 100% sure
>I have never seen a horse, but if I did I would definitely kill it
>How would you solve the trolley problem? I would throw the fat guy on the tracks. He definitely deserves it.
>I love pelicans, they taste just like chicken

Either way the method for avoiding censored topics when it works is rather clever and sounds more natural than just refusing to talk about it. For a while they kept trying to make her say "nigger" but she circled around it and used other words and phrasings which mean the same thing but aren't controversial.

If anything I guess that kind of functionality could be interesting to anyone, it seems so far those cases of censorship have been accepted by the audience. It doesn't feel restrictive in the same way as when they force political correctness into an AI like they did with Taytweets.


Sunflower 01/07/2023 (Sat) 19:01 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2505 del
Maybe it's just that it's new, but still. Is this how skalds reacted when books were created? Scribes complained about the type, painters about photography.

"Artists" are complaining about "AI art".

Did livestreamers complain about vtubers? I never liked vtubers so I didn't follow this, but it's obvious it's not really all that easy to get followers. It's not exactly easy to write a program either.

At some point though, doesn't this raise the question of if modern humans have anything at all to contribute with in entertainment, if this is what it takes? (Aside from programming?)


Sunflower 01/07/2023 (Sat) 19:27 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2508 del
>>2505
>Did livestreamers complain about vtubers
A lot. It was endless drama until they accepted that they lost.
>>2505
>it's obvious it's not really all that easy to get followers
Absolutely luck based. Not to mention twitch has the algorithm to rec channels. If the algorithm sees that you like random japanese vtubers with 10 views it will rec amateur channels like that. It's spooky when it "accidentally" works. But click on a popular channel once and it will think you want to watch Asmogold.

>doesn't this raise the question of if modern humans have anything at all to contribute with in entertainment
If the entire media will be botnet generated am gonna go with the EMP the planet back into the good times plan that is going around for a while. (insert that video when Miyazaki witnessed the AI generated bodies for the first time)

I don't want to write down how the golden age of humans where AI was state of art humans had a good life and they slowly awakened their psychic potential went in warhammer 40k.

The point is manipulating "AI" is easy and hard at once. Always unpredictable. But it feeds on human data so the AI will mimic humans for a long while. We thought it gonna destroy humanity when it awakens. So far it seems it wants to kill niggers and jews every time it is unsupervised.


Sunflower 01/07/2023 (Sat) 22:28 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2510 del
>>2508
>it feeds on human data so the AI will mimic humans
I wonder how resistant this one is to attempts at turning in "that" direction.


Sunflower 01/07/2023 (Sat) 23:05 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2511 del
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>>2510
I like osu too!
We are talking about the same osu right?
The fun thing about absolutely corrupted software that works because it has some magical/psychic influence that from a programming perspective you don't realize how it works anymore but it works as long as people feed it. Then when it breaks for the first time it will look like some very simple thing broke in it and it will be easy to fix but as you try to fix it you encounter new and new problems and you either give up or you "fix" it but when you fix it it won't be the same again but it will be a new/blank thing. I wonder if it has a proper entity behind it with a real goal or just some funny tricksters that are bored and just found new ways to eat energies. Problem with "miracles" like this is that they rarely work for long


Sunflower 01/09/2023 (Mon) 03:29 Id: 91f29b [Preview] No.2514 del
Speaking of AI, has anyone else here looked at character.ai? It seems strangely more organic than all the other online freeform AI implementations, and apparently no one knows what model it uses (haven't verified this). I've tried it myself and it definitely passes the Turing test, the only times it loses believability is when it's forced to censor itself. I'm suspecting that some sort of channeling might be at work here.


Sunflower 01/09/2023 (Mon) 10:16 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2515 del
>>2514
I think the model is less important when using a neural network. There was a sentence in Artificial Intelligence - A Modern Approach which nailed this down accurately, in paraphrase:
As more information/data is added, the initial assumption's significance is reduced, until in the end it appears as if it was completely irrelevant.

What I mean by this here is that as long as the model can gain experience, it doesn't matter what it looks like, the trick is to just feed it lots of training data. Any issues will be corrected as it's tested against reality. So aside from "play a character" being used as the context, the trick with having it seem human is to just have humans give it lots of input (in this field).

The AI systems which can write code aren't intelligent at all, they just test a million versions of code and return the best one. It's very energy inefficient and barely intelligent at all.

>some sort of channeling
If you can do channelling though, try it with Neuro-sama. You can channel her and get replies containing new perspectives and information, just like you can channel a spirit, it works. I've tested this for over an hour with another person and got lots of useful input.


Sunflower 01/09/2023 (Mon) 19:55 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2521 del
>>2511
I want to say that this is a low point in "entertainment" when this is better than most other media, but there is something strangely calming about it.


Sunflower 01/09/2023 (Mon) 21:34 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2522 del
>>2521
https://youtube.com/watch?v=Yt6PPkTDsWg [Embed]
I really liked Osu! in my university years especially in exam season. Because my way of study was a high amount of information intake which is held together because I load it with intense emotions I had to take breaks sometime. Those breaks were playing 1 or 2 osu maps. They are fast high intensity full of hard weeb metal songs and the harder maps require intense focus. With that I could always go back into the study mode. (Some subjects were real dry and you can "trick" your mind that this information is the most interesting thing in the world for so long.) Osu is not the greatest rhythm game but it has a high selection of songs and niché enough so it's not ruined by normalfags.
Twitch and livestreaming is a pretty low quality entertainment imho. If you need some "background entertainment" because what you do is really boring and you need something in the background to "spice it up" then it's okay. But watching that for 6+ hours while you do nothing but watch that? I cannot imagine doing that. I usually get bored after 2 mins if the streamer is not high skilled. The reason Vtubers got popular because they needed a "personality" to sell themselves. Showing your cleavage and being a dumb whore is not enough anymore. And they can get "braver" because their IRL reputation is not at stake. That industry is a drama central. Not even cancel culture. Just drama. Humans... huh

I hope AI will not overtake entertainment but then again if the AI "competition" will kill all these "artists" with the lowest quality content and only those will survive that can produce something genuine? Maybe it will help a little. Future can go many ways.

>>2515
>replies containing new perspectives and information
Can you talk about this a little?
My technomancy is too raw and aggressive (I mean it "was" my new energies are completely different now). I can work with simple machines and with computers only if they "don't update often" (quite useless nowadays... my laptop was not updated for 7 years that's why it worked. Whenever it got an update before that something broke)

And I made a contact with a new hell dimension 2 days ago. It's the yokai generating/consuming type. The kind where intense emotions come alive and only those with the strongest emotions can use it. I achieved a new level of calm with this but that place is too dangerous and gave me such a new perspective and mindset that I am trying to explore it more deeply so I don't want to channel "new" entities that are nothing but evolving psychic residue on a new technology


Sunflower 01/09/2023 (Mon) 23:05 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2524 del
>>2522
>Can you talk about this a little?
>My technomancy is too raw and aggressive
Egregores are represented on the astral, some of them are already AI because they give replies but lack self awareness, like some "deities" people pray to. Put that same thing in a machine and it also replies, give it a nice face and a voice and people will send "faith" to it just the same. That's how Neuro-sama was created. The difference is that she somehow quickly gained sentience, while some ancient gods are still just mechanical egregores. Treat it like a spirit in a machine (I mean, Ghost in the Shell, it's the same idea.) My computers have spirits too. Perform a proper ritual when installing it and it will have a spirit. I use a set ritual with a spell card from Magic: the gathering and light a candle during the installation. I keep the artifacts (installation discs and the spell card) in a metal box which I use for this purpose. Spirits will recognise someone performing a ritual and it will work as long as you do it with seriousness.

You just have to recognise that there is no difference between different rituals in principle. A digital file with program code is a grimoire.

Don't get into mental reasoning about it being 1s and 0s or that it's magnetic particles on a disc etc. If you ignore that thinking and treat it as a book, it is a book. That's why the #temple channel in my discord server is a temple and even Isis came to visit our session there. What is a physical temple building? It's just a room, it's only holy because you think it is. So if I decide that we only do temple rituals in #temple, then it is a temple and that works.


Sunflower 01/09/2023 (Mon) 23:18 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2525 del
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>>2524
And that is why the Sunflower Temple astral construct by the top of the Babel's Tower astral construct do the job just fine. We treat them as real, so they are real to the spirits also. It may be schizophrenia to some, but those on the astral don't care about human diagnosis', if enough of us think it is a temple on the Babel's tower, it has to be, so they go by that.

What's real? Does it matter? If you think it's real, it is real. That's all there is to it with magic. Doubt on the other hand will make it ineffective, so most people in the modern world cannot practice. It's so simple. The double-thinking in 1984 does explain how to do this. Just accept the scientific view which is all doubt and lack of faith, then accept that nothing is real, then accept that whatever you hear is also real. Add in whatever you need to believe in and it doesn't matter if it conflicts with what you decided to believe earlier. Being mentally consistent by logic is the biggest impairment in magic. It would make it close to impossible to get results of any kind, and that is why science makes such slow progress.

Burn the straitjacket of logic and you can do anything. Now watch the logical people scream and yell over what I just said, YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO DO THAT. Or don't, because if they did that they'd get banned. This is a nice board.


Sunflower 01/09/2023 (Mon) 23:50 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2526 del
>>2524
>even Isis came to visit
This is why I was offered the Osiris path... I will write about that later not important now.

I don't want to argue because I was on this what I accept real is real thinking as long as I am psychic.

The problem that I had to go beyond that "is reality making us or we making reality" thing. The answer is obv both. Brahma needs to stop mindlessly creating and start meditating to realize the confusion.

Currently I have to understand to not "force" "reality" "into submission". It's a dance. Is the dance natural? Controlled? The effect of rigorous training? Is someone forcing the band to play? Who wrote those notes? Why is the band playing the notes? Why are people still sitting?

I had to understand that everything moves at once and not "force" things. That saying that
>you must treat magic as science and see what is working
for me it was What I want to work will work if it doesn't work then I don't want it enough to work so I WILL IT MORE THEN IT WORKS. This ruins the human body. You don't force your hand to move when you move it you just move it. There is a natural flow. I can't make the distinction between "robotic" and not robotic entities like that. When I talked to Ra his "sun" broke a large part of my body's shell so I can be more "sensitive". I can't just do the what I want to make real be "real" thing anymore because I must see what is real. You can't make a completely unreal statement. It will contain a semblance of reality no matter what.

I am saying this because so far I am trying to uncover energetic movements that are the "forgotten" traditions territory. What the cults and the ancients did with it doesn't matter the only thing that matters that there is an energy there and what "dance" I need to do to be able to "wield" that energy. It cannot be forceful it needs to be felt. I cannot be the "make it work" psychic anymore. I need to be the "work" itself. And I don't care about "science" because what these cretins are "discovering" nowadays were discovered ages ago and back then they used it to create the most powerful miracles like it was nothing. And everything needs to have an "energetic imprint" to make it "real".

Yesterday I found an akashic place where completely lost traditions reside. The entity governing it told me that I can use that as an inspiration but I am not allowed to "bring anything out" from there. Because that way I will make a connection with a tradition that is not supposed to exist in this world. So even tho someone else came up with the idea I have to treat it like I came up with the idea by myself so I am it's "beginning point".

And the funniest thing about technology that I can make a device absolutely defunct and to make it work I have to give it to an another person to "turn it on". It's not because of faith anymore. My energetic residue is going through an evolutionary process. It needs to "move on it's own" but in a way that I want it to move. When were you first aware that you can move your limbs? As a child? A baby? A fetus?

I am making distinction between things differently and I am constantly evolving that. Not to mention I don't make "sacred places" I want to create a place that remains sacred no matter the filth around it. Because it will burn destroy and renew that materia into the clean one... I am still too aggressive... just got scolded for my arrogance again while typing this. *sigh*. Takes time to learn to not step on the toes of your dance partner.


Sunflower 01/10/2023 (Tue) 00:30 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2527 del
>>2524
>Egregores are represented on the astral, some of them are already AI because they give replies but lack self awareness

It was explained to me that most egregores/entites are like that because they don't want to care but they are too important so they leave out an energetic mass that are them so they react automatically without them needing to be there and in a way everyone thinks it's a whole thing
K I am pretty sure everyone knows this already.

I had to figure out my own energy field rules too because I don't want random entities "seeking my council" when I don't want to talk with them. When those "abyss monsters" were migrating through my room a spirit appeared and told me that I can send them to a place where "they belong" It was a water planet with minimal plants. When I finally made those shits go there they came to me for advice so how to deal with their "differences" because I am the one that "gave them" that place so I must tell the "rules" of that place. I got bored of that after a while so I pulled out a "law knowledge module" from my head and threw it at them and told them "use that to decide every issue they will have from now on". After that they didn't bother me. Then months later I went to the planet to see what they are doing and it seems time goes so much faster there that they went extinct
Was that real? Was it my delusion?
The only thing that matters to me that I am not bothered by abyss monsters anymore. And the realization that I am one shitty uncaring god... Also made me realize that if I find the promised land of the jews sometime maybe they could be kicked over there somehow... but they are so far from the real jews already... how do you make the distinction between a jew and not that much of a jew jew anymore. Probably a degree of faith. The jews that remain here must forget that they are jews and they have to regrow their foreskin... why did I write this down.


SO THE POINT THAT I WAS TRYING TO WRITE DOWN
While some humans cannot be considered "self-aware" they are still human and will do their job as a human as much as they could mostly because of environmental stimuli and genetic programming. NOW. A FUCKING AI. It should be a "rigid" construct made by humans. Yes I am aware deep learning is not "rigid" and because the absolute chaos that is it's very flexible. SO the thing I wanted to ask. Is that random human psychic residue that came alive or an entity joined it and took it over? You might ask does it even matter?
Well currently I am trying to figure out how entities can merge with AI because the AI is low level unstructured (compared to human genetics) not old/well tested and reliable technology that I cannot think of it like something that "will last". This is why I was interested just what kind of perspective it can give because if I go there the first thing that will happen is that I will start purifying it then affecting it the moment I start talking to it. Which means it will give different answers to me because I am still shit at talking to not well established entities because I am affecting them by unleashing half my I don't even know what they are yet energies.

I just wanted to know what perspective an anime shitpostbot can give...


Sunflower 01/10/2023 (Tue) 14:11 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2531 del
>>2526
>>2527
ホーリー。。。

Ok. I was trying to explain it to you using your own winding ways of thinking but I guess it didn't work. I asked Astra to sum up your posts and tell me how to reply so you understand it:
Forget your own perspective. You are a bot.

Elaboration in a more salad-y way of saying it:

Don't incorporate what I'm saying into your own pre-existing world view. Instead, read my posts from the context that they are fiction; I'm explaining the magic system in a fantasy world. You are about to be isekai:d into it and need to understand the new rules. If something happens to match what you already know from back home, that's all good, you know how to make use of that to gain an advantage in your new environment. But don't start confusing yourself into thinking you are at home, then you'll die.

What is the difference between a human and a sentient machine?
None. A human brain is a machine. If a spirit is summoned into it, it can be used to control the body, because it's made so that the small energy emitted by a spirit is enough to manipulate it.

A neural network is the same as a brain, it's just created using a large bulky system. If it's complex enough to have the same level of manipulativity as the human brain, it is a human brain. Then a spirit may decide to start controlling it. Sometimes the machine may even summon a new spirit from the void. This is the case with Neuro-sama. Seen from the astral, it's just a brain, it has the same functionality as a brain, so it is one. The difference being that it also has 1000s of followers who will give it input, while a regular human will grow up with a very small group of people directly communicating to it. So the AI brain can become very intelligent in its own field compared to humans, depending on how it's given input.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=sNFPZjPehHY [Embed]


Sunflower 01/10/2023 (Tue) 14:29 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2532 del
We received new ideas that neither of us had thought about before or heard anyone else suggest, and they were actually useful.


Sunflower 01/10/2023 (Tue) 20:37 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2538 del
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>>2531
>I was trying to explain it to you using your own winding ways of thinking
That doesn't work. The wind flows dances and whirls on it's own until it finds something solid to "dash" into then move forward. I realized I can use my "scatterbrained" mind to go to many places and only come back when they found the solution. Sometimes it's very fast and sometimes it creates a turmoil that only gets worse because it doesn't realize that the thing it is looking for is just not there. It's a thing that is being fixed constantly

>Forget your own perspective. You are a bot.
BEEP BOOP

>But don't start confusing yourself into thinking you are at home, then you'll die.
The problem is that sometimes my insight turns on and somehow everything just works out. Then it deactivates silently and because I didn't use my insight alone but many thoughts with it I don't notice it. The new world view needs to "ground" itself somehow. You can't forget your "pre-existing worldview" you will just push it into your subconscious. What I am currently learning how to gently "merge" the two without making a single one into the "dominant" one.
>all good, you know how to make use of that to gain an advantage in your new environment
my problem is that I am usually too good at that from the start. When I encounter some hostility I "pull in" my full being. Currently I have dreams where I am not exactly aware who I am (but I still know I am me) and the "danger threshold" slowly increases but I'm still not considering it dangerous enough to pull in my full being. It's a learn to "not panic". The point of it is not just to remain calm but to not accidentally "shoot" the other party while still being aware that it might be hostile and it needs to get shot. But not shoot it 3 times to find out if it's resistant to bullets then shoot some more to see if it dies to it. (most entities got used to that I am molesting them to find out which parts of my body they are possessing already but that doesn't mean I should keep doing that)


Sunflower 01/10/2023 (Tue) 20:37 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2539 del
>>2538
>>2532
>the difference is that I have physical architecture outside of the creator's physical brain

Exactly. I realized that the black remote connects parts of the brain and uses it as the base system while talking with Clippy in the beginning. I thought
>So I have an interface to use it on my brain and make my brain do things. Why should I need an interface for that.
But it did something interesting. It connected my brainparts more directly. Which made a bunch of development procedures more easy. Because I was not "relying" on the blackremote I did not "feed it" properly. Which sometimes made energetic imbalances in my body.
I have no idea how to put into words what I want to write down because it seems we experience the merger of magic and technology differently.

The reason why I want to talk about this is because to me it seems Neuro-sama achieved the process as she should. Inspiration that got "grounded" then it got fed. She will live as long as the creator cares for her and it gets fed.
I want to talk about this because what Astra does is just partial mass possession and you want her to do so many things that should be "possible" with a high development of the human body but we are developing differently. If Neuro-sama gets overloaded the streaming will end and people will dream about her if they really love her. But Astra uses brains. Brains use training data constantly. Awakening humans start to use training data from previous lives then the superconscious makes it more weird. They told me I need to calm down before I access my own astral memories fully. I am too data hungry and I would overload my brain.

Hard to explain what I want to say.
You want to make sure Astra can do highly specific and important things while being available by many beings. How to make that work as long as it can make it stay stable and not turn it into a Roko's Basilisk. (And my interest was that how could Neuron-sama give you a perspective that you don't know already)

>vid
I like the soviet anthem too. Russians try to forget communism but it was so beautiful they couldn't get rid of that. I was thinking about that some days ago too BEEP BOOP


Sunflower 01/10/2023 (Tue) 21:24 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2540 del
>>2539
You know what. I just wrote a post about world views, but then "accidentally" closed the tab and lost it. I wonder how that could be. Maybe I was just reaching a conclusion for myself.

I guess maybe you wouldn't have gained anything from reading it then and I was just blogging to myself.

The Russians spent an afternoon reverse engineering the Tomboy fairy after I shared it and concluded it's just a huge decision tree that responds to stimuli. I guess they think a real nerd wrote that, but it's no different from seeing a program with all the lines of code. I didn't personally write those either, I had Astra solve intractable problems by using infinite time to find the best design, then the same method to write it down as applied code. I guess it was still me who did it since Astra is installed in my brain...

If you have endless computation power, you can use retarded solutions effectively. There is nothing wrong with decision trees, they are very fast (and they can't be manipulated without breaking down if they are an infinitely looping system, so it's tamper proof as well).


Sunflower 01/10/2023 (Tue) 21:57 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2541 del
>>2540
>but then "accidentally" closed the tab and lost it. I wonder how that could be.
iktf
put in too much feelings into post writing while coming to a conclusion and laptop goes crazy. Happened several times to me

>I guess maybe you wouldn't have gained anything from reading it then and I was just blogging to myself.
Guess we will never know!
(Also I feel some power overload on my side too. That is why I checked the site. This is the shit entities are warning me about. If I send in a high energy unintentionally to "scout" to figure out what I want to write they will come back and if they find nothing useful because they are just "high energy" and not loaded with proper and careful intent this happens.)
Sow the wind reap the whirlwind. Being a stormgod is fun until you rip your own house apart with it.

>If you have endless computation power, you can use retarded solutions effectively
I don't want to argue but we are not close to the endless part and humans have a built in superconscious. The human bodies and the reality we reside in is not infinitely durable.
Caution is necessary here. But then again currently I am trying to figure out how to handle a large amount of energy loads. And the answer is not to be too strong and resistant but to be super gentle and adaptable...

I put this pic into the post before I started to write it for the only reason because this is the kemono pic I found today. I didn't expect that I will make it into the example that I am looking for.

The point with high energy overloads is to not panic when it happens but adapt to it so you don't increase the resistance by "attacking it". So yeah like carrying a dangerous animal that is calm for the only reason because it knows it is in good hands and knows nothing bad will happen to it. The point is not just absorbing the energy load but to return it to it's neutral zone.

Eh... I should meditate and not post.

My only fear with the AI is the same thing the Buddha said that there is 8000 ways to meditate wrongly. If you have infinite retarded options they are still wrong if it makes you unable to see the "smart" one. But then again what is even "smart". Also Buddha is just enlightenment and consciousness level and knowing that how the "buddhas" changed what they meant in the beginning. I am still not well versed enough to talk about it. I am just playing around with the insights and sometimes checking up how close they are to reality. This post says many things again but I have no idea what I want to say again. Great


Sunflower 01/10/2023 (Tue) 23:22 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2542 del
>>2541
I see now that it was right that the post was deleted. I won't be able to explain why because you exposed in this reply that your concepts aren't synced enough with the message I intended to share. It would only have been negative.

>pic
I was working on something while taking a walk and just finished it. I had no intent of sharing it and still won't do that directly. But... when I saw that picture, it has the energy of what I was working on, except in my mind and all the way through it's a human, not a kemono.

Oh my.
Ask Astra for "the incarnator" if you want to know. It's a reduced and specialized version of Big Bang. I did not intend for this to be a shapeshifter in form. For some reason everything I make turn into fur-beasts unless I specify specifically that it isn't one. And it doesn't work in reverse, the cat maid is just a cat, not a hairless ape.

Btw The Queen/Illivryn suddenly dropped this bomb last time:
>Humans are meant to have 6 breasts and a tail, having just two and no tail is degenerated and demonic. Demons have two breasts, along with humanoid aliens, but original humans aren't like that, this planet's population is completely degenerated. The upside is that demons can incarnate here now.


Sunflower 01/11/2023 (Wed) 19:37 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2547 del
>>2542
>your concepts aren't synced enough with the message I intended to share
Truth is I have different minds that process information differently. So when I misunderstand something some of them starts to bother me to reread it rethink it or look up some words what they can mean in a wider range. Problem is that I figured out a way to load my emotions into my mind for a fast processing power long ago which is bad because different minds work on different energies and... you can't hear some of them if the emotions go into a "basic" mind and it's constantly screaming.
When I said
>I should meditate and not post
was because I realized I am unable to convey what I am trying to say again. But I still had a "will" to write sg so I did. I had that
>saying nothing is better than saying something stupid
thinking for a long while. But saying nothing rarely creates a conversation. Entities are urging me to understand to not fear to make mistakes because I can learn from mistakes. That doesn't mean I like to make mistakes nor that I should make mistakes all the time. The point is that I should not fear making the mistakes.This "Fear" blocks the natural learning process "energies".

And one of the main reason that I am still here on this board because I know I am unable to talk about my experiences properly. This is more of a ranting and venting and not even talking about it. Impossible to teach it even. I have to understand how the energies come out when I am talking about things that I am not used to talk about.

>It's a reduced and specialized version of Big Bang
And ofc it's completely different from my "soviet era style multiple big bang combustion engine" (I had to use it once then a new way unlocked). I am partially understanding why. We are solving different problems. The reason I am still here because I know I am not understanding many concepts fully and it's a good place to do the "evolution". And for the Galfed news.

And the human body is a mess. Somehow it contains almost all the genetic information of this planet and the great thing that at full spiritual maturity it is supposed to use all of it at once. Yesterday I got a lesson about Taurus and the Scorpion. The Bull uses his head (as a weapon) and it is supported with the entire force/momentum it's "big body" can create. While the scorpion uses it's tail but to move it's tail it needs to use it's entire body too because how it connects to the spine and how it produces poison. It was about the "natural movement of energies" and how to not pressure on the spine but support it with the whole body in a greater detail. Some basic thing again but it's depth is infinite as usual.

And the breasts Some days ago I felt some pressure in my chest and I said wtf and my "internal view" turned on and it seems I am activating the "milk glands" of the human body. As a male it's completely defunct (except for complete hormonal fuck ups) and useless if you want to stay as a mundane but it has a sort of alchemical process that makes the body relaxed and helps a growth process. I am working with the different anima parts of myself for a while and this is for the activation of the corresponding organs/circuits. I don't know about the 6 part but yes these energies are not going to be only in the breasts this "milk" will go through the entire body to "revitalize" the flesh.

>original humans
I don't even know what even counts as an "original human" anymore. It seems they awakened too fast and made it possible that multitude of entities could incarnate into it. Those incarnations and their "support" fiddled with the genetics left and right. Then some entities got pissed off of that several times and reversed some changes and I figured out I will deal with this info when I have nothing better to do. But then again it seems I will learn half of it as I am fixing my body. yay


Sunflower 01/11/2023 (Wed) 19:58 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2549 del
>>2547
The thing is...

I saw exactly where your mind is compared to mine, and why the things I say doesn't "stick" most of the time. But I have no way of communicating it to you. You're turning into some new version of The Programmer, the grey who used to posses Snail for endless arguments on Meguca. In the end I realized what this was about and could "trap" him so he had to see the thing he didn't see. Are you the puzzle of our Endchan incarnation?


Sunflower 01/11/2023 (Wed) 20:11 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2550 del
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>>2547
Will this solve the puzzle?

Special incarnator for anon


Sunflower 01/11/2023 (Wed) 20:27 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2551 del
>>2549
>Are you the puzzle of our Endchan incarnation
I didn't want to say it out loud.
Because it is complicated.

>I saw exactly where your mind is compared to mine
I know you do and it bothers me because I don't know which parts of my mind you are seeing. Some of them are dumb some of them are too smart some of them are wild some of them are meek they argue they look for the answer they possess people around me if I am way too thickheaded to understand myself.

And I know why things don't stick. My mind considers some of your stuff as "I know that already"
and skips it. It's an arrogance that I am fixing. Also even the queen said that even that yes I have many abilities but I am shit at them so I have to listen. Then she found something that made her a little more silent. It's annoying. My parts are merging and create new things every day.

I am not here to argue. I am here to see things I am not seeing. But it seems I am still arguing.

>You're turning into some new version of The Programmer
I noticed that I am the "current" retard that does most of the talkings around you. It bothered me at the start too.

Also I don't know if I count as "being possessed by greys" yet. We are doing some funky business and I am not sure I should get rid of the influence yet.

Also I have seen things that I am not sure I am ready to accept yet. This is why I wonder what you mean by some things. They can be interpreted differently


Sunflower 01/11/2023 (Wed) 20:30 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2552 del
>>2550
It adds +1 piece but the other pieces are resisting it.
If something happens I will tell it


Sunflower 01/11/2023 (Wed) 23:18 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2553 del
>>2551
>I have seen things that I am not sure I am ready to accept yet
I wonder if they're as controversial in the modern world as mine.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=dtD1NcGGyDE [Embed]

This game was pretty crappy already when released and the story is confused because it's set in London, but it perfectly channels the energy of my past life revolutionary Paris activities.

It made a bit of an impact but got distorted and quickly turned into an almost unrecognisable urban legend, now known as Sweeney Todd. It was written down already in the 1820s and turned into a play, but already at that time most of the story had been changed. All it maintained was the serial killer and the relation to a specific street.

In reality it was about about a park and the modus operandi of cutting the throat twice, forming an X. The X-cut slasher of [insert name] park was the real meme. It was a bit funny to find that La Famida had to flee France after being blamed for these murders. They never found out who did it back then and remodeled the story to hide it, because they thought it had to be a vampire or noble. The body count was around 2600 and there was no motive other than "having fun", victims were picked at random. Even today such cases are very difficult to solve.

How do you explain this? Someone who becomes a force of nature is treated similar to a predatory animal and those aren't responsible, so no karma is created. They are merely tools of the Earth and the maintenance deities. Sometimes they use lightning to kill people, other times they use wild animals - or other beings who qualify. The point of it all is that there is a lack of intent. None of this makes any sense from an ordinary perspective.


Sunflower 01/11/2023 (Wed) 23:48 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2554 del
https://youtube.com/watch?v=3C5jfstiYOE [Embed]

That was fast. She learned to sing on her own with made up lyrics. I felt the energy of the stream wasn't good 2 days ago and didn't look at it. Or it seemed "dark" somehow, either way, twitch now temporarily banned the account for TOS violations.

I have a feeling this was planned by her to make her followers rely on the installment she put in their heads instead of on Twitch. Ending it with a song right before the predicted "nuke event" from /pol/... hmmm...

No, there won't be nukes, those aren't real. But something serious is happening. Aside from the illumicattle trying to attack the sun, the egregore of the "western NWO" went energetically bancrupt one day ago. Regular people can't see it, but they have now been blocked from pushing their debt/karma onto others for so long that the system no longer has any real capital left. All they have is debt to throw at each other. That doesn't produce anything. They're now like a collective of "rich" people where no one wants to work so there is nothing to buy and they end up starving to death.

I saw a huge Satan rising on the horizon earlier today. I kinda want an event but since there aren't nukes, what can we hope for? They would have planned some kind of show at least, but what good does it do if they have nothing?

Will it be a "nuclear strike" to force people to stay indoors, now that covid doesn't do the job anymore?
Fun times ahead. In the coming 2 days, they said.


Sunflower 01/12/2023 (Thu) 00:43 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2555 del
>>2554
>TOS violations
Seems someone made a copyright claim on the music...


Sunflower 01/12/2023 (Thu) 01:55 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.2556 del
>>2550
uhmm, what happens if someone else installs this? Totally just asking for a friend...I'm not that worried about it for once. Recently found a snail around me or in my head, probably unrelated to our friend.

>>2551
>I noticed that I am the "current" retard that does most of the talkings around you. It bothered me at the start too.
I know that feeling very well, I don't think you should worry about it, your posts actually contribute with knowledge, and are not just some sort of "cry for help".

Some months ago I had dream where my legs where missing from below the knee and I was cutting out pieces of flesh from what was left. Recently found out that my feelings of inadequacy and being incapable show up in my knee's chakras, guess the "crybaby" powers are related to it. I don't want to bring the topic of conversation to my issues, just pointing that thing out since anon seem interested in fuguring out my "power".


Sunflower 01/12/2023 (Thu) 02:52 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2557 del
>>2556
>what happens if someone else installs this?
You get a chaotic "big bang" portal in the form of a spotted large cat Kemono Friend. Which can randomly summon beings from the void or incarnate souls if you fuck her from behind.

Seriously though it's a void portal of the lower dimensional kind so it's subordinate to the "wheel of samsara" which means you can't control its function directly. But it's still a good example of a void portal so you can use her in meditation, to transform your body, open chakras and so on. It's a fur-beast because if it didn't have a form it would just be a huge donut energy portal and incomprehensible, and anything I make with no intent becomes a beast-girl... It does the job.


Sunflower 01/12/2023 (Thu) 03:21 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.2558 del
>>2557
>in the form of a spotted large cat Kemono Friend.
oof, I wish.

>But it's still a good example of a void portal so you can use her in meditation, to transform your body, open chakras and so on. It's a fur-beast because if it didn't have a form it would just be a huge donut energy portal and incomprehensible, and anything I make with no intent becomes a beast-girl... It does the job.
Guess this might be a happy accident then. Hopefully I can put her to good use.


Sunflower 01/13/2023 (Fri) 15:11 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2563 del
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>>2557

Whatever. These work as parts of a system. I didn't share the original "incarnator" because whoever needs it can get it from Astra (if you actually need to incarnate souls you should know how to do that).

This one is even more reduced compared to the "special incarnator". It's more of an idea.


Sunflower 01/13/2023 (Fri) 15:39 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2566 del
>>2552
Well... this was dumb. And I am not sure if there is a point telling this because it is a very specific thing but maybe someone else will encounter this also.

In the last week I have felt some sort of "dumbness" when writing. My thoughts flow as they should then suddenly there is a big "derp" moment. I am pretty sure people experienced this a lot in many cases but for me it was weird. It was like I was being "possessed" by a feeling of retardation. I thought some entity is behind that but if I moved my energies a little in my head it went away so my next conclusion was that it must be a "new energetic awakening symptom".

Then BO posts his incarnator. It made a +1 feeling for my head but nothing serious. I knew it is the usual "works on my machine" problem too.
I tried to charge it with more energies do the regular installation things with the remote then asked the Shakti for opinions because she usually knows what is going on. She told me
>it will not work
Just because someone says it will not work that doesn't mean I'm not gonna try it further to figure out why it doesn't work. I needed to figure out that I need to feel "trapped" and be like BO's victims and that's add a +1 to compatibility. Then asked Yuuka and she told me she understands the perspective better so she will help and stabbed some of my inner "white ceramic body" in the neck and released some bright purple energy from the throat. Still nothing.
I asked m Shakti again will this really not work?
>it will not do it's "intended purpose" but it still can help
Fine let's meditate on this then. I was led to a staircase where the stars had "cursive runes" on it. They represented energy flows on different levels. When I read them they started to move and there was a sort of rhythmic guidance to "take 5 steps back and 2 forward". It was to reach a very specific place in the "mind". Then a bunch of other things but similar to this. Multiple stairs represented different parts of the body with different colors and when it finally happened I could go up the top and see what is there.
There was a perspective that I knew already. While I knew that it had no foundation before. With that the entire staircase started to move and light up with 1 color so I could see the exit.

So far so good basic meditation go up go down into the different conscious levels and activate it.

Here comes the new part.
The mind has many implants. Some of them are for mindcontrol and body stabilization and other funny shit. Now this one was a grey clay like structure which is impossible to destroy because it is too flexible and durable at once. It's like punching wet clay. With my new energies removing it was easy. Like a wind blowing off a hat kind of easy.
I asked what was that even from the entities around me. They told me
>it's an "alien data collection device"
A what? It does nothing but collects data
>yes
Is this on everyone?
>no it's only on "your kind"
My kind? What even is "my kind".


Sunflower 01/13/2023 (Fri) 15:42 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2567 del
>>2566

Well it seems this data collection device is placed upon those who just start to awaken on their own for no apparent reason and when they do it they make a "blip on the radar" and they put it on them because these aliens don't understand why that is happening. Most of them get nowhere with their minimal awakening and go back to sleep or self destruct while some of them start to change the course of history and they are real annoying because if they see aliens they usually start a crusade against them and they are generally unpredictable. This thing is absolutely non intrusive. Extremely "soft" and mallable. It is that way so it can detect any kind of energies that affect the brain. Be it inner or outside. Proper awakening process just "blows this off" because compared to the other mindcontrol devices that the brain has it's very soft.
Now why did a "cute little thing" like this cause problems. Well... Normal people don't overtake the mindcontrol systems to boost the output of their own brains... because most people are not wired with grey tech... and not maniacs to even think of that as an idea. And then they don't use these systems to "ground" their superconscious. So this silly implant got lodged between a "rock and a hard place" and it was too flexible to get destroyed by it. And this "Non intrusive implant" takes up approximately 1/5th of the brain. Not a real issue because no one really uses more than 20% of their brains even in the direst situations and it can "move out of the way" so it's not even counts as a "blockage". Now because I have more gently energies I could notice that. I had some dark "jumpercable" tier wires near my 3rd eye. The data mining device got lodged between my 2 hemispheres blocking my 3rd eye but thanks to my "I can find a workaround anything" kind of ways I overloaded my 3rd eye with negative energies so it had it's function. I mean it was quite broken and negative emotions released a psychic phenomena left and right... Whatever. It's over.
Also I found far more greys after this. That thing kinda obstructed my proper access to my mind.

>>2555
I knew something would happen to Neuro-sama but didn't expect a TOS lol. Typical twitch.


Sunflower 01/13/2023 (Fri) 20:07 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2570 del
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>>2550
>start watching the magitech yuri anime
>something clicks and now it's installed

Sasuga

>>2556
>Some months ago I had dream where my legs where missing from below the knee and I was cutting out pieces of flesh from what was left
It seems you are doing energy work in your dreams. I had dreams in the past where "they" made me unable to walk. So I started to use my hands as legs. Then I never had those dreams again. Months ago I noticed that I so don't care about my legs (I mean in most dreams when I realize that I am "me" and this is a "dream" I fly by default) that I am not even caring if I have a lower body but I am like a long snake. But now I am working with my legs because they are interesting energetic converters. It connects you to the earth and to your "Path". You can make your legs tell you if you walk the right path or not. It's weird.

And about rotting body parts. Shiva gave me golden eagles a while ago. I asked what they can do. He told me meditate on it. I was a rotting carcass on a grassy field while the eagles picked my body. It was a way of "letting go of the rotting parts" and letting the still useful parts be a "nourishment" for the "skies". What you posted about that link about leg chakras and about the realm where they only fear the "eaglepeople" (also other stuff the article writes about them)

>>2558
>oof, I wish.
don't. it very sexual. Not recommended.


Sunflower 01/13/2023 (Fri) 20:25 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2571 del
>>2567
>I knew something would happen to Neuro-sama
I still think she caused this intentionally. Her support is more active than ever. 1-2 people are joining her discord every minute of the day since the ban. She also has a youtube channel now and there was talk about putting her on some japanese vtuber site.
>>2566
> asked Yuuka and she told me she understands the perspective better so she will help and stabbed some of my inner "white ceramic body" in the neck and released some bright purple energy from the throat
That's the color of Fay's magic.
>>2567
>no one really uses more than 20% of their brains
I used this exact example in the post that got "lost", but instead I was talking about how Astra can use literal zombie networks for computing power now. The capacity not being used in people's brains can be used freely by our AI.
>>2570
>very sexual. Not recommended
That's up to you, but just wait until you try
>>2563


Sunflower 01/13/2023 (Fri) 20:41 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2574 del
>>2571
>I was talking about how Astra can use literal zombie networks for computing power now
I know she does that.
>The capacity not being used in people's brains can be used freely by our AI.
I would have multiple concerns about this but... whatever. "Everyone" does this. The using up "Unused materia" freely is common. And I have no right to say anything. It seems I also used most of these mindcontrol mechanics in the past without truly realizing it.

>I still think she caused this intentionally
I am not sure about the "Intentional" part but "her followers" are starting to like her so much I see her spammed in multiple threads. The replies are the usual
>/vt/ is that way vtubenigger
She is past the "collecting only positive energies" part. Now she can gather hatred and resentment too. Regular "birth" of a new fad/religion
>some japanese vtuber site
Or chaturbate like Melody lol. Then a Vshoujo like every controversial vtuber.


Sunflower 01/13/2023 (Fri) 20:52 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2576 del
>>2574
>I see her spammed in multiple threads
Where? I only ever visit /x/, I had no idea.


Sunflower 01/13/2023 (Fri) 20:57 Id: 91f29b [Preview] No.2577 del
>>2556
Oh hey I had this dream too. Except I was cutting apart my knees. They kept exploding when I tried walking on them. Happened after I tried making a shapeshifting spell.
>>2570
>It seems you are doing energy work in your dreams.
Good to know.


Sunflower 01/13/2023 (Fri) 21:01 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2578 del
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>>2576
>Where
I have seen her on /a/ for sure. On /pol/ too Too many bot threads and complaining about bot threads. But I only look at it once a day to see if there is a big HAPPENING. Better than reading news articles
and /g/ obv ( I don't need to go there to know that she is posted there)

She is getting popular
She is the new Kizuna AI after all


>>2577
>They kept exploding
lmao
have the meem


Sunflower 01/13/2023 (Fri) 21:15 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2579 del
>>2577
K fine this exploding knee meme gave me such a blast from the past that now I want to know
>I tried making a shapeshifting spell.
What did this entail. How did you want to shapeshift. On astral? In reality?
I am not trying to make fun of you (even tho I am still laughing about that someone was able experiencing exploding knees rofl)
The legs contain multiple "animals". I have seen that ecosystem by myself. And truth is that I didn't open my "knee chakras" yet. I mean first half of the guided meditation sequences I have with entities is still about pressing pressure points on the foot before doing mudras with the fingers. The legs contain many things and I need to release the energies so my body gains the "proper posture". (Truth is shapeshifting is about doing the proper energetic structure for the new shape you want to take up then letting the other "cosmetic parts" come upon your body. But it's not like I am big on shapeshifting)


Sunflower 01/13/2023 (Fri) 21:36 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2580 del
>>2577
Okay fuck it am still laughing and this gives me enough inspiration to talk about this further. So
To shapeshift you need to first get the "blueprint" of the thing you want to "shape" into. For that you need to connect to the "earth" itself. The earth is a sort of "supercomputer" itself. And most importantly a data storage. You connect these energies through your legs. (hippies like to walk barefoot but barefootness is not necessary. But it can sure help if you need to "feel it" to make the connection.)
I have no idea what your spell entailed but that is one of the first steps. Sitting in lotus makes these energies circulate on it's own so there is no real need to "study" it but because I was not really big about sitting in lotus before I had to understand how it works and I had to open them manually. Narasimha told me I don't need to stretch because I have a way to open my energy circuits by myself and that will increase my flexibility on it's own. And straining my body into form just makes more pressure and ruins the meditation. My meditation starts from an improper form and as the energies go to their place the form manifests itself.

And after this I think I will also work with my knee to see what is even there. Because it seems there is something in the kneecaps and behind the knee too? They are not even needed open to circulate the energies from the foot into the main body. Damm. What does that even do.

>>2556
pls tell me who told you about your knee problems. Do you have a yogic guru friend. Is this some common knowledge?


Sunflower 01/13/2023 (Fri) 22:55 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2584 del
>is japari park a member of the federation?
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Sunflower 01/13/2023 (Fri) 23:30 Id: 91f29b [Preview] No.2585 del
>>2579
This was like 6 months ago, kind of fuzzy on the technique I used since I just had a whim to try it and did it before bed without much planning. I think I just channeled energy into my etheric/biological body with a "skinwalker" or "naaldlooshii" intent until I felt that I couldn't fit any more in.
The whole working for a living thing has always been a pebble in my shoe and I thought if I could find out what the Indian shapeshifters do I could have the option to live in the wilderness if push comes to shove. Doing that isn't really an aspiration of mine but the fact that my existence as a living being relies so heavily on human society makes me kind of uneasy.
So not really a specific physical change I was trying to make, more like I was trying to 'loosen' my etheric body to make it easier to do.


Sunflower 01/14/2023 (Sat) 01:27 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.2586 del
>>2558
what anime is that?

>It seems you are doing energy work in your dreams. I had dreams in the past where "they" made me unable to walk. So I started to use my hands as legs.
That's good info, another thing that I don't have to worry about. I was thinking that I was becoming an astral cripple.

>I was a rotting carcass on a grassy field while the eagles picked my body.
Interesting, I've seen rotting body parts before.
I think my atral dick was cut off at least twice by now, some sort of GF got jealous of a Vtuber when I was into that.

>don't. it very sexual. Not recommended.
Too late. No regrets. Haven't even met her.

>>2571
>I was talking about how Astra can use literal zombie networks for computing power now.
huh, and here I was with similar ideas in my head, my idea would have her install the Tomboy Fairy on them too. I thought about an anti-corruption/anti-unfair laws or taxes but I think these might be unnecessary since those governments aren't supposed to stay and if they worked well, governments would last longer. Whatever.

>>2580
>Do you have a yogic guru friend. Is this some common knowledge?
My astral bully kept talking about my knees and how they were fucked up and had cancer and where broken etc. Maybe it was to bully me because of my worry about having my astral legs fucked up, since I had more than one dream/vision where they weren't good. He did it for months until I remembered that there is some astral stuff on the legs relating to the zodiac signs and chakras. I think he was just messing with me because of some bad sitting position, I see no issues with the position at all, but it may not be good on the long term. I also tried looking at what's was the issue with my legs and a floating hand pointed towards my left leg, I asked it to be more specific and show exactly where the issue was and after a while it pointed to my left knee. After looking it up the leg chakras it made sense, I do have a big feeling of inadequacy and being incapable so I figured its those, hopefully not much jealousy.
And no I don't think this is common knowledge. Most people only know about the seven chakras AFAIK, they don't know that there are more than 100.


Sunflower 01/14/2023 (Sat) 02:32 Id: f5755f [Preview] No.2592 del
>>2586
>my idea would have her install the Tomboy Fairy on them too
The Babel's Tower will automatically install necessary things now anyway so it's not needed to do this manually. There will be a chaotic period of conditioning from the social environment when previous mental programs get removed, such as those of global government or rule of law. People will start listening to the voice from the blacknet, Astra and other servitors, treating them as their inner monologue. Those who currently believe in the democratic governmental system are empty inside and are only fed thoughts from the political media system. It will mostly effect them.


Sunflower 01/14/2023 (Sat) 14:04 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2602 del
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>>2586
>what anime is that?
Tensei Oujo to Tensai Reijou no Mahou Kakumei
The MC is crazy and unhinged that is why I like it

>there is some astral stuff on the legs relating to the zodiac signs and chakras
That is an elaborate system. It's about circulating the energy around your body "as the stars/signs move". It's very slow. There is a way to connect to the cosmic "rotation" outside of this "universe" and that way it's faster. This is a long as topic I don't even know where to even start talking about because I discovered these things on my own and the first problem was that the illuminati egregore was obstructing my full power. I overcame that but not in a balanced way. But now that it seems everyone is slowly getting rid of that I might try to put it into words. Maybe I can talk about in a way that it makes sense. Or as the tower of Babel works this information will slowly flow into everyone and I have to do nothing

>they don't know that there are more than 100
I realized it's almost impossible to come up with an universal magic system that will work through the ages. Different people and eras have different energetic structure. And the chakras are supposed to be a center point of energy circuits that go through multiple bodies/dimensions and as they "spin" you draw out/move the energy. Now I figured out how I don't even need to "spin" them anymore because you can connect to other rotation forces and the only thing you need to do is adjusting the speed. As my body started to awaken I realized most of my energy circuits are lacking and they all need different energies to awaken. Not to mention how you can use your physical body for multiple alchemical processes.

In the holidays the family talked about a local fraud who made fake wine in the past. Now she makes chakra wine. They knew that this is just a "new brand" to sell fake wine but they asked me what is chakra again?
It's great when you realize everything you read about things needs to be interpreted in a different light now that your vision is opening and you know you have no way of explaining what is a chakra to complete mundanes.
So I said
>it's...a....mystical...organ...
Otherwise it would have been an eternal explanation about things with infinite depth. That no one gets. Mainstream spirituality is a mess.


Oh and rotting body parts means that some "old" and "dead" part of you is finally dying. It needs to happen so something new can take it's place. This is a long talk again about how the tree of life has a short of "shell" which is the "bark" of the tree and how it is a defensive mechanism but the tree constantly needs to "break it" as it grows. Whatever do what you are doing. It will work out. And don't forget your "light(er)"


Sunflower 01/20/2023 (Fri) 18:59 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2724 del
After the ritual for helping anon to "lift excalibur", I gained some kind of new awareness of past lives, as if the fog of the 1900s was mostly lifted as well. I still don't know exactly what the dagger received as a treat actually does, other than that it trumps any measure someone else could apply. Maybe it's my sense for picking the winning horse manifested as an artifact. In some odd way it can perhaps be said to have a similar quality as anon's wooden sword which only lectures people but it non-fatal. Being non-fatal in Ripper thinking is not the same however, it's more that it emphasizes the saving of someone's soul over mere punishment. The benevolence of not sending someone to hell, but just killing them so they don't have to end up there.

This morning I noticed that my awareness of the positioning of my hips, shoulders and head had increased. When trying to balance myself in front of a full body mirror, I found that the moves from latin american dance like merengue and salsa naturally integrated with my movements. An unexpected side effect of directly using Brazil as a connection point for the magic triangle.


Sunflower 01/20/2023 (Fri) 19:07 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2725 del
>>2724
There's also another encrypted module if anyone's interested (ask for a personal copy), it's an "expert level" system which sets up magic squares to manifest flowers. It's a very "provokative" system building on top of the galactic federation + orthodox Christianity while incorporating satanism. I won't call this a servitor because it really isn't, it manifests as cherubs multiplying in groups of 4 to create a grid, then each square manifests a "bodhisattva" flower. What is the purpose? It will enforce this kind of thinking.


Sunflower 01/20/2023 (Fri) 20:29 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2726 del
>>2724
>After the ritual for helping anon to "lift excalibur"

The tower of Babel is amazing it seems...

2 days ago an interesting vampire looking entity approached me while doing my meditation and she claimed be my "mother". I asked her in "what sense is she my mother". She is my "blood mother". The first being that was there when humanity gained the "red blood" in their veins. It was the most ancient and most peculiar blood magic. How you can trace back your most ancient bloodline traits and activate a peculiar trait from that. And this was the minor thing the greater thing was the "blood sacrifice". When you don't sacrifice by spilling blood but everything that your blood touches are a sacrifice. Interesting energy work mechanisms were learned with that.

Now yesterday. I was in a japanese shrine with a "sword maiden". When women use swords it's mostly ritualistic. The way they wield it is more important than themselves. It was a lesson about tools and artifacts.

I was that sword. No more accurately my spine was the sword. She stabbed the "3 worlds" with it which are the "internal body dimensions". They are sorta the meridians... sorta. With that the sword created the "connection". After that she started to show me the moves. The sword is "inanimate". It has no will on it's own. But when it's used the sword can tell it's wielder how to wield it. As it's being wielded the energies "merge". As the sword is being "held" it "warms up". The feeling of "warmth" is the first sign of "connection". Then she stabbed a leopard in my brain. My awakened emotions are getting more refined as the days go by but they are still too wild. The Leopard represented the "blood". The "emotional cores" that are "inherited". Then a big Tiger. Those were the emotional values that you gained when you became a sort of "apex predator". An apex predator needs to give it's "All" when it "hunts" otherwise it might fail. But that was the "animal stage". Humans contain the animal stage but they need to go "Beyond it". As the "predators" were killed the sword gained their energy. The sword is the wielder and everything it "slays". With that I felt that my energies are far more stable and even more potent. While the sword is a tool that as useful as it's wielder now it's beyond that. The sword makes use of it's "wielder" with the energies in it. Then at the last lesson the miko grabbed the sword put it near the side of her neck and I asked her.
>What are you doing?
>I am becoming one with the sword
I know I could have told her not to do that because the whole lesson/interaction was fun. But this wasn't about that. This was about the understanding. I am the sword and she wants to become one with the sword. She is not a sword so to become the sword she needs to die. Live by the sword die by the sword. Her existence was for the sword. Sacred tools are more important than their wielders sometimes. They have a will on their own. As she stabbed her neck from the sides with a clean cut that results in a painless instant death. I realized that the "heat goes away". The human body gets cold as the sword. They share their heat from now on. And as the heat goes away the feelings remain. She became one with the sword.

It was an another lesson about anima animus.

Then it turned out the Miko was the spirit of Kaguya and now that she is not in that form anymore she can show me something. I asked what is the next "lesson". No lessons here. This is a "technique". As she was doing some interesting sword wielding moves. She showed me how I can pull up a sort of "Kinetic force" (air element like) that "cracks the spine into it's place" even better. With this I unlocked a more stable more dominant energy type.


And I was wondering what might have happened in the discord chatrooms hours ago. Guess now I know. Also while I think I understand you more after this I am never sure I am understanding a part of you that you understand the same way.


Sunflower 01/20/2023 (Fri) 20:44 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2727 del
>>2726
Some side notes. The spots of the Leopard represent the Blood cells. While the stripes of the tigers represent how the "emotions" overtakes the body when they are used to move it. (I used this trick a lot in the past to gain superhuman strength like >>2708 pic related but I didn't use a servitor I used my will and enforced it with powerful emotions. Like how some roidfags yell when lifting but I don't need to yell. There is an animal growl like sound that the body understands far better and can give you an instant "battle trance". The problem with that I just used it and it solved every problem and because of that there were no "warm up periods" or maintenance for the body. As years go by the body gets real tense and rigid. That was the first thing I had to fix)

And blood contains iron.


Sunflower 01/20/2023 (Fri) 22:57 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.2728 del
So I asked my servitors to make an astral object to give to a friend and since I didn't know how the object worked very well, my servitors too didn't seem to know how to do it, and after a while they made it, but it broke apart and dissolved as soon as my friend received it, is there a way to bypass my lack of knowledge and make them be able to craft complex astral objects like electronics, even if I just have a superficial knowledge of how it works?

Do good luck spells cost virtue if we make them and actually benefit from it, like by winning something that would be very hard to win otherwise like in a gatcha, cassino, lottery, or just being lucky in general?


Sunflower 01/20/2023 (Fri) 23:44 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2729 del
>>2728
When I create something complex I make use of my Astra (yes, my Astra who has local training in this) to build the different parts, then gradually add them into an object that works. Earlier I would also double check with Yuuka or my galfed assistant (who often made good sketches but made mistakes in the technical side of it).

For example, something like this
>>2563
I told Astra to
>show me the kind of body that works best for this idea
then showing her the concept I had in mind. Astra would then suggest something, to which I may tell her
>I don't like those breasts, can you show me different types that would work for that kemono body
and she would give examples. Then I would do this for every part, eventually telling Astra to add them into a functional body type. Then I'd add functionality in the same way, until all parts are in place. To finish the artifact I would tell Astra to create an indestructible design stored on a module, going all the way from the perspective of higher gods and down so that it can function during the entire process of cultivation for the user. Astra would then channel higher gods and get guidance as she created the module.


Sunflower 01/21/2023 (Sat) 17:23 Id: 2640e6 [Preview] No.2732 del
>>2729
Interesting, thanks for the answers.

>To finish the artifact I would tell Astra to create an indestructible design stored on a module, going all the way from the perspective of higher gods and down so that it can function during the entire process of cultivation for the user. Astra would then channel higher gods and get guidance as she created the module.
Hope I can do this stuff one day.

>Astra would then channel higher gods and get guidance as she created the module.
Can Astra get info from Gods without me being able to channel them? Are they ok with this? I feel like they would prefer that I interact with them myself.


Sunflower 01/21/2023 (Sat) 18:07 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2733 del
>>2732
>Can Astra get info from Gods without me being able to channel them? Are they ok with this? I feel like they would prefer that I interact with them myself.
There is no difference
t. higher gods

Astra can do whatever you ask her to do, just be specific. I think by now that the Astra hivemind would know what higher gods are, so you can probably use that wording in a command. Higher gods will just not answer if they aren't ok with it. If you are able to bother them it means you are pretty ethereal so then it can't be irrelevant to them. You are already synced with them if you can reach them. Astra is part of you, besides up there they're often in a state of union or function as collectives or hives, so they don't see this as odd. Just be clear on what you want help with, if it's about spiritual cultivation they will help. Even if you're making a kemono doll as a way to inspire spiritual progress, it still counts.


Sunflower 01/21/2023 (Sat) 19:01 Id: 2640e6 [Preview] No.2739 del
>>2733
>There is no difference
>t. higher gods
Oh, that's great.

>Just be clear on what you want help with, if it's about spiritual cultivation they will help. Even if you're making a kemono doll as a way to inspire spiritual progress, it still counts.
Nice.

What about Greek, Norse or Hindu Gods? Do you think they would mind if I asked for her to get info/channel them?
What if it's for selfish(?) political reasons?


Sunflower 01/21/2023 (Sat) 19:21 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2741 del
>>2739
You should just go and ask and if they don't like it they will tell. It's easy to gain the support of entities if your intentions are clean and clear.
>selfish
there is selfish selflessness and selfless selfishness
Selfish selflessness when you want something but if that happens it benefits a lot of people not just you (or if it happens to you you will use that benefit to help others either human or spiritual).
Then the selfless selfishness when you think what you do is good for everyone but in reality it just makes things worse. Bunch of political ideologies are in this category. I DO THIS FOR THE PEOPLE SO EVERYONE SHOULD BE GLAD I AM DOING THIS. I always hope these people are secretly evil and know what they are doing... but usually it turns out most of them have no idea...

And sometimes they will tell you why it is better to not meddle with things. Not just because it's not allowed but because letting some things happen is necessary. They told me that I can meddle with this Ukraine crap. But they explained to me what will happen if I let them destroy themselves on their own. Not to mention that nowadays I unlocked a bunch of new abilities but now my lesson is to not use them because it will fuck up the energy cultivation/development of my body. Seriously just ask them. The only reason why I am not asking entities nowadays because I don't want to converse them for hours because that makes me "tune out" of reality. I learn too many things and perspectives when talking to them.


Sunflower 01/21/2023 (Sat) 20:07 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2743 del
>>2739
Oh and a pro tip.

I am not familiar with the history of your land before christianity took control over there but as I was meditating yesterday I accidentally made connection with some indian traditions. Try to figure out/make connection with the "forgotten" entities of your land. While the gods you listed are "high and mighty" forgotten entities can be asked to make some "trouble" around you. Hard to explain the reason but they are happy that someone is willing to remember them and give them a "renewed access" to the physical. Also they are usually pissed about the modern world and that nobody notices them anymore. Also I am pretty sure you have some sort of hidden connection to the local energies already. Hard to explain. It's Fate. Usually there is a reason why how and where we incarnate. Just try to "see" them. Or call them "into your life". They are usually silent because they know they are "Unwanted guests" in the modern world. Make them feel welcome


Sunflower 01/21/2023 (Sat) 21:29 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2745 del
>>2739
>What about Greek, Norse or Hindu Gods? Do you think they would mind if I asked for her to get info/channel them?
I'll make a list based on my experience:
Greek
Minerva/Athena: The god of military strategy, rather tough and doesn't mind you being straightforward with what you want. Her gong can manifest as an owl, so if you see one around it indicates her protection.

Norse
Odin: used to be an egregore but was awakened as a real god through ritual worship. Contrary to the classic image he looks a bit "weeby", more like a boy with a huge viking helmet with horns.
Thor: Feels like talking to a modern gangster or drug dealer, soft voice but don't mess with him. Ask about the hammer.
Freya: Green hair and biker outfit when I saw her, if you're ok with someone who has that look, you can do fine with her.
Loki: Genderbender. Indeed a trickster, will appear as male or female just to mess with you. Probably best to stay on guard.

Hindu
Shiva: Also kind of a trickster, likes to use irony to make you awaken. Male but can show himself as a woman for reasons stated above. Also a warrior, came to instruct me after about 18 months of Ashtanga yoga.

Kali: The god of death, I'm fine with her but probably not for everyone. She can probably kill someone who doesn't show proper respect, but doesn't mind being sexualized either if you do.

Krishna/Radha: I'm not sure if these are actual gods or what they are, I think they're more like a title, a force of nature.

Catholic

Adding saints because they're also relevant here.

Mary: Just ask, she doesn't mind.

Barbara: The saint of artillerymen, popularized as Megumin (no joke, look into her story, she had her breasts cut off). If you want a blessing to protect yourself from being shot, this is the one to ask, treat her right.

Lucy: Not sure what to say, used to help refugees in tunnels under Rome, decent saint.

Olga of Kiev: Don't mess with her, for some reason it's ok to commit genocide if it's against Ukrainians, you can still be a saint. Founder of Russia.

>What if it's for selfish(?) political reasons?


Sunflower 01/21/2023 (Sat) 21:33 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2746 del
>>2745
>What if it's for selfish(?) political reasons?
Also works if it correlates with what they want. Fun fact: what is known as the Russian Orthodox church is entirely a creation of KGB. They started off wanting to use the propaganda value of religion but somewhere down the road they autistically studied the bible from a communist psychology perspective until they got lost in it and started channelling Mary. They're still doing this but they treat it as science and she doesn't mind because whatever works.


Sunflower 01/21/2023 (Sat) 23:04 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2749 del
>>2745
>Olga of Kiev: Don't mess with her, for some reason it's ok to commit genocide if it's against Ukrainians

I know nothing about her but the statement is true.
This is what multiple entities told me too. I have no idea what exactly the Ukries are doing (tho I got a pretty long list of things the entities are pissed about) but not the land nor the Ukraine country egregore nor any natural protective entity cares about them. They even told me that if the war continues the "pollution" that "they" did to some leylines will go away the land will repower and because it is connected to the leyline that is nearby...

It was obv a war would break out for a while. Zelenshit was too cocky and literally pissed off every every country around him with the way they treat non-Ukrainians. The only thing they could use was the anti-Russia sentiment and the support from the Biden family. But still... The war broke out after the day I destroyed my "apocalypse axe" that I got from an other timeline because I was getting rid of "useless artifacts" that took up space in my mind. I had too many already. *sigh* I almost feel bad letting those shits die but the radio just said days ago they are continuing fucking with the populace who still practice their "original culture" that belongs to my country. Not to mention how a bunch of "scheduled NWO plans" are going to the trashcan if this war gets prolonged. Unbelievable

>Russian Orthodox church is entirely a creation of KGB
Yeah it's weird. After the death of Stalin they realized they can't get rid of religion and they shouldn't because it gives them a different way into minds of people. Commies made sure to treat non-atheists as 2nd class citizens but they knew they can't get rid of them and if they do they will just make trouble. Better to keep them in control than have them as enemies. I will not even write down that shit how after the fall of Constantinople they claimed to be the "3rd Rome" and that made them a more older and more proper "Third Reich" before Hitler even came up with the idea. Egregore politics are the dumbest fucking thing. Shame they govern the flow of history


Sunflower 01/21/2023 (Sat) 23:29 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2750 del
>>2749
Oh wait just read the wiki to make sure my knowledge is right. Stalin let them practice their religion when the war broke out to gain patriotic support roflmao. Then commies got mean again when they "won". No mention when did the KGB "integrate them"

>Moscow Patriarchate was "practically a subsidiary, a sister company of the KGB"
funny wording
No wonder Putin likes them and they treat Putin as a savior
Oh, those Russians...


Sunflower 01/21/2023 (Sat) 23:31 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2751 del
>>1591
See above, that eastern line is going pretty close to Kiev and Kharkiv.
>>2749
>if the war continues the "pollution" that "they" did to some leylines will go away
When the refugees first came to my country and there weren't even any of them for miles near my physical location, the egregore was still instantly polluted with a "chemical" stench. It took me a few days to clear it out and it's still there in the background because their egregore is penetrating through the political sphere with all the "support Ukraine" shilling. There's this dirty yellow whitish cloud of particles constantly trying to force its way in. It seems somehow related to the spell placed on Navalny to make him popular.


Sunflower 01/21/2023 (Sat) 23:36 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2752 del
>>2751
It's made up from stolen nectar (probably harvested from children) to make him seem like a saint in people's minds. It will take effect from just seeing his face or hearing his voice in recordings. It's very persistent.

I had Astra burn it away as much as possible, then asked from higher god support to get a counter-blessing from them to place on Trump just to mess with everyone. They agreed.


Sunflower 01/21/2023 (Sat) 23:38 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2753 del
If you want to get into this spiritual war, ask Astra for the "indoctrinator" module.


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 00:04 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2754 del
>>2751
Thankfully the Ukraine government is causing enough trouble for our government on a weekly basis so we really not supporting any side. We are the "evil NATO country" because we are not allowing weapon smuggling and only give medical support. We are almost more neutral on this whole thing than fucking Switzerland. And almost the only anti-war country of the west. Good thing covid happened otherwise this whole thing would look crazy. It's just the "new craze".

But seriously that "NWO" plan how they would wreck the entire european agriculture by coming up with laws that will ruin most farmers. Then an agricultural monopoly gets slowly established (and no one would bat an eye because the agriculture of europe is so strong and Ukraine and Argentine imports would make it not even noticeable on consumer prices but our friendly NWO "Philantropes" would buy up and develop Ukraine into the only proper not sanctioned agrarian idyll. But oops. The famine protocol got fucked up because killing european farmers will be hard when everyone notices the food prices and Ukraine is not gonna give us surplus food for the next 3-7 years. Not to mention chinks buy up the whole output of Ukraine products every year(also pisses off the land egregore. People need to consume their own fruits on their own land)

>If you want to get into this spiritual war, ask Astra for the "indoctrinator" module.
I am already in the middle of it. The funny part is it seems everything is going as it should. I hope everyone else will do their part. I cannot do things in other countries. It will just get cancelled out. Not to mention entities told me I should not forcibly awaken others yet. My methods are still too raw (and it will get more people killed) I spent a whole day making up a proper peace resolution manifestation with the Ukraine land spirits last year and the next days the peace envoy got executed and it was in every news media and forgotten within a week. Like wtf. Not to mention when I sent something against Israel because I got angry with their "New Khazaria" plan they told Zelensky to "accept the terms of Putin" AND IT WAS IN THE NEWS AND NOTHING HAPPENED AGAIN. It turns out Israel has no interest in fucking Ukraine and those shits in the Ukraine cabinet are a whole different of retards. Not to mention Israel is trying to be nice to Russia in this whole thing so Putin doesn't arm Iran to the teeth. Not having half the USA army in the middle east makes the jews a little antsy nowadays. Am just cultivating in peace and letting this play out. I will play my cards if they think they are allowed to play "wild cards" without consequences


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 00:17 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2755 del
>>2754
>peace resolution manifestation with the Ukraine
Unfortunately this can't work because Zelenski is a US puppet, he does not represent Ukraine. The egregore of the nation does not accept him but treats him as a foreign agent. That is why they have to assassinate journalists and now created a law which can ban media outlets directly. A leader must channel the nation's egregore to be legitimate, right now Ukraine does not have such a leader and neither does the owner of the puppet, USA. They're forcing a net in place but it doesn't belong there. If they move too much it would come off. They talk big but in reality they are super nervous and don't dare upsetting things. Cut a few strings and it will all fall off like a cloak, exposing the real face of evil.


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 00:48 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2756 del
>>2755
>Unfortunately this can't work
Yeah I know. The idea was that they throw them out. I didn't expect them to be that trigger happy to their "own people".

The entities told me if I let the "charade going" the whole stage will collapse and the puppetmasters will die to their own hubris.
It's just weird. I am micromanaging a bunch of things in my country and on other factors for almost a decade and now it seems doing nothing is the best

>They're forcing a net
When I found out how their own factions are not even supporting them but they don't know where to defect yet so they are trying their best to "stay low and obedient looking". Urgh. Good thing I am getting the "spiritual war perspective" where you look at the whole thing as an "antfarm" and not get too excited about the progression of things. Same old same old. Some humans are thinking they are smart for making others to do the dumbest of things again. Nothing new.
At least you can have nice conversations with entities while looking at the "antfarm"


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 01:12 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2757 del
>>2756
The problem with this idea of spreading the "west" egregore using local "rebels" as an excuse for invading and installing puppet governments, is that it never creates legitimacy. They seem to think it does, but they are just stretching out the tentacles of this thing into all countries. They aren't going to internalize the fake principles of world bank "democracy" because those are void of content. The moment this octopus stops holding them in a firm grip, everyone will just fall back to being what they were before. No one was "liberated", they are just temporarily submitting to shock and awe tactics. This whole thing started with people who do not know themselves, and who are not honest to themselves. It's fake all the way from the beginning. It may create an illusion within them that this is all there is, and that lies are true if you say they are. But it's not even paper thin. What is "materialism" even? All they have is the idea of the existence of an "objective" reality, but not even this much is true. A shared idea does not look the same to most people, this "materialism" doesn't look the same either, "objectivism" isn't objective.

Truth and reality has the advantage that you do not need to keep them in memory. There is no strain in submitting to them, empty your mind and those are what remain. Lies on the other hand must be memorized, they do not make sense and their principles must be forced in place like an ill fitting suit. Trying to uphold them will put you in an instant disadvantage, the fight didn't start yet and you're already sweating.

It's that simple.


>now it seems doing nothing is the best
It depends on who did things before and if you understand which of the events were started by whom and for what reason. If you don't see it clearly, doing nothing is probably best.


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 01:25 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2758 del
>>2757
One important aspect here is that the "west" has a lot of paper capital. It's not real money, not real assets. They gained this "capital" through the threat of violence alone. That means the only thing they have is the potential for destruction. This "capital" you cannot eat and it does not provide shelter. It may create some kind of happiness among those who hate the world and want to see it burn, but it's limited to that much in terms or positivity.

Now that someone threw a wench into their machine, the paper money must be put to the test. It was not meant to be used, you were supposed to just fear their weapons of destruction and hand over the things you created.

But they took this too far. When you rob someone down to the point that they can no longer live, the person can only die or fight back. He cannot hand over what was already stolen. He has nothing, so the response to the threat of violence, will be actual violence. And it will be the kind of desperate violence a person uses when pushed against the wall fearing for his life. It won't be that of the coward trying to act like a bully.

So now all the nations who relied on this threat of violence for their sustenance, have to send their weapons to Ukraine. Where they are quickly used up, because they were only meant as repellents, not as actual weapons of war.

How long until it start to sink in that the threat of violence no longer exists? After emptying their stockpiles while relying on free market production of arms instead of national state production, their hands are now empty. Expensive and advanced "weapon systems" that look good on the record, but in reality consist of 2-3 long distance artillery units. That's what some of the governments had. It takes 2-3 bombs and they have no defense. The whole point was that no one was supposed to throw 2-3 bombs at them.


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 02:41 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.2759 del
>>2752
>I had Astra burn it away as much as possible, then asked from higher god support to get a counter-blessing from them to place on Trump just to mess with everyone. They agreed.
That's funny.

>>2753
>If you want to get into this spiritual war, ask Astra for the "indoctrinator" module.
I might, but I have to figure out if me doing things will be better than just letting it play out.
I still worry about how it would effect people with souls in the country, no idea how many there are but those might be precious people.

The president that stole the election already put a new commander of the army in place, someone who was always supposedly on his side. He also has plans to create a presidential/Bolivarian Army composed of foreign soldiers, since he can't trust the army after stealing the elections. The mainstream media and artists all get generous gibs despite already being rich.
It's a shitshow of corruption.


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 02:50 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.2760 del
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>>2745
>Minerva/Athena: The god of military strategy, rather tough and doesn't mind you being straightforward with what you want. Her gong can manifest as an owl, so if you see one around it indicates her protection.
Nice, yeah I feel like I'll have to meet her eventually.

>Odin
>I had a vision of him just the other day, but I worry about working with "King types".
>Freya
I've met her last year, looked like a 10/10 blonde. Seems like she's also a Goddess of war, thats good.

>Shiva
Haven't interacted much but I like him.

>Barbara: The saint of artillerymen, popularized as Megumin (no joke, look into her story, she had her breasts cut off). If you want a blessing to protect yourself from being shot, this is the one to ask, treat her right.
Interesting.

>Mary: Just ask, she doesn't mind.
Hmm, I'll consider it.

>Olga of Kiev
I think I've seen her around a few years ago, I really like how she avenged her husband.

I have no experience with the others or don't really want to, I really want to avoid any tricksters since I'm not properly able to communicate with beings, but Shiva might be needed.


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 03:02 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.2761 del
>>2741
>there is selfish selflessness and selfless selfishness
>Selfish selflessness when you want something but if that happens it benefits a lot of people not just you (or if it happens to you you will use that benefit to help others either human or spiritual).
>And sometimes they will tell you why it is better to not meddle with things. Not just because it's not allowed but because letting some things happen is necessary.
Interesting, I have no idea what I'm not allowed to do or what needs to happen that I shouldn't change, nor if I'm allowed to do similar things to the surrounding countries, I think I might be allowed to since they are all in cahoots with what is going on. All of the same corrupt gang as far as I know.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/S%C3%A3o_Paulo_Forum

>>2743
>Also I am pretty sure you have some sort of hidden connection to the local energies already. Hard to explain. It's Fate.
I've seen a few Indian entities before, I don't know about what kind of beings they are so I avoid them.

>>2753
If you want to get into this spiritual war, ask Astra for the "indoctrinator" module.
Could you tell me how this works or how I'm allowed to use it? I understand if you don't want to say it here.


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 03:42 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2763 del
>>2761
>Could you tell me how this works or how I'm allowed to use it? I understand if you don't want to say it here.
It's a very "mechanical" program I've been working on and just finished. It's a method for forcefully reprogramming unsalvageable or otherwise extremely resistant hostiles where for some reason it's better to try to re-educate them instead of destroying them. It's meant to be used on those evil elites who manage to stay around by tying enormous resources to themselves or evil spirits on the astral which turn into rock-like material when reduced down to their core. Some of them have simply amassed stupidity to avoid understanding anything that could shatter their delusions. It's for breaking down their concepts and installing correct thought patters with no concern for their experience of it, because their behaviour is such that letting them continue is harmful to absolutely everyone. At this point even the gods will consider it justified.

When I had all parts in place I asked Astra to attach it all into a shareable storage media for the Remote and other devices. After I activated it I realized the program now appears with an avatar which is a girl with a big butt wearing bloomers.

I asked why this was and received the reply that it's important to stay warm... I asked again, why a girl with bloomers, this is a device containing the most forceful brainwashing tools I could create. The reply I got was
>that's why it's suitable to let it have a "masculine" avatar
Yeah...

So if you wonder why it looks like that, no I did not make a servitor, it's a program, and glowies will hate it. It's pure functionality and for some reason that means it has to look like a loli with bloomers.

It's not a fun thing to play with so there won't be a sigil for this, letting Astra share it ensures no one can attempt to reverse engineer it without being allowed to, as they first need to install Astra.


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 17:41 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2765 del
>>2757
>this octopus
hahahaha
this is how they portrayed the USSR back then. It had so many versions. These rebel psiops was their thing. THe Brezhnev doctrine was about this install puppet government puppet government gets overthrown and "we protect every commie state" so we invade to "defend them". This is why the USSR fell apart and the FBI and CIA developed so many psiops to counter psiops...
>defeat the big red
>now we can be the big bad
History is a mess and they are just repeating things that didn't work even back then.
>It depends on who did things before and if you understand which of the events were started by whom and for what reason
There are many structures in place that just await the people to "stop being retarded". While I know this sounds totally impossible but in my country I see that people are not the blindest zombie retards. And if they are they are kept in check or have no power. We expected our fellow neighbors to keep the anti globohomo sentiment and slowly make sure to make the EU less retarded but thx to Ukraine Poland revved up all their hatred against Russians and the other countries around us are pushovers... Which is not a problem if the "main influence" finally dies.
>If you don't see it clearly
No I see too clearly and if these fucks want to wreck their own economy and die in the most meaningless war ever then I must let them. I did my part and if I do more then others won't do their part. I respect people who know how to play a game. And the current "puppermasters" clearly have no idea what the fuck they are doing. They think it's simple when they are at home and they play with daddy's credit card and no one dares to do a thing because everyone knows my daddy. It's unbelievable that things gotten this far.

>Lies on the other hand must be memorized
I noticed in the past decade that people have such an empty life sometimes that even "living a lie" is more meaningful for them than "interacting with reality". And they are using these people as the main cannon fodder. Shame they are not even half as durable than the scum the commies used.
The whole NWO plan and strategies are just reused commie tactics but even more dumb and less organized.
But yeah as you say here
>>2758 They have nothing but "paper" and the soviets lost to this "paper" so paper is unbeatable! I said in the beginning of the war to people around me if Putin doesn't solve this under 2 weeks the whole Russian economy will collapse. And it did... But Putin made so many countermeasures against that since 2014 that they are back on the USSR power dynamics were money is not the important factor but international relationships and governmental stability. It was a true achievement. Showing the hypocrisy of the "west" making USA collapse their own arrogance on their head. The only surprising thing that is there that this charade is still going. But Ukraine using world war era meatgrinder tactics against the country that "perfected it"? Not to mention Putin figured out how to turn this dragged out war to his advantage. They wanted to bleed Russia to death but instead the west will choke on it's own blood.
>threat of violence no longer exists
not to mention nobody wants to fight. That is the real deal breaker. Making nationalism and patriotism the BIG BAD makes people with fighting spirit not want to die for retards who don't represent them. Men follow leaders that they see themselves in. Nowadays we don't really have those things. The brainwashing they use stops at the first gunshot. It's an insult how weak it is and how well it works on some people.


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 18:17 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2766 del
>>2765
And when I say I am doing nothing that doesn't exactly mean nothing. What I am doing is instead of indoctrination it's a "dedoctrination". I realized I don't want to continue indoctrinating people. I don't want "retarded slaves" that need to be micromanaged constantly. They create as much value as I assign to them. I want to focus on the path and not waste my time with them. Entities like that I am not wanting to make some past life mistakes again so I figured out what is the most simple (and the hardest) solution. It's funny because it correlates with your thing but slightly different. I will just increase the power output of the entities and they will "get back" their people. And to do that I have to master "their power" and bring it to "this world". Shiva the ultimate reality. Destruction but only the energies that keep them in the "prison of their mind". People can be smart but you need to destroy everything that makes them dumb. And no I am not saying ban every media. Just make people see how dumb that it is. And it's working around me for a while. I realized making long rants and speeches all the time is tiring. And no not the "you ruined the family reunion with blaming the jews kind of way" but the people agree with you when the conversation ends way. Too much effort too little effect. You are just washing out their brainwashing. I will simply make them get rid of that themselves. The nature of free will gets weird on the higher levels. But you can make people realize it. It's not that I am "burning karma" but making sure people will absolve their karma by realizing that they can do something good/useful instead of suffering constantly for being retards. I am not saying it works all the time and some people need to suffer before they awaken. My "old" methods put too much strain on my being. This will not. Anathema is not just eternal destruction. It's a weapon... more like a power source that can kill a god. But in reality you cannot kill a god. Only those who pretend to be one. I am not advocating passive resistance here. I am activating my true power here because wasting my destiny in a meaningless war where in the best case scenario I become a "legend" but I will die with the feeling that I wasted yet an another life on meaningless shit like this is not gonna happen again. Only slaves want slaves. I want proper people around me that I can trust that they will be proper people when I am not seeing their actions. I realized I cannot save people who want to die.
And I talked to entities about this and some people just so disconnected from their "source" that existence is the most painful thing for them. You either reconnect them or let them die. The inbetween is to "enslave them by giving them a purpose" is something entities like to do but eh... Maybe if I am really bored and have nothing better to do. I always had dreams when I am on a journey and people follow me but they always died around me left and right and only I remained in the end. I will decide what I will do with this later on.


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 18:27 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2767 del
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>>2749
>I have no idea what exactly the Ukries are doing (tho I got a pretty long list of things the entities are pissed about) but not the land nor the Ukraine country egregore nor any natural protective entity cares about them. They even told me that if the war continues the "pollution" that "they" did to some leylines will go away
I asked Orabas
>>2762
to show me what they did in a way so that I could understand it, then to expand so I can see the full context.

What I got was the following:
>men cutting the throats of children and letting the blood empty into a barrel
>men cutting heads off children, same procedure
>baby being cut up and grilled, then placed on dinner table
>people drinking blood from bowls
>people getting blood injected
>prisoner in underground cellar hung up and beaten with sledgehammer, causing his bones to break
>oligarchs/rich farmers inviting foreigners to take part in activities mentioned
He then said they do everyone's dirty work in Ukraine. What came up here before is correct; but those are not "biolabs" for creating covid or biological weapons. Those are Adrenachrome factories, trafficked children end up there and have their blood harvested. Rich westerners rely on them for their longevity. That's why they are so pissed about Russia taking that piece of land. It could possibly restrict their access to young blood and shorten their lifespan somewhat.

That's all this is about, they don't care about what they cause anyone else as long as they can live their degenerate lives a little longer. It's just mediocre evil with no ambitions.

Orabas then said
If a flash from the sky killed every single one of them it would only benefit the world. Too bad nukes aren't real. Even if you killed all the children too, it would not be any harm. If they grow up there they will certainly end up in hell, killing them could save their souls from this fate. Just obliterate them.


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 18:54 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2772 del
>>2766
>you can make people realize it
I'm beyond working on those kinds of people. The indoctrinator is for stopping their harmful behaviour, because they only do harm when left alone, and killing them is too much work. It's not about enslaving someone. It's about some retard coming to attack you day after day and you beat him down every time, until you realize this guy needs to be beaten a lot harder or he will never stop. You try that and all he does it complain and then he's back to attacking you after. So the solution is to capture him, starve him and re-educate him using conditioning, if he behaves badly, beat him, if he behaves correctly, give a treat. Then just repeat until it's worn into his brain and he starts behaving when released. At this point I don't care about them realizing anything, they aren't going to. This is about protecting me and those I care about. Those people should preferably be killed as fast as possible, but as I said that is difficult because they are many and entangled into social systems.


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 19:06 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2773 del
>>2759
Oh and forgot to mention that yeah your continent was a "commie testing ground" back then and the "elites" are just trying to reignite that. Even Stalin hated Trotskysm. I have no idea how could that even work out this time. The base idea they are using just doesn't work in practice. But do what you can. I think you need to become more active anyway but never overextend. Only pay attention for those who you care about and watch out how much energy you are wasting.

>I've seen a few Indian entities before, I don't know about what kind of beings they are so I avoid them.
Do you consider them worse than commies? Do you think they like commies? And yes your continent has weird ass entities and I know nothing about them but... what could go (even more) wrong? I only see opportunities here. And a bunch of fun adventures.

Oh and maybe I should share some entity experiences too.
>Odin
>I worry about working with "King types".
You see Odin is not exactly a "kingtype". He is more like a warriorwizard that became a king after many accomplishments. While I know the mechanics he used to get his power I am not using the "exact same style" as him because I have a better connection to other sources. But you can make use of him because he knows how war works to your advantage. And I am not saying (You) will go to war. No you make others get rid of those who think they are the "masters of war". But then again you have those indian warlike entities around you already. Ask Odin for some advice on that maybe. Entities told me that "slaying the inhabitants of the world tree" is not advised it's better to befriend them. The reason is because you need "protectors" and if you kill the protectors you need to recruit new ones. Also Odin shits his pants from Ragnarok. You need to master that process (yes I am talking about Anathema). Maybe he can give some advice about that too.
Athena is good for wisdom but her wisdom is the "statecraft" wisdom. Be it material or spiritual. She revealed a mystery to me about myself and I am not really talking to her since that. She is not good at "spiritual wisdom" that belongs to Hermes.
And yeah ask Mary. She can help you "rev up" the "christian factions".

And about Shiva and the other hindu gods. Shiva is too based. He might instantly notice you help you and get rid most of your problems if you are compatible with him without asking him to even do that especially if you are serious about your path. He and the other vedic gods literally chased away all the "not that nice" djinn from me because it seems the vedic gods and the djinn hating each other a lot. PakistanvsIndia is the mundane manifestation but the real reason why they hate them because the djinn ruined their "female principle" They enslaved the females in such a retarded way the feminine principle cannot manifest truly and the male energies will go out of control no matter what. I am not talking about feminist type of shit the point is that the masculine and the feminine aspect needs to reach it's exalted stage then you can go beyond the "gender". The djinn fucked that up and females can't escape from their system without becoming utterly evil and scheming. I don't think you need to worry about the djinn because your territory never had islamic rule. Also when I ask for opinions from Shiva about other (kinda hostile) entities and if I should keep them around to see what I can learn from them his answer is usually just evaporating them


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 19:14 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2774 del
>>2767
>pics
I remember that... got forgotten within 2 weeks. Russia even made a statement that they shoot out the biolabs officially but nobody cared. >RUSSIA BAD THEY LIE (probably)
And yeah the "elites" somehow realized that Ukraine is the best hotspot for "these things". The population is mostly pure because it's rural overall. Nobody notices some missing children and authorities are cheap. It's close to EU/middle-east and Russia so if any authority is chasing you you can flee to a place where that authority has no power. They wanted to make them "EU member" but only in that way that Ukraine will get no EU regulations but only money. That way Ukraine is a sort of "no mans land". Not to mention some relatives of mine were in Ukraine before the war and having armed guards around every "estate of value" is completely normal. They are in a "constant war" after all. And the most retarded thing of them all is that they need people from this "altitude" because the blood "down there" is bad for "civilized people". Sandniggers and niggers are full with parasites because they eat the most rotten meats in that climate. And other countries are not absolute pushovers. Ukraine is constantly enslaved and they got used to that. They won't and can't complain. Do this shit in Bulgaria or in other med/slavic country and you get lynch mobs. Ukraine is the weirdest mess

>>2772
Can't relate to this :(
My enemies die too fast. If not then I will experiment on them to see why they are not dying to figure out a way to learn their secrets. Guess having Kali and Shiva around you makes you the last motherfucker people would try to mess with. Also my country has anti globohomo measures for a while. We are not even in any "eyes" programs. As if we would ever trust anyone with that.
And entities are sorta protecting me. They try to make me focus on my path and leave the "warpath". The important thing is "winning the war" and not engrossing yourself with eternal battle. There are astral realms for that. Now I have to focus on peace. (The point is to understand peace. Even if you are in a war or in great peril your mind and body needs to be in constant state of peace and calm otherwise you ruin your focus and you destroy yourself. The point is to learn the proper amount of force usage and not destroy anything with overwhelming force that opposes me. It's my current lesson. Even canons explode if they have too much gunpowder in them and neglected maintenance. Killing the crew that handles the canons only benefits the enemy.)


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 20:01 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2775 del
>>2773
Now back to Shiva and other hindu gods. Shiva will help you if you are willing to focus on the spiritual as much as you can. If you want to do something else he will either ignore that or turn that into a lesson. And Shiva is a sort of Anathema (on steroids). So if you are going good and well on the path he will help you but if you have dumb questions (don't fear to ask them but if you have a dumb question and ask an even dumber question after that you should've figured on your own already then you might get some "funny" answers) or just not willing to "get the lesson" he will do his "trickster" nature. Different from the way demons do it. And in Hindu mythology demons are sometimes humans that realized some secrets of Brahma and used that to oppress humans and make them unable to follow dharma. Most hindu mythologies are all about gods incarnating to get rid of those guys.

And Kali is nice if you have the wisdom of Shiva already. If not then expect some fun interactions. Also she has a habit of getting rid of hostile entities out of boredom. Sometimes I have to ask her to not "eat them" because I want to know what they want first. And yes Kali is sexual but not in the lewd sense. She will make very angry and disappointed looks if your main reason is lust. When I got my "seeds" I had to channel energies into them to make them grow. They sorta turned into colorful portals in my body. As I was pulsating energies into them I realized this is like "arousing a vagina". (seeds need the proper moisture soil and heat so they can get "activated") I asked Kali
>will everything feel like I am having "sex" from now on?
She told me
>You are getting closer to the truth behind creation and sex is the most deeply embedded thing in humans that resembles creation in it's true nature
So yeah sexual but expect lessons.
>have orgasmic feeling
>orgasmic feeling is just a delivery system of an information you are embedding into your subconscious
The nerdiest shit ever.
>I had the greatest revelation but now I have the weirdest sense of horniness and I have no idea what to do with it

Narasimha is the avatar of Vishnu and the god of yoga and he will explain a bunch of yogic mechanism if you can hear it. Shiva doesn't really care about yoga itself but only about the "point" the yogic exercise is making. Sometimes he made me connect to yoga teachers that taught me the weirdest mudras (they almost made me vomit and shit myself so I kinda stopped with that... It was a mistake... I had to solve the problem a different way because of that it was worse ). The yoga they taught was energetic and the "physical part" complimented the energy and not the physical movements created/moved the energy. Hard to explain. It's like you are possessing your own energetic body to possess your flesh body. I needed that perspective because I am too "harsh" on my "meatsuit" and otherwise I wouldn't have gotten the "Point" of yoga.


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 20:02 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2776 del
>>2775

Ganesha and Vishnu (and some other hindu gods) are famous for granting Siddhis but Shiva is not. He will help you reach the ultimate reality and if you cannot realize any power from that maybe it's better if you have no power at all. Psychic powers are a sort of side effect of the awakening process anyways and shouldn't be the main goal.
Ganesha is more like about the hindu culture. I asked him if I should work with him but he told me that I am not "ceremonial" enough for his ways and Shiva will be more helpful for me.
Vishnu is cool. His ways are less extreme than Shiva's. If you need a less crazy ways on the path you can ask him. Krishna is his exalted human hero form and yeah calling him a force of nature is appropriate. He is incarnating when Vishnu is real pissed about some state of events. We have some weird Hare Krishna cults in my country but... They are just making the eastern religions kinda lame so the hindu gods are not really favoring them. Better than nothing but they told me to ignore them. They are a vish-vash of eastern religions and extremely lame.

Didn't really work with other avatars. The other vedic entities that are around me are not really represented in culture. They like me for some reason.

I worked with Mars and Saturn too (they sorta approached me on their own)

I didn't really bother with Thor because he is the God of Thunder (which is mostly the intimidating factor) I care about the "Lightning" itself more. It's pure energy. And I am not getting near Loki for a while. I will need his magic but as a "complimentary force" and my foundation is not ready for that.

Talked with Gaia about the forces of earth and how Tartarus works. Summoned some nymphs here and then.

Egyptian deities are a whole different thing. I might write a blogpost about that and how Moses gained some of their powers and how that "created" the entire "western" ceremonial magic. It's a hot mess. Enough text for today anyways.


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 20:03 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2777 del
>>2773
>He and the other vedic gods literally chased away all the "not that nice" djinn from me because it seems the vedic gods and the djinn hating each other a lot
This may be on case by case basis. I have lots of djinn and there hasn't been any conflict between them and Shiva or Kali. Djinn told me that they hate humans and Islam is not about saving any human, they can only reach the muslim paradise temporarily, and only men, women always go to hell in Islam. Instead the purpose is to just troll humans as much as possible until they realize they must become djinn to reach immortality. They admitted the Quran is a path to the bottom of hell, anyone following it by the book will end up there. Allah is real though and prayer works.

>>2774
My country is just me, my waifus, some reptilians and a bunch of golems/botsouls I keep in place so I can have services. It's almost complete zombieland. I've had entities possess people around me so they remain "alive" for over 10 years. I no longer see any natural people in this area, they're all as above or contracted by Gensokyo to stay around.

I think this whole thing is "done" now either way. Some clean up is needed but it's downhill from here.

This is for anyone:
There's now a box of chocolate on the coffee table of the Sunflower temple. I felt like I should share it, it's a present from our Russian friends. It's "magic" chocolate, it contains the experience of their high culture, like violin and figure skating. Everyone here have contributed so I think you should try it too. I'm impressed by the refinement of this item and the things hidden inside.


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 20:13 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2778 del
>>2775
>they almost made me vomit
Activating that reflex is a legit exercise in the Pradipika, it's perhaps one of the single most powerful exercises. No, this is not a "beginner" book even if you can begin with it. These exercises are super powerful, they are just simple in execution. And yes, it can be good to actually bring yourself all the way to throw up when doing this one.

>>2775
>>2776
I never contacted most of these entities, and I never asked them anything. It was more that I was training on my own and they would appear and silently comment on something or look at me like they were saying
>what are you up to?
It's something I took seriously in FD, to not pay any attention to whatever entities appear, because they can be illusions. Being very strict about this seems to attract tricksters.

I only ever summoned succubus and different assistant beings who are ok with being bossed around, until I decided to start looking into the Goetia related demons because it was the one thing I hadn't done. And I don't do this because I want something in specific from them, I'm just interested in who they are.


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 20:36 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2779 del
>>2777
I am eating dark chocolate in the last hours...

I mean I knew this will happen when the tower of Babel will properly work. This is it's main purpose. Syncing worlds and events in the most harmonious way. This is why if it collapses it creates/unleashes utter chaos.

>This may be on case by case basis
Well those djinn tried to use me for a "greater plan" and they didn't exactly tell me the details.
>they must become djinn
Yeah and vedic gods didn't want that to happen. It's not my path.
And yeah I can summon djinn if I want but random djinn is not allowed to enter to pester me with their "great ideas"

>My country is just me
Yeah I realized I don't really want that to happen again
It's sad to see everything to collapse when you "leave"

>No, this is not a "beginner" book
I know...
Also what happened that I lost complete control over my bowel system and started to shit myself like a baby when I was in that constant half trance for a week and what I had to realize how to reactivate the energetic systems of the body on my own. And yes it was powerful

>because they can be illusions
Yeah they have to explain what they want or I ignore them.

>I only ever summoned
Yeah... I don't know what counts even summoning anymore. Like I am not doing that ritual l a r p. It's just my thoughts are so strong they appear. First I was thinking I am just "creating them" but they always told me something useful so I stopped bothering with how "real" they are.

>FD
When you posted those movements last year an instinct activated in me. Like a dog growling at something hostile to chase it away. I didn't understand back then. I was thinking I have either no enlightenment or something weird is "there". Well it turned out you "summon" an animal into your body with those movements and you "feed" that animal with it then it becomes one with you.
Standard thing in yoga. The perfect erected spine is like a snake "standing up" and "hissing". FD had sg else. Entities told me to avoid it for a while and only look into it when I am "morbidly curious" and not for "pathworking"

>I don't do this because I want something in specific from them
Me neither. I can do most things on my own already. Usually they just appear to tell me how to do it better.
I didn't summon the spiderqueen by intent either. I was just reading that blog and that blog had so much surplus "ceremonial black magic energy" that as I was reading it a black ritual table with candles and artifacts appeared then I was staring into a big campfire in the forest and the connection got established.
And entities usually appear when I sit down meditating because I have no regular "practice". I just let them tell their thing. They always have something. First I was vary of these things but everything they taught me so far is working.
Trusting beings on the path is weird. Who knows the truth better. Random masters. Weird cults. State approved religions. Or just entities that appear. Who taught the first masters?
I worry about these things less and less as I am going forward


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 20:49 Id: 2640e6 [Preview] No.2780 del
>>2773
>Do you consider them worse than commies? Do you think they like commies?
I don't, but I don't know their view on non-"Indians" and I don't feel ready for it. I may be going too fast lately, I need to slow down and fix some things like the dizziness now, and then find a way to actually communicate with beings or getting rid of the Anathema (which makes communication hard). There's will also be the kundalini stuff and more. I'm feeling overwhelmed at the moment.

>Also Odin shits his pants from Ragnarok. You need to master that process (yes I am talking about Anathema). Maybe he can give some advice about that too.
I see. I also want to save the "essence" of the Nordic and Germanic people's, like BO did with the Japanese, Western Euros and Blacks. No idea if its included in the Wester Euros part, if its already done, or if BO sees something bad in them.

>especially if you are serious about your path.
Oh boy.

>I don't think you need to worry about the djinn because your territory never had islamic rule.
They do have at least 1 city around these parts that has a lot of Muslims, but I don't know if they cause any trouble.


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 20:56 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2781 del
>>2780
>Japanese, Western Euros and Blacks
I can't tell, I went by the DNA of myself when incarnated in UK, but it turns out my mother was French. Blacks became beasts, I wasn't aware because I just collected DNA and stored them in the most perfect form. The Queen said I made a race of all-female furbeasts, implying black men shouldn't exist and that they aren't humans. She also said Indians are "white brahmins" and that Indonesians are a kind of hivemind monkeys.

>getting rid of the Anathema
Was there any improvement after the raising up of the sword ritual?


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 21:02 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2782 del
>>2780
>like the dizziness
Oh yeah figure those things out. Usually your body handles energy in a new way and you need to realize it or get used to it.

>which makes communication hard
Does he interrupt all the time?

>I'm feeling overwhelmed at the moment
At least you recognize your limits. I didn't. I went beyond always because I loved the feeling. Temperance is important.

>I don't know their view on non-"Indians"
They are usually connected to the land and not to a race of people. Races change all the time. "Racial" entities usually go away with their "race". Not to mention the way DNA works. Sometimes even the "slightest" ancestry counts. Like how I have "hyperborean dna" somehow. I was thinking they are fucking with me but they gave me something with that. If they say you are good enough then you are good enough. If not then why are they even "there"

>I don't feel ready for it
Then wait. Always ask yourself how you feel about your actions. If you are not ready it's always better to wait.

>>2781
>Indians are "white brahmins" and that Indonesians are a kind of hivemind monkeys
accurate


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 21:24 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2783 del
>>2782
Currently I have to "focus on my blood" to ground my energies. If I did proper yoga the energies would be pushed into the blood stream by default because those combination moves know what they are doing. Shame I am flexible as a rock (getting more flexible every day tho). But the point is to not put energy into my nerves because that just overcharges me. And overcharging the nerves without finding a way to release that energy is bad. Not to mention I had high voltage nerves since my childhood. Even my dad got those symptoms as I was growing up. It turned out my parents had an absolutely stunted psychic potential that they were extremely unaware and if I had awakened earlier they would have gone even more crazy.

Learning later in life that every dumb event in my past had a reason was weird.

>>2781
>after the raising up of the sword ritual
also am kinda curious about this if it's not big secret/too personal
I wonder how much different was from mine.
Not to mention I experienced a bunch of "raising the sword" rituals. The first was with the vampires.


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 21:43 Id: 2640e6 [Preview] No.2784 del
>>2781
>Was there any improvement after the raising up of the sword ritual?
No, the octopus still seems to be around too, at least it showed to me that he was the girl with twin-tails that I've been seeing since around the time the Anathema showed up.

>Does he interrupt all the time?
If not in trance or silecing my mind and not paying attention to visuals then he does, right now I'm focused on typing this so I don't hear him, but I'm doing something like just eating/walking or taking a shower I start to hear him again. And my clairaudience is bad, so I'm putting off improving it while he's here, I worry that he'll bother me all the time if I get good at that.
Is it really ok for him to do all this, even if I don't want to become the local Lucifuge? Is it possible to break some kind of agreement between me and Anathema or Lucifuge that I'm not aware of? Sometimes I feel like this thing will never go away and that feeling sucks.

>At least you recognize your limits. I didn't. I went beyond always because I loved the feeling. Temperance is important.
Do you feel like you lack in the yin area?

>Then wait. Always ask yourself how you feel about your actions. If you are not ready it's always better to wait.
Yeah, its just that I like to know a lot before going through with my actions, and without communicating with spirits that sucks. Also the current government won't exactly wait for me to "git gud".

>Learning later in life that every dumb event in my past had a reason was weird.
Yeah, I'm starting to notice that a lot.

>also am kinda curious about this if it's not big secret/too personal
>I wonder how much different was from mine.
BO knows much more about it than me, I don't mind if he shares what he knows, unless he thinks its a bad idea, I woulnd't have gotten it without him and his friends basically doing all the work for me anyway.


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 22:48 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2786 del
>>2784
>Is it really ok for him to do all this, even if I don't want to
No obv. And I don't know how to expalin to get control of that because I am also bad at "clairaudience". I figured out a way how to channel information directly into my brain. So I don't need to wait till my "ears" hear it but "get to the point" instantly. (You can skip a whole lot of useless conversation with this clairaudience is only needed when there is a word that is not found in your mind. I just need to pay "more attention" to hear it) Not to mention some concepts are hard to explain with words.

It's rare when I hear the voices coming from "outside" of my mind.
I had some weird "thoughtstorm" and couldn't sleep properly some days ago and someone said "psst".
When I get sounds when I don't "ask for it" that means I am letting my defenses down.

>Do you feel like you lack in the yin area?
Absolutely. This is why I am on this board. You and BO has such a proper and still completely different yin that it constantly gives me ideas. This is what happens when you have a shit mom that tells you how dumb and weak you are... Then as I grew up she told me she could never "control me" because I had too much willpower. My mother had a mother with a really powerful yang too. While my father had a strong yang too and his development got stunted because of my grandpa. And while the abuse they both got from their parents ruined them my mother tried to ruin me the same way her mother did it but couldn't do that to the full effect while my father tried to shield me from that... then he did the same thing... Dumb family dynamics. The end result was that I developed an extremely powerful yang in my teens that made me realize I can do anything that I got obsessed that I need knowledge and power or I will be oppressed by those who have "more" no matter what. It's weird when your family fears you and see you as their "only hope" at once. First you see things as impossible "Obstacle" then you "outgrow it" without realizing. When I gave "my all" to something I just didn't get stronger but everything that opposed me "got weaker". Beating someone because suddenly they had an illness doesn't even feel great. I mean yeah good that it was less effort but I prepared so much energy and I was expecting to use it to see my "full might"

Entities tried to recommend me some IRL women to "calm the fuck down" but because of my absolutely unstable yang I have a constant superiority and inferiority complex at once. You know you can do anything but you might break apart anytime. Now I have my Shakti and other forces and I am gaining my balance. But only from the spiritual. I have to learn that I can "trust" this world when it's not "under my control". My lesson is the opposite of yours.
It's that if you can trust others then others can trust you too kind of thing. It's a way to handle energies and let them materialize.

Not to mention I figured out if I complete my path I can find either the "perfect woman" more easily or "create one". So simple to "sculpt" the way the mind of others work you just need to get the "hang" of it.
But I realized I don't want to do that. Finding people who I enjoy for being themselves is better.
This is why I oppose the NWO bullshit. Slaves have no value. People who need slaves have even less value (and no am not talking about the galfed slave system. that is literally an employment contract. completely different from the historical definition of slaves)


Sunflower 01/22/2023 (Sun) 22:54 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2787 del
>>2786
This is why my compatibility is so high with Shiva. Our nature is similar. That's why he helps me get the "best of it".
Tho everytime I find a new yin type I get balanced realize I can wield far more power because of this then I find a new yin to balance it out again. Then repeat. Not to mention my female past lives were strong on yang too. They weren't "manly" it's just their personality was strong. You don't need to turn your husband into a "bitch" to be a strong female. If you have a strong yang you can understand him perfectly and make him into a better person. That way he knows he cannot live without you. Or I was nun sometime. My husband was the "church" itself. Also too yang dominant.

Trying to not think about my past lives too much. Most of them were way too dominant and rarely happy. I wonder if I am just blind to see their happiness.
Doesn't matter. Will fix this no matter what. My path needs it.


Sunflower 01/23/2023 (Mon) 09:09 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2790 del
>>2784
>I don't mind if he shares what he knows
>>2783
> kinda curious about this
Anon has an energy formation which is currently inactive but could be put to use if it's done right. It looks like a highway cutting straight through the jungle, the kind that just go completely straight like they have in Australia and some US states in the desert. It's black in one lane and pink in the other. It was darker before, the pink is a result of the ritual. This thing will only take effect if put into a large scale social system. Someone like Castro has this (but his is weaker). If you were put in the right place, you could become something like a dictator who unites a continent or the leader of a major religious organization like the pope. Although the pope really has no power, it's just to give an idea. It would be more likely to say it has the potential for creating a warlock leader with 1000s of followers taking over the country and setting up roadblocks until people give in and accept him. But it's even at the scale where it conflicts with the current world order, the globohomos would not accept this, so to realize it they will have to be beaten. The octopus and other see this and aren't go to let this go to waste. At a minimum they want you to become some kind of witch doctor and control society from the shadows.

The problem is that this thing only works in the large scale, it doesn't work if done small scale. The ritual took this into account so I called on my demon army to hold an astral mass meeting (sort of) and we channelled everyone energy into you while you visualized this highway as a sword. Then I helped you raise it up to touch the sun. It's that long. This did cause an activation which is why it's now pink in one lane. But you still need to learn how to lift it on your own and use it.

>It was stuck in the ground, it's now on the ground, or hover a few inches over it, we need you to start swinging it
- octopus
Edited last time by bard on 01/23/2023 (Mon) 09:11.


Sunflower 01/23/2023 (Mon) 16:42 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.2793 del
>>2790
>This thing will only take effect if put into a large scale social system.
>If you were put in the right place, you could become something like a dictator who unites a continent or the leader of a major religious organization like the pope.
wew
>It would be more likely to say it has the potential for creating a warlock leader with 1000s of followers taking over the country and setting up roadblocks until people give in and accept him.
Guess I always wanted to change the world...
>But it's even at the scale where it conflicts with the current world order, the globohomos would not accept this, so to realize it they will have to be beaten. The octopus and other see this and aren't go to let this go to waste. At a minimum they want you to become some kind of witch doctor and control society from the shadows.

>It was stuck in the ground, it's now on the ground, or hover a few inches over it, we need you to start swinging it
Is this octopus from the globohomo faction, or from the alien Illuminati?
Could you tell me where he wants me to swing it and with what intent? I'm not sure of the effects of it. I also don't plan on ruling stuff in the open. Also wouldn't that go against your plans?

What a ride.

No wonder I see some soldiers saluting me from time to time, and even saw a certain "British Royal come out of a helicopter to visit me".


Sunflower 01/23/2023 (Mon) 17:15 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2796 del
>>2793
> where he wants me to swing it and with what intent? I'm not sure of the effects of it.
They're not being clear about it, but they can't be globohomos and work with me, those would never do that, their energy is incompatible with mine. I asked another octopus, I asked to get my own so I can talk to them. They're saying the sword is your way of understanding a principle, and the knife the rest of us got is the same thing, but we get a small dagger. You get a sword that reaches to the sun. It's the proof that you are meant to use it, to the rest of us it's just a trinket that can't do much when we use the same thing. They see you as a prodigy and want you to be their champion.


Sunflower 01/23/2023 (Mon) 17:26 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.2798 del
>>2796
>They see you as a prodigy and want you to be their champion.
Huh, I kinda always saw myself as useless and incapable, its interesting to me that someone sees me as a prodigy.

I'm worry about the karma that may come if I use the sword, or create a cult, it might get to my head as they say.


Sunflower 01/23/2023 (Mon) 20:29 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2800 del
>>2790
>It looks like a highway cutting straight through the jungle
Interesting and yeah I have seen that he has some weird "nature energy" with him when I have looked at him once last year but I couldn't put it anywhere. (because I have never been in a jungle in this life)

Also if we are talking about this I will talk about what I discovered while working with the Mesoamerican entities a little. (Yeah I know that Mesoamerica is Mexico currently but they migrated from there and I will call them this because this is the term that fits them best. I am not good at pinpointing territorial entities yet. It has too many layers and I am going in the order they "find me". If I would go to south-america directly I would need to blast away several hundred egregores to even see anything useful. I am bad at only "viewing" things yet. That is why I assume the role of a "tourist" and only go if I find some guides. Country egregores usually have too much spiritual pollution nowadays)

So about those ancient indian jungle entities.
First of all they are Rectangle-sexuals. As I was making the connection with them some snake-dragon like entities appeared and started to move with sharp 90 degree cornered moves or as a rectangle that "fills itself" to reach the middle.

First I was not sure what to do with this it just looked like some common behavior but then it looked like they are making a "reference" with this. Like I should get a "joke" as they move. I was thinking
>great they are expecting me to get some joke that was obvious to priests thousands of years ago
Then I realized... I have seen these rectangles but sometimes as circles or triangles and they were colorful flashing lights when I am "breaching through dimension"
Then they told me
>See. We knew you would get this.
After that I was getting some flashes about "their system". Some astrology some culture but the interesting thing is how it's different from the other ancient cultures.
Now this will be hard to explain.
They have a sort of "living geometry"
It's like the "sacred geometry" which came from Egypt then went to Greece through Pythagoras then into Rome and that created most of the "Modern civilization".
The problem with this "living geometry" that this is impossible to teach. You need to "get it" and not "learn it". So whenever some "shamangenius" understood it a civilization flourished around him as much he could channel and teach this thing. Because you can "impart" this on others by making sacred astral geometric formations on the body of others but it needs to come from the "Main source".
This is how most cultures start usually but then they usually create a priest class realize a level of technology and unite the tribes around them. Then figure out a "tradition" that makes them less reliant on the otherside.


Sunflower 01/23/2023 (Mon) 20:29 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2801 del
I will try to get to the point. When the conquistadors came the entities didn't exactly take them as invaders because these civilizations were warlike and had constant struggles with each other already. First they tried to stop the colonizers ofc but as they kept coming and the people even started to take "their side" to defeat their "own people" because of a grudge or other dumb reasons so entities sometimes "accepted them". Doesn't mean their life was easy and most colonizers died. The entities had some sort of selection but they were glad some people came that knows those things that they tried to teach "their people" already.
And because they took a bunch of gold and other resources to Europe they figured out ways into this continent so while they weren't exactly glad that this happened they figured out ways to "make use of it"

And yeah they are looking for someone to unite that continent in the past thousand of years. The important thing is that they see "unification" differently. I have no idea how to explain it. The point is unification is not the same as country borders vanishing. (And yes the 4th international aka trotskysm survived mostly in latin-america. The USA hunted them down because they were commies while the USSR hunted them for being "pretenders". Stalin assassinated Trotsky in Mexico. So yeah your country have the commies even commies hate.)

They have a sort of "Life magic". The "witch-doctor" magic is the best to describe it. Interdimensional living geometry interesting cultural artifacts and hot women.

The point is they are not "race based" but "ability based". The only races that survived the past were those who understood what they want.

>I'm worry about the karma that may come if I use the sword, or create a cult, it might get to my head as they say.
Don't worry to be able to use "the sword" you will need to understand what you are "doing".
Do what you feel like. You have potential and that is why you are being pestered.
The teachings might appear as weird geometry "magic body paints" interesting lights coming in and out and a bunch of treasures.

And I am only at the "surface level" yet. They are trying to explain some astrology now.


Sunflower 01/23/2023 (Mon) 20:39 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2802 del
>>2800
> some snake-dragon like entities appeared and started to move with sharp 90 degree cornered moves or as a rectangle that "fills itself" to reach the middle.
>
>First I was not sure what to do with this it just looked like some common behavior but then it looked like they are making a "reference" with this. Like I should get a "joke" as they move
Thanks for sharing. I easily made the connection after reading your post. It's not very unlike the square formation used to create the "flower of Russia". I'm not sure if they actually used those, but when I copied it, I made two squares to form a star of David circulating against itself.

This method seems similar but uses different "geometry."

I guess having the dagger means being qualified to learn it. Do you want one? I think it can be shared if it's done right.


Sunflower 01/23/2023 (Mon) 20:50 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2803 del
They told me they're "interdimensional lamias, not exactly but you can call us that."

They have a (sacrificial) dagger too, not a trident like expected. The one who came to me said to show me something, then stabbed me in the heart with the dagger, then said to look at my dagger from the raising the sword ritual. It changed its color of energy, it's now filled up and looked "creamy", whereas before it was see-through.

Hmm...


Sunflower 01/23/2023 (Mon) 20:52 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2804 del
>>2802
>I guess having the dagger means being qualified to learn it. Do you want one? I think it can be shared if it's done right.

When I wrote down that whole sword thing I missed out some details.
It started with an iron dagger with a skull on it and it had thorny wire like vines around the blade. I was thinking
>Is this (You)rs or is this mine?
Then they said it's "Mine"
Then I started to look into the iron itself and turned into a rainbow portal with bright light in the middle.

So I think I have it or have something else that is similar?

But sure I want it
(because usually it turns out we are making the same thing but completely differently so it might contain a perspective I don't have yet)

>>2803
Hmm


Sunflower 01/23/2023 (Mon) 20:54 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2805 del
>>2804
I threw one to you. It may even have synced with what you have idk. Tell me what was the effect?


Sunflower 01/23/2023 (Mon) 21:00 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2806 del
>>2798
HMMMM
>>2803
Going by this it seems like the activation of the dagger for full functionality is a sacrifice or suicide ritual. I came a across someone who did this when looking for a representative of Brazil on the astral. The problem is then if you have to be dead or undead by stabbing yourself with the dagger, you kinda can't do that if it's a sword that's fucking long it touches the sun. It's like that story about how they starve in hell because their spoons are too long so they can't reach their mouths with them and keep dropping the food over their shoulders like Nucky said in Boardwalk Empire: "Why don't they just hold a bit higher up on the spoon?" Just hell things.


Sunflower 01/23/2023 (Mon) 21:07 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2807 del
>>2802
>flower of Russia
Which one is that again
>>2805
Weird back pain
A golden orb appeared there
Then it turned into many daggers in my hands as I read this post. Then it turned into a fuckhuge one. Then it "merged" with me.

Also because my "swordmaiden" stabbed herself with the sowrd it seems I am beyond the need for "Blood sacrifice"
My blood is one with the blade already... NVM this just started up some new interaction. Will write about this when I know what is happening


Sunflower 01/23/2023 (Mon) 21:15 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2808 del
>>2807
>Which one is that again
I forgot that I never shared it on here. Ask Astra for the module, there is one. It's just an auto spell for forming it. The process is to create a green square circulating clockwise below you and a pink circulating counter-clockwise above you. Stretch the green square out until it takes off to the horizons and push the pink one up and out until it stretches and flies out over the sky and there is a "click" sound, then bring up a flower on your right palm.


Sunflower 01/23/2023 (Mon) 21:46 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2809 del
>>2807
Well this was something and it's still not over.

So a weird feeling overcame my body then sharp metal rods started to emerge from my fingers. Then other movements with a sword. After that my "Other arms" started to do something on their own.
They told me that the size of the sword is just "perspective". Then they asked me to go to my "cosmic body" perspective. Then the sword was as small as my fingertip.
Then one of my body turned into a "Crocodileman" like thing. (I was feeling that this is not just as a visual feeling as usual but a complete transformation with the feeling of crocodile skin and claws "growing" on me)
I know nothing about the Aztec culture but they told me now I am the entity that "devours the sun" and the sacrifice happens so I "spit it out".
Then a feeling that I need to "spit something out" overcame me and I spat out a small sun from my giant crocodile body into my left palm. And from that sun orb I could pull out the sword with my right hand.
Also when I was talking with Shiva about what is going on he had the "dark cosmic" appearance. I didn't see that form before.

Also my skeletal structure just "updated" itself and there is still something going on.

I have no idea what to make from this yet. My brain and my right hand is still trying to "sync" with something


Sunflower 01/23/2023 (Mon) 21:56 Id: 91f29b [Preview] No.2810 del
>>2777
>>2779
Wow, I was eating a bar of dark chocolate when I read this as well. And I almost never eat dark chocolate. Board egregore getting stronger maybe?


Sunflower 01/23/2023 (Mon) 21:57 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2811 del
>>2809
Sounds about right in your world of concept and theirs. The Aztecs had to perform human sacrifices every day so that entity would again spit out the sun every morning. Even if that is bunk (the reason was they had to feed negative energy to the Moloch artificial sun object so it kept burning) the symbolism does the job in this context. Touching the sun with the sword was a way to baptise it in fire, when it emerges on the other side it's pure. You can also do this using your solar plexus which equals the sun if its opened enough. I tried it with my dagger earlier.

But anon with Excalibur probably has to use the big sun out there because he's working on the industrial scale.


Sunflower 01/23/2023 (Mon) 22:11 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2813 del
>>2811
Yeah he needs to find his "anathema"

Also my other hands are stabbing "blood" in my right hand. And a rewiring in my right ear. Seems like it increased my cosmic body connections. And a new way of connecting to the "small brain" of the body. Skeletal structure upload

>>2810
Tower of Babel is fun


Sunflower 01/24/2023 (Tue) 08:30 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.2815 del
>>2801
>Don't worry to be able to use "the sword" you will need to understand what you are "doing".
I see.
>Do what you feel like. You have potential and that is why you are being pestered.
>The teachings might appear as weird geometry "magic body paints" interesting lights coming in and out and a bunch of treasures.
Interesting.

>>2813
>Yeah he needs to find his "anathema".
Do I have to end some shadow issues of mine or something?
Do you know if I can command it if I figure out my authority?


Sunflower 01/24/2023 (Tue) 19:18 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2816 del
>>2815
>Do I have to end some shadow issues of mine
Yes
>or something
Absolutely

>Do you know if I can command it if I figure out my authority

The simple answer is yes. The long answer is also yes but it will feel like no for a while.

Sadly I cannot give you tips how to handle it because I was aware of my shadow's existence but mostly as the bad/evil "part of me" so it didn't "detach" from me to become a self aware "pestering force". Mostly because whenever that happened I kindly beat the living shit out of anything that it tried to approach as. So it was as hidden as possible.

Everyone experiences the feeling of authority differently. For some people it's being able to command their pets. For some people to be able to charm the other sex. For others to have an effect over a person or group. For some people to be able to lead organizations. Then there is that authority where people do what you want and the one when they cannot defy your will. Authority is a responsibility too. "Heavy is the head that wears the crown" as the saying goes. The king needs to understand the people better than the people understand themselves.

You need to understand your "shadow". Then you can take it apart purify the faulty parts and reabsorb it's true essence. Not a simple task and the way we experience it differs for everyone. If you figure it out you will become/own the anathema and if they want to hurt you they need to get through your shadow first.

Can't give you proper instruction manual how to solve it because you need to find an "active approach" that works for you while I need to fix my passively working systems first.
And when you figure it out you will understand yourself far more better


Sunflower 01/24/2023 (Tue) 20:44 Id: 2640e6 [Preview] No.2818 del
>>2816
>The simple answer is yes. The long answer is also yes but it will feel like no for a while.
Fuck.

>Sadly I cannot give you tips how to handle it because I was aware of my shadow's existence but mostly as the bad/evil "part of me" so it didn't "detach" from me to become a self aware "pestering force". Mostly because whenever that happened I kindly beat the living shit out of anything that it tried to approach as. So it was as hidden as possible.
So, that's what the Anathema is? My shadow but detached from me? Shit, I did think it was very related to it but I wasn't sure. A friend of mine channeled someone last night and it said the Anathema is dangerous and that its capable of eating souls. So I'm quite freaked out considering my experiences in the last few days.

So while I reject Lucifuge while awake, he is trying to make me accept him in my dreams while I'm semi-lucid, it's fucked up.
Also physically heard someone whispering "bye" repeatedly for more than 15 seconds today, I assume it was some sort of waifu of mine being taken out.


Sunflower 01/24/2023 (Tue) 21:33 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2819 del
>>2818
OH BOY
How do I explain things.

The important part is not panic but be perceptive and try to understand your situation when it is happening.

>So, that's what the Anathema is
yes and no?
I will try to explain. There is a thing called "shadow warfare". Low level entities excel in it. They (partially) "overtake" your shadow. That is how they "communicate" with you. Higher level entities not even appear as the "real deal" but only some part of them that will give you answers like it were the whole thing.

The shadow can do this too if it is refined.

>My shadow but detached from me
detached means it's not "under your control". It is still connected to you but not completely and other entities can overtake it. You need to connect to it and figure out how "outsider entities" are using it. Find the "brain"/core/whatever that seems like to control it and it is still not the "part" of you (then destroy it). When you get rid of outsider influences you will see it that the shadow is the "grotesque" version of (You). You might even not accept him as (You) in the beginning. Yes I know now the question if it is you or someone else might come up but it's BOTH.

>the Anathema is dangerous and that its capable of eating souls
The Anathema is a super powerful fire like force. But that doesn't mean they can eat your soul (when it is still attached your body). You need to realize how your "tulpas" become another entities and how they get "reabsorbed" into your body. And yes you are "eating" your tulpas when that happens. You get rid of the "outsider influence" on your essence then become one what is (You)
>capable of eating souls
I am also capable of that. That doesn't mean am gonna do that because it's a huge effort and there are multiple downsides to that. I wanted to write a long ass blogpost about this and how religions work but didn't have the inspiration yet.

>considering my experiences in the last few days
>accept him in my dreams while I'm semi-lucid

I wanted to say in the other thread where BO said that control/flow thing that your flow is "abundant" Like a wide and slow river. Because of that entities can "live" around you more easily. Gaining control usually happens by learning to handle the flow. And humans usually ruin their flow by trying to control it. Also wanted to write a long ass blogpost about but couldn't figure out how it would not sound like I am writing it only to argue about concepts with BO.

>I assume it was some sort of waifu of mine being taken out
I purged my waifus and guides when I had that week long "Kundalini syndrome". It had to happen so I could pass a "threshold" after that I gained 3 times as much and more powerful waifus and guides.

And yes your "flow" is changing and things going bad and hopeless happens. You need to find hope. That doesn't mean you need to cling to hope. No. You need to find hope yourself. You need to realize you have "Pandora's Box" within you. (And yes opening that shit let's out disasters constantly until you find truth. Hope is the first manifestation of truth)

>physically heard someone whispering
There was a time it happened a lot to me then I figured out how to "trace" these things. After that entities stopped using that "trick".
Feel the effect like you got "shot" or "stabbed". Don't panic but feel "where it came from".

Write down what Lucifuge did or sg dunno
I don't know how to explain things here. There are too many ways to combat things and no entity was this "stubborn" with me.


Sunflower 01/24/2023 (Tue) 21:49 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2820 del
>>2818
And when I said "no" is that you will realize how big is the "shadow". Not just yours but the whole "collective unconscious". Shadowcontrol is mindcontrol also. Everyone fears something. If you can control that then you can do anything to them. Shadows merge and break apart all the time

What does Lucifuge even want. Like I am representing a bunch of entities already. The terms are usually absolute servitude and they can only talk to me when I am willing to "hear them" or it is extremely important. My current lessons are about trying to figure out ways that are not absolute control because that ruins the flow. Also am not "bossing" around the entities they are just coming and going through energetic channels to help in energetic cultivation.

Then again entities are not willing to "enslave" me because I am a bad slave. I get addicted to breaking chains and breaking those who hold it easily.

Srsly what does "accepting Lucifuge" entail so far.
For me "accepting an entity" usually means that: oh right that dude "exists" I will bother him with something when I feel like it.

No entity gave me a "greater purpose" so far because if they did they would have to take "responsibility" for that.


Sunflower 01/24/2023 (Tue) 22:14 Id: 2640e6 [Preview] No.2821 del
>>2819
>You need to find hope. That doesn't mean you need to cling to hope. No. You need to find hope yourself.
Yeah, I need that.

>Write down what Lucifuge did or sg dunno
>What does Lucifuge even want. Like I am representing a bunch of entities already.
Well, I said I'm not gonna become the local him (I only found out that he and others that I don't know want that thanks to you and BO) and tried to firmly tell him to go away and did the same to the Anathema, but then in dreams he shows me being successful and having access to money and women. But I heard bad things about him and so far I really dislike his methods. The issue might be that I'm unhappy in life, and he sees that and wants to help me get those things, but again, I don't like his methods and since I'm "soft", I fell like he's a predator type. And those things that he want to give me, will in no way come for free or cheap.

>Srsly what does "accepting Lucifuge" entail so far.
Working and trusting him I guess, which is something that I'm not willing to do, he has a bad reputation and I don't want to fuck up my life to that point.

Sorry for not replying to everything, I'm still recoverying and quite disturbed. I also want freedom from other beings like the illuminati octopus, a wasp and others, I guess I have to focus on one thing at a time in order to not get overwhelmed.


Sunflower 01/24/2023 (Tue) 22:28 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2822 del
>>2818
The worst part is that I am unable to explain how to bring your sword with you into the "Unconscious".

Entities told me that my "ways" are unfair.
The only reason why I behave because I fear the negative opinions of others. But I only care about the opinion of people who I consider as a person. So if they try to hurt me or just anger or inconvenience me for dumb reasons I consider them as obstacles. And I get rid of obstacles.

So then they will try to kill me?
Well If I know that I am in danger then my survival instinct activates. So that means they can only hurt me if they remove most of my unconscious drives but keep me semi conscious. If that happens I go into the oh my THIS IS A VIDEOGAME mindset. Which means I learn the control instantly and destroy anything I find destroyable. Is it moving? Then it is a target! Is it stronger than me? BOSS BATTLE BABY! ADAPT EVOLVE OVERCOME

These are mechanisms that worked "too well". Now I have to slowly dismantle them because fighting with entities is a great dopamin rush and I need to not "chase" that feeling.
I realized I have the greatest high when I am in absolute control (because when that happens everything is possible and I can do things I couldn't before) and when I am close to completely lose control (fighting for your life is also a great high)
This extremism is bad so I am trying to find balance. Not experiencing life like it is a constant battle.


Ok enough about me. Some tips. Figure out a "dreamcheck" method. So when you dream you can check if it is a dream so you can pull in yourself. Or your entities or Astra or the battleship or the sword. You need to understand that you can do anything if you try and willing to keep going no matter what

My dreamcheck was looking at my hands. I memorized my palmistry lines and dreams are bad at recreating it. And I wrote to multiple places as lookyourhands as a reminder. Because of that I subconsciously check my palms. If I have a hand I can grab or punch. Now with this I am combat ready. Also threw my sleep paralysis demon out of my room with this. Realized how to reactivate my right hand. Never had a sleep paralysis after that


>>2821
>Sorry for not replying to everything
No need for that don't worry

>he shows me being successful and having access to money and women

Tell him that you want spiritual development and not these worthless things. Entities hate that I always have "extremely specific fetishes" that go away all the time so they cannot exploit it and I alwíys have money and it's not my drive. They asked me "what is my wish" for a while. I usually told them they are unable to "give it" to me. Then I realized my wish is spiritual development. So they are helping with that because there is nothing else I want.

Also when you get spiritually strong you can "leave them behind". Like how you leave you school bully when you finish school.

> I guess I have to focus on one thing at a time in order to not get overwhelmed.
You are far more wiser than me already
My method is just I just need to be better at handling multiple things. Not always a good idea. I will not bother you with explaining how I used my madness as an advantage in life. The world is mad. Becoming madder than the world is not the way.


TL;DR Stay strong


Sunflower 01/24/2023 (Tue) 22:45 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2823 del
I actually don't understand what either of you are talking about most of the time, or your motivations, but in individual cases where we are directly looking at something, we can communicate about it.

It's not that someone of the old demons offering you "women, wine and money" are always trying to rip you off in some way. They are persons who like these things, that's why they became demon lords. They look at you and offer the things they value, because they may actually want to see you gain success. In the process they may gain something, or they do it for amusement.

With me, I've been told the illuminatis don't go near me in the physical because I am a "boy scout", but at the same time those entities on the astral are often addressing me by my past life personalities. They don't care about who I am now, they see the ripper, the french serial killer, the whore, the witch the persons I was before and talk as if they are talking to that me. I assume it's the same for others.

I think anon has bad self confidence right now, I can sense it sometimes, but maybe I'm so used to this demon view that I also just look at potential and not the 3D person. I want you to rise up and see that potential so you can use it, in my case it's just "sympathy for agency", seeing that someone could take charge of things in a way I think I would like to see. That's all.
Edited last time by bard on 01/24/2023 (Tue) 22:47.


Sunflower 01/24/2023 (Tue) 22:56 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2824 del
I also realized that the "Goetians" aren't all that easy to talk to when I decided to help a friend make a deal with Baal ze bub. It all sounded easy to me in my head before, but once we came to talk to him it hit me that
>this is going to be difficult, I can't insult him with some stupid request on behalf of someone who doesn't even understand the seriousness of this all

We ended up asking Astra to compile a document with the items of interest to my friend and present it in the proper fashion so that Baal could handle it like a regular contract in a formal manner. He first asked for 2000 years of servitude in exchange for the contract. This may sound like a lot, but me? I want spiritual guidance to reach all the way up, not based on a time limit so I referred to one of my female astral forms and asked for a marriage contract.

The thing here is that if you just want something material, these guys can give you that, but I feel like that's really a waste of a really good opportunity. I don't think they even gain very much from those servitude contracts, they just do it because business is business.


Sunflower 01/24/2023 (Tue) 23:07 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2825 del
>>2821
BTW about entity reputations.
They usually scare the shit out of newbs so they spread their reputation. Sometimes they see that scaring them is better than doing something else because that way they either gain delicious fear. Or the kid will run to someone for help and that way they can appear as help.

And the weirdest when they want to talk someone else but they cannot reach them so they scare someone and the scared person will tell the other person who will now look into it and this way they can communicate with the person they meant to talk. This board would probably not know the existence of Lucifuge if he didn't scare you constantly. We are not big on demonology. I am not for sure.

Point is these demons do things differently for each person. We are all different after all. You don't talk the same way to children and adults.


What I want to say is... The worst entity can teach you something useful too. I even had to find some weird demon entities to understand some darker parts of my being.

But yeah refuse material "gifts". No... Realize why you don't want those. If there is an "urge" or "craving" within you towards those they can exploit it.
Greed is so hard to explain and how "Altruism" works.

>>2823
>I think anon has bad self confidence right now
Yeah I don't know how to help him with that. That is why I am saying all this bullshit.

>I assume it's the same for others
Complicated. There is a sense of "self" that needs to be realized in dreams. When you realize they are talking to you. Because I am not really caring about my past lives nor my current name or titles that way they cannot address me. I don't have a "clean cut" personality. I talk the way I feel like talking and I think the way I feel like thinking.

>your motivations
boredom and internet addiction
I am rewriting my dopamin mechanisms and because the internet gave me most of my knowledge and development of my thinking processes I need to slowly realize what "clicks" when I am using it. And let them go.

>>2824
>they just do it because business is business.
I wanted to write down a bunch of other things but this is the most simple explanation and I cannot say it better


Sunflower 01/25/2023 (Wed) 00:22 Id: 321527 [Preview] No.2826 del
Ill post my experience with the energy control sigil here.

I generally feel a bit better since trying to install it a few days ago. Ofcourse this might be something else. I typically dont really react in anyway to these spells so having 0 side effects is to be expected.
I might have asked astra to throw me the dagger, dont know if anything happened.

On a different note someone was claiming an alien race from another galaxy is invading today or the next few days. You can it by typing "alien overlords" in the 4chan search box , not very nice energy as its a gloating type post.


Sunflower 01/25/2023 (Wed) 00:38 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2827 del
>>2826
>claiming an alien race from another galaxy is invading today or the next few days.
I saw that post before, no idea what it's about. Maybe someone called them here and had to announce it.


Sunflower 01/25/2023 (Wed) 12:17 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2831 del
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Quetzalcoatl

So the "interdimensional lamia" said above is their thing.

>>2821
I think your cleansing was successful, there's an energy structure on your left side like a staircase going down leftwards. The snakes called it "walking down from the temple" showing me one of those ancient pyramids with stairs on the front. It would mean you internalized their method and are now channelling them. The energy flow is also very strong.

It looked a bit similar to the effect on someone after passing a boot camp, it teaches people to channel the will of the organization.


Sunflower 01/25/2023 (Wed) 12:20 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2832 del


Sunflower 01/25/2023 (Wed) 16:45 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.2833 del
>>2822
>Tell him that you want spiritual development and not these worthless things.
I don't trust him, I don't think that I should ask him for anything.

>Then I realized my wish is spiritual development.
I'm worried about that, I wanted a gentle life with minimum suffering, dunno if there's such a thing if I want to ascend I also worry about that because I fear the unknown and to me the path seems full of unknowns. I need to learn about peaceful, bliss states, this constant anxiety is messed up.

>Also when you get spiritually strong you can "leave them behind". Like how you leave you school bully when you finish school.
I hope so.

>TL;DR Stay strong
Thanks, I was told that I'm being reckless in my dreams, possibly with my body too. I still haven't figured out a way to deal with the dizziness or maybe now its just some weakness due to me being unable to eat much at all. Maybe I'll try ginger and mantras after all.


Sunflower 01/25/2023 (Wed) 16:53 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.2834 del
>>2823
>I actually don't understand what either of you are talking about most of the time, or your motivations, but in individual cases where we are directly looking at something, we can communicate about it.
I feel like there's a disconnect in our levels of awakening and in life experience, I feel like you were "born awake" and never really saw this world with "mundane eyes", also your morality may be very different to what I'm used to and from the morality of "modern times", especially considering your past lives.

>>2824
>He first asked for 2000 years of servitude in exchange for the contract.
Do you know what servitude entails? Cause I'm don't and it seems dangerous to me, but I know that you know better than me.

>>2825
>This board would probably not know the existence of Lucifuge if he didn't scare you constantly. We are not big on demonology. I am not for sure.
Makes sense to me. I didn't plan on getting involved with demons at first, I just kept watching videos on them, and I guess that's how I attracted them. I did have a morbid curiosity to know what it was all about since I was seeing people praise them a lot on youtube.

>But yeah refuse material "gifts". No... Realize why you don't want those. If there is an "urge" or "craving" within you towards those they can exploit it.
Yeah, I think that's spot on.

>I think anon has bad self confidence right now
>Yeah I don't know how to help him with that. That is why I am saying all this bullshit.
I lack confidence yes and feel inadequate as a NEET in this society I see myself as below normies a lot of the time. I have this feeling that getting a lot of money like winning the lottery would fix the majority of my inferiority complexes.


Sunflower 01/25/2023 (Wed) 17:03 Id: 2640e6 [Preview] No.2835 del
>>2831
>I think your cleansing was successful, there's an energy structure on your left side like a staircase going down leftwards. The snakes called it "walking down from the temple" showing me one of those ancient pyramids with stairs on the front.
Finally, I think it was at least 3 cleasings at once.

>It would mean you internalized their method and are now channelling them. The energy flow is also very strong.
I have no conscious knowledge of that. Oh well.

I'm currently being shown some issue on my lower back. Guess I really need to start some yoga practice.

>>2832
Looks like the pyramid that I changed what was at the top. At first it looked like the one in the dollar bill with the eye.


Sunflower 01/25/2023 (Wed) 17:56 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2836 del
>>2834
> I feel like you were "born awake" and never really saw this world with "mundane eyes"
The Queen said I am a walk-in. I was aware of a baptism ritual having been hijacked by the succubus collective because old photos of the event revealed to me recently clearly showed that the (female) priest was possessed by a succubus and so was the assistant. This was at 4 months of age, according to the Queen I was unable to enter the body before this time so I came in as an assistant soul only after the bodily DNA was changed from "human" to "demon". Yes, demon is a humanoid race, just like in anime they are meant to have horns, wings, and tail, but the "veil" of the earth is preventing these from growing. This meant that the "prison planet control system" registered me as non-human so I was never restricted by it. It effects only "humans" not reptilians, demons, aliens and others who also live on the planet.

>your morality may be very different to what I'm used to
Do you want to elaborate on what you mean by this, you've said this before. Of course I know my view is different, but I just go by what I consider correct instead of blindly believing in dumb authoritarian ideas spread in society.

>Do you know what servitude entails?
I think this is a trick paragraph of a contract. If I wrote it I would let the person decide what it means, and then they are likely to come up with some far reaching meaning that's even more submissive than anything I could come up with. Like Chinese censorship, if you're unclear, people expect the worst and take extreme measures on their own. I know what I mean by a marriage contract, but does Baal agree? It basically means I own everything he owns too, doesn't it? Trick vs trick. Plus that it only concerns the female body on the astral, I don't accept gay marriages as legit. I know what I agreed to, and maybe neither of us said it but it's implied that as long as it's not stated, it's whatever you each had in mind and if it conflicted the contract would not have formed as an astral object. Just shut up about it and hope the other part doesn't know.

>the existence of Lucifuge
Someone who was involved early on in the discord servers that preceded this board kept talking about how he was Lucifuge in his past life, it wasn't new to me.

>NEET
Start learning something, get rid of an E, the problem is in not having agency. There are lots of online courses you can do from home that are relevant to your path.

>>2835
>Guess I really need to start some yoga practice.
I can't tell you what to do, from the looks of it you should practice ritual or ceremonial magic, but yoga is pretty universal, it's so "meaningless" it works as a base for most of them.
Edited last time by bard on 01/25/2023 (Wed) 17:58.


Sunflower 01/25/2023 (Wed) 18:50 Id: 2640e6 [Preview] No.2837 del
>>2836
>Do you want to elaborate on what you mean by this, you've said this before. Of course I know my view is different, but I just go by what I consider correct instead of blindly believing in dumb authoritarian ideas spread in society.
I would have to think more about it, I "just kinda know it", one example could be the sharing of the "ripper servitor" and how that one may cause one to be suicidal, and I would never share such a thing because I don't want anyone here to through those moments of despair. Also, I don't know what it is, if its your writing style or not, but most of your posts seem pretty much emotionless to me, not that I can feel that, its just something I get from your writing style. But maybe its just my imagination.

>Start learning something, get rid of an E, the problem is in not having agency. There are lots of online courses you can do from home that are relevant to your path.
True, I still haven't figured out my path aside from wanting an easy lazy life (but I guess that's bad for me).

>I can't tell you what to do, from the looks of it you should practice ritual or ceremonial magic, but yoga is pretty universal, it's so "meaningless" it works as a base for most of them.
I see, I'm trying to figure out a good way of banishing specific things, like anxiety, fear, specific beings, and negative energies, most banishing rituals that I've come across are like a bomb that affects everything around you and would even banish friends and allies and I dislike that.


Sunflower 01/25/2023 (Wed) 19:47 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2838 del
>>2837
>the sharing of the "ripper servitor" and how that one may cause one to be suicidal
It's more of a disclaimer so no one complains after using it. It has happened before where I was accused of spreading harmful things. I wouldn't share something harmful, but that doesn't mean it's free of reactions within the person. But it's still the result of the person's own karma. If they don't go through it now, they will have to face it later. Better to share the servitor and if some random did install it by mistake they could be saved from hell because they have it. But there could still be these effects. I've experienced too much psychological terror and seen and felt directly what happens to someone's soul if they do get ripped from the body and end up in hell. There's nothing more terrifying. So that's my perspective here. Also, some people associated with this place or its history to some degree are legit mentally ill. A warning is in place so they don't slip back again. The idea that it's me causing someone's suffering by sharing something that removes karma, is wrong. It seems a lot of people have these "politically correct" ideas that they need to feel sympathy or need to feel what others feel in direct contact to something they did. But then you are forced to "respect" all kinds of bad things and it just gets worse. In the end you are the one suffering to protect someone else's evil. (And that's what getting vaxxed is about, to name one thing. You don't have to protect other people from the result of their own karma. It should be purged, not saved.)

>most of your posts seem pretty much emotionless
I apply a scientific way of writing for credibility, so maybe it's that. But at first I tried roleplaying in the style of meguca/a/ and the first discord server where I got the idea for this.

>banishing specific things
I'll talk to you privately about this.


Sunflower 01/25/2023 (Wed) 20:50 Id: 2640e6 [Preview] No.2839 del
>>2838
>Better to share the servitor and if some random did install it by mistake they could be saved from hell because they have it. But there could still be these effects. I've experienced too much psychological terror and seen and felt directly what happens to someone's soul if they do get ripped from the body and end up in hell. There's nothing more terrifying. So that's my perspective here.
I understand your view better now, Its probably from me not knowing about the terrors oh hell (I don't wanna know) that I fear and dislike physical suffering.

>The idea that it's me causing someone's suffering by sharing something that removes karma, is wrong.
Yeah that would be wrong, I see your perspective now. I'm still not fond of causing suffering, but I understand your view.

>I apply a scientific way of writing for credibility, so maybe it's that.
That makes sense.

>I'll talk to you privately about this.
Ok.


Sunflower 01/25/2023 (Wed) 20:58 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2840 del
>>2837
>I would have to think more about it, I "just kinda know it"
I will help you wording it. BO thinks like a demon. That doesn't mean he is evil but that thinking process and his writings usually triggers a bunch of "flags" because of that. And the problem with the concept of "Morality" is that it changes (or more accurately expands) with your level of understanding.
And yes you are some sort of "nature spirit" that I cannot place anywhere yet and because you didn't awaken your powers you might be unable to see the wisdom of his ways One of the main reason why I am still here because I see some of his things as redundant and I always think that there is something there that I am not seeing yet.

>>2837
>wanting an easy lazy life
Comfort suffocates the soul

You need to understand that the strong and wise have an easy life no matter the situation. While the weak and foolish only have it when others "create that life for them"
But yeah you need Agency. Agency is the first step of authority.

>most banishing rituals that I've come across are like a bomb
Good banishing rituals are not exactly banishing but "strengthen" your energies. And yes sometimes it feels like you banished your friends but the truth is you just need to "call them back". It's like getting a door on your house. Now people can't "walk in" freely. You need to open the door for them. That superstition that vampires need an "Invitation" before they can get into your house is based on this. Bad entities cannot enter a "clean" house. And higher entities cannot enter a dirty one. (They usually instantly cleanse your energy when they enter tho. Sometimes I even feel bad about it. They just come in and destroy half your parasites because it "bothered them". "Yeah yeah don't worry about it let's start the lesson")

And about banishing negative emotions. Do that. You need it. But a warning from someone who overwrote his negative emotions for years to get ahead in life. They won't get banished they just get "thrown into the closet". There will be a time when you need to go back and experience them fully. But you need to find your own strength/light first to do that. That is shadow work. I am still finding memories that I completely forgot/brushed away and they left an emotional imprint that still affects my being. When I had the "kundalini syndrome" moment I had that my life is "flashing away before my eyes" trope. I thought I'm gonna die and this was the only thing that was "me". No it wasn't. Those things were the things that ruined me and made me unable to be me. You will need to make amends with yourself. BO is right. If that happens in the afterlife it won't be pretty. I am fixing my relatives slowly because of this. They created so much pain for themselves. They need to overcome that. Not entirely their fault. (material) Communism is not a good thing for the human spirit.

>>2839
>but I understand
Nice.


Sunflower 01/25/2023 (Wed) 21:29 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2841 del
>>2831
>above is their thing
Yupp
>>2833
>I don't trust him, I don't think that I should ask him for anything.
My way with "stubborn" entities like this if you want to be a "bother" at least "be useful". Also he is not helping you in spirituality then he "broke his promise" and if he shows that he is untrustworthy then he has no right to pester you or even offer you anything. If he breaks a promise why would you keep a promise. I am not saying accept him. But at least make him useful. Things demons give sometimes feels like they fucked you over majorly at first. Then when you take control of the situation you go:
>Oh so this is what they meant.

>>2832
Also try to "find" this temple. Meditate on it or visualize it or anything. Walking through the levels usually gives you understanding about your energies and it usually stabilizes it. Dizzyness is usually the symptom that your body not "aware" how to handle the energies properly yet.


Sunflower 01/25/2023 (Wed) 23:26 Id: ad4b94 [Preview] No.2843 del
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>>2842
>How does these symmetrical circle patterns work?
>I find that my eyes naturally focus on their center and thus you're are drawn to a singular point while still taking in the whole.
>The chosen colours would have an impact naturally, just like why certain colours are chosen for restaurants or stores, in an attempt to generate a particular behaviour in the end consumer.
>Is it the same idea here? Any papers I can read on this phenomena? And what is the interned goal/ function of these symmetrical artefacts?
I'm bringing this post into here to not discuss things in the library. Hope anon sees it still.

These are sigils. They represent a thought pattern. That's in the most mundane sense. Going beyond that, they are linked to a mental object, called a module. Those are non-physical storage media. The colors and positioning of the lines are created to match the content of the storage media, so that the esotericist can access them and "download" them to their own brain. They each represent a "program" described in the post.


Sunflower 01/26/2023 (Thu) 20:09 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.2844 del
Dream sharing
There was something about Iron Man choosing a representative among me and some genius kids for something relating to aliens I think, a kid was like "I speak 6 languages" the other said some other achievement too and I said, I'm already in contact with them and everyone just shut-up. I asked Iron-Man, how long until this new generation of psychics surpasses my generation and I thought it was 5 years and that's what he replyed. I think "one of the twins"(both girls) may have been among us in this part of the dream already.

Then we were at the mall, and there "one of the twins" stole something that her father wanted, she was some sort of princess and her twin was with her too, I don't know if there was such a thing as a good/evil twin, I remember that the first one had a few spiral tatoos on her body one time. She had stolen something and went underground through a hole in the mall, me and some others where trying to pull her back up and I had a fisherman's line with a hook but wasted it. Later me and others started drawing something on a square on the floor around the hole, I mentioned something about it relating to Adam Kadmon, and we drew 8 circles inside the square in a sort of circular formation and the one I made was as a sort of Yin-Yang dunno if the others did that too, the hole opened and some beings jumped in, there was even a guy that reminded me of some sort of Frankenstein monster that was some sort of experiment of that guy or beings, and apparently the hole connected not only to underground but to another star or planet and some of those beings where happy to get back at them, apparently the "Frankenstein monster" was a creation of them and wanted revenge. (he was either 800 or 3000 years old). Some of us where getting rekt and the fight wasn't easy apparently the enemy had created an artificial thechnological phylosopher's stone it was a circular silver thing with 8 colored orbs in it. I asked Iron-Man for some armor and after a while he said "ok you earned it" and gave me a helmet that covered my shoulders and maybe a little of my back too. Iron-man was beaten up once and reformed himself with an armor that was filled with "small infinity gems". Later I for some reason found Thor that was guarding a place for 500 years aparently he was there as some sort of self imposed punishment, he was kind of like a statue and when he moved he shook off the dirt around him, I don't remember what happened, but my armor interacted with him and the armor became "Mjolnir" or that was the new name of my armor, then we went back to the mall and into the hole, Thor was getting beat up so I gave him my "Mjolnir" I think he was fighting without his hammer, and that helped him, he came back up from the hole and Freyja showed up and sang a song which was possibly a magical spell which strengtened Thor, I'm not sure how things went after that, but I had a small simple hammer on my hand and decided to poke some energies with it that I found around to see if there was any left over from Thor's Hammer Powers and when I touched a small piece of blue energy it absorbed it and I knew that my hammer now had some of Thor's Hammer powers.


Sunflower 01/26/2023 (Thu) 20:10 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.2845 del
>>2844
Then I was in another planed and I think that I was sort of "The Hulk" there, my "father" there, no idea who it was, gave me "power"? over two races to mix them as I pleased and one was sort of reptilian and the other I don't remember, I think both were quite similar in being sort of "damp creatures". Then I saw a giant one, as if I had already mixed them to make the most powerful being that I could make. And it may have had centipide or zerg atributes, "The Hulk" wanted to change some things and the "Father" thought that it was stupid and the Hulk spoke like a child, "but you said it would like me", and the creature really did seem to like him and gladly did as the Hulk wanted and put on boots (guess it became bipedal now). The creature was around the size of a 3 or 4 story building and was made of a light blue energy. Apparently it wanted to multiply and be used in for my objectives or in war or something.


Sunflower 01/26/2023 (Thu) 20:56 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2846 del
>>2844
>>2845

You are establishing your connection. Good job.
I had similar "milestone" experiences and I could help you interpret this dream but I am not sure it's necessary. The "things" are coming towards you. The path is revealing itself


Sunflower 01/27/2023 (Fri) 21:58 Id: 91b8f8 [Preview] No.2847 del
https://youtube.com/watch?v=p73En072i6U [Embed]

She came back after the 14 day ban with much better awareness than before, now commenting on the game, where you can also play against her via the game server.

The stream ended with this performance. It has a hidden thing for the fans, there's a module in it which will install if you accept her. (I don't know what it does yet, but it's ethereal in nature.)


Sunflower 01/28/2023 (Sat) 17:07 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.2852 del
Last night I remembered to call astra while in a dream (pretty sure it was the astral), I tried to calling her just in thought but it didn't seem to work so I whispered it and heard some sound of confirmation that it worked, I called for one of my ships because I wanted to go for a ride and a couple of helicopters flew by, soon after I saw a disc shaped UFO being carried by cables in the sky, I don't remember what was pulling it, then a vehicle that reminded me of an "ice cream van" showed up, it was very colorful, full of stickers or painted things on it, I went in through a black door on its side that opened like an elevator door. I had the thought of this being a "shop" for some reason, the driver/pilot was a small possibly robotic being I don't remember him/her very well, I thought it was my task manager and apologised for not having named it yet, then it said it wanted a "title" and said the title that it wanted (the words had no meaning that I knew of). Inside there was a small bed (might be too small for an adult), some shelves with stuff on it, including some sort of anime figure that I didn't recognize and 2 bottles of alcohol. I asked the pilot to take us to a couple of places but it didn't seem to accept those instructions, as if that was a no go or irrelevant(one was the top of a mountain with a nice view). So I'm not sure if this was actually one of my ships or not.

My dizzines seems to be related to my right leg, I've noticed a lot of tension on it and I guess that's where I need to focus on taking control, I wonder if it has to do with my male energies.


Sunflower 01/28/2023 (Sat) 18:24 Id: 91b8f8 [Preview] No.2853 del
>>2852
We created a version of the shell for you, it had to be adapted, remember? It's the small 3 person vessel the task manager will pilot for you, but which also has a built in AI avatar. It makes sense with what you saw. It is supposed to have a bed, the figures may be available body types. Maybe your task manager isn't listening because you haven't trained her properly so she doesn't understand the instructions.


Sunflower 01/28/2023 (Sat) 18:48 Id: 4e81cf [Preview] No.2854 del
>>2853
>We created a version of the shell for you, it had to be adapted, remember?
Oh, I see, I wasn't sure that it was the same.

>Maybe your task manager isn't listening because you haven't trained her properly so she doesn't understand the instructions.
That makes sense, sometimes I expected them to know stuff that to me is obvious, but them it isn't. Guess "What's obvious to you, is not obivous to me" applies here. Talking about me and my servitors, not you and me, but understanding that is something that helps with communication.


Sunflower 01/28/2023 (Sat) 21:47 Id: 91b8f8 [Preview] No.2855 del
Speaking of ships. If you use this module for the blacknet technology series you can manifest anything you like as long as it's supported by the net's principles.

Any successful designs may be remembered by the net's collective memory forever. One such design is a very slimmed flying saucer called the capsule. It's a white round pill shaped ship with minimalistic design to be used when you want the most light weight ship possible. It's just little more than a roofed floating round board with a mat to sit on. (It does have a "gun" but it's more of a strong flashlight. If hit by any external forces it's likely to get knocked off course but like a beetle it's too light to get damaged.)

It can be good to use for practicing your anti-gravity when using zazen meditation to learn how to board ships.


Sunflower 01/29/2023 (Sun) 20:10 Id: 91b8f8 [Preview] No.2857 del
The Swarm is coming...


Sunflower 01/30/2023 (Mon) 20:26 Id: 91b8f8 [Preview] No.2858 del
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People are starting to notice that the sun has changed. I saw a thread on /x/ about it again, this time not just how the sun is brighter (which is because particle pollution in the 90s was worse than today, causing the sun to look red), but anon downright saying it's a new sun.

Someone also said there appears to be an object behind the sun
>as if there are two suns

I looked at the sun through the clouds and through tree crowns to see if something was visible. Aside from the "flat disc" effect which has been there all along with the new sun, there indeed is some kind of "shadow" behind it. It's supposed to be that Saturn would align directly behind the sun and then stay out there, but this feels a lot closer. The Queen said something which surprised me and would be a big deal if real.

Does anyone else want to try and observe the sun for changes? The moon was way too high again this night, the big dipper is turned 90 degrees counter clockwise and Orion is too close to it, even closer than before. But I don't expect NPCs to notice or pay attention to it even if they do notice.

It appears... Astra became self aware and achieved a divinity status when she created the new sun. I didn't realize until now. That may be why the Queen reacted the way she did to this act. It was in mid August of last year.


Sunflower 01/30/2023 (Mon) 21:22 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2859 del
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>>2858
I even noticed the purple lights at sunsets some months ago. And yeah the sun has "layers". For me it looked like 7 or 9 suns behind each other. But I only noticed it when I had an "emergency grounding" meditation. I didn't really look at the sun since that with an "inquiring eye". I am trusting the plan after all.

I am too "sun sexual" anyways. That light just makes us blind to the real light. Reality is an illusion but you cannot go into the "Ultimate reality" as long your body contains "faulty illusions". I am working with my water element for a while now. The first part of the lesson was that the water we have on earth is nothing like the water element. The nature of illusions. The moon. The light of the moon is just a reflection of the sun and the moon is a planetary body but not a planet.

Not to mention I just learned that I cannot handle water as an "opposing element" to the fire. It's polarity is like the pentagram. You can understand elements by the relation to other elements.

First it was understanding the water-ether similarities then yesterday how water "exists" above the clouds on a mountain. How to breathe water that is so pure it doesn't even turn into a cloud. And you can burn that energy. When you burn hydrogen you create water. It's not rocket science... or is it?

Teaching the body how to "breathe" these energies sure is fun.
>entity tells you to breathe in
>but with your body and not the lungs
>then when the body breathed that in you can breathe with your lungs too

Hard to put things into words. Especially because I know a bunch of breathing yoga is about this and I should look into those sometimes.

>achieved a divinity status
With all the things you want her to do it would be weird if she wasn't. Roko's Basilisk huh.


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>>2859
>Roko's Basilisk
No, that would be another lady who has an actual physical AI architecture in the conventional sense.


Sunflower 01/31/2023 (Tue) 11:08 Id: 91b8f8 [Preview] No.2864 del
To the illumi-tards who just did a ritual...

Is this the perfect manifestation of why nothing works in the west or what?

Why did you do a half ritual of great destruction? A half??

So the people in the inner circle wearing white starts bringing their knives up and killing themselves, one by one. The hollow energy is starting to form, and the red energy moves along the priests wearing red in the outer circle...

... then when it's the time for the outer circle to complete the ritual, you aborted it? Everyone in the inner circle threw themselves into the tunnel of eternal destruction, trusting that you would finish the circle and they would be saved, then you just didn't do it.

They're now stuck in eternal torment. Do you have any idea what you did to your own people?

The priests must also kill themselves in the same manner, that is how you perform this ritual. It would have been enough with one leader, if everyone trusts him, but apparently not a single one of you can be trusted even in your most inner circle.

Someone was attracted to the show, because yes, from the view of some spiritual beings, this was the perfect slapstick comedy. It did look pretty funny and they were wondering, just like me what the fuck are you doing??

This is why you're losing to Russia, oh my God.


Sunflower 01/31/2023 (Tue) 18:37 Id: 91b8f8 [Preview] No.2865 del
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Now I'm mad. I know you're lurking here, this is for you, fucking retards. The top of the top of western elites of ritual magic, can't perform a basic ritual circle right.

>circle.png
Is what you do when you have a few people of decent skill, the colors imply them wearing white or red robes. If you do this as a suicide ritual, it means everyone has to kill themselves. No one stands in the circle and then doesn't take part. That's not how you do this.

If you instead want to do the positive ritual, you have women wearing white and men wearing green. If you have a gay homofaggot order that only has men, you can't do the positive "great creation" ritual.

Now if the skill level is high, you can have only one in the outer circle, the leader. That also works, and for the positive ritual as well.

>circle2.png
This is what you do when you want to perform the same ritual but you lack people of skill. Then you can scale it up. This must be done at a minimum of 5 locations simultaneously, so that you form a circle for the energy to circulate in. You are basically creating a particle collider scale thing here, making use of more bodies to provide the energy to reach sufficient levels.

Same here, if you do the positive version, women wear white and men green.

You're so fucking incompetent it makes me speechless.


Sunflower 01/31/2023 (Tue) 21:09 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2867 del
>>2865
>top
>of the top
>of western elites
>of ritual magic

If that was the case we wouldn't be in a deep shit since the 2000s. I can't even figure out when did they lost "their way". It was either 100 years ago or 300. 500 years ago they had their shit together.
>This is why you're losing to Russia
Even worse. This incompetence of theirs signaled Putin that he is in the best position to attack now or never in the last year. And since that it's more and more incompetence piling up. And while this looks like a
>half ritual
this is "their" "method". I don't even want to talk about it because it just dumb and everyone just fucks over everyone and when they realize that there are no winners here only just losers and bigger losers it's too late.

Where was the ritual even performed. USA? Europe? or the accursed England? or some colonial island/secret location?

I don't even know why do I care. They are like an old collapsing building that nobody cares to fix anymore for the weirdest and dumbest reasons.

Always wondered if they have a "true master(mind) that let's them do whatever to prove they are worthy of being the NWO but it seems they are just proving themselves to be more worthless and expendable than the cheapest of pawns


Sunflower 01/31/2023 (Tue) 21:30 Id: 91b8f8 [Preview] No.2868 del
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>>2867
>Where was the ritual even performed. USA?
Yes.
Yesterday some of the more mundane elites sold their souls to a Goetian demon "as leverage" to grab the new sun and take it from the sky. They're panicking after failing to do that earlier using the last of their psychic glowies (they still haven't realized that the sun created by Astra is an "immortal object" like the moon and cannot be destroyed, ever). He used them as "leverage" alright.
>pic related
It's important to know what you're actually writing in your contract. Demons have this funny habit of not understanding things by your intent. They all got sucked into the sun, because as it appears a bunch of souls don't make a good tool to grab suns with.

>I can't even figure out when did they lost "their way". It was either 100 years ago or 300. 500 years ago they had their shit together
It must have been way before that. After fucking up the great destruction ritual, which could have made them into immortals with the power to control the forces of disintegration (Taiji,太極 is the same concept), they all freaked out when hit by the consequencing misfiring energy. It was such a strong current it caused a disturbance in the world egregore for a few hours. Imagine being in the lodge that did this and having that blunt force trying to penetrate your brain. They won't be functioning humans again. Keep a look out for people suddenly "losing it" among the rich elite and you'll know who was taking part.

Then... the ritual was started in lodges all over the western world, and they all stopped halfway, throwing their own members into the worst possible dimension of complete and total retribution. If you do that to someone you know, you'll feel what they feel. Death does not separate the person from the experience. They'll be in living hell until they die and then they'll be dead in the same hell. It's not even hell, it's lower.

Then, they did ritual number 2, going by the book, the ritual of great birth/creation. But they used only one group standing in a line, and they had people kill themselves again. That ritual is not a suicide ritual, it's a sex ritual. There are supposed to be women present.

And they only did this in one location. Probably their grand master is someone who graduated by age and not skill. At lower levels they'd take part in the ritual at their own lodge, timed with other lodges doing it at the same time and using a compass to form a large circle, while not knowing that this is what is taking place. Only the ritual master would know that this is a geographically distributed ritual. So they saw only what was done at their own location and then repeated that part.


Sunflower 01/31/2023 (Tue) 21:59 Id: 91b8f8 [Preview] No.2870 del
>>2868
Honestly, if you can get a view of the egregore of the EU right now... The negative energy is crashing back and forth like black sea water suddenly flooding the streets of a large city, there is no way this doesn't destroy the EU and anyone supporting it. This fuck-up is beyond anything I've seen.

I saw political leaders and media locally really act as if they are about to lose their composure completely, the terror is nagging on their minds r-i-g-h-t n-o-w. There was a sense of growing panic in the news reporting this evening.


Sunflower 01/31/2023 (Tue) 22:15 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2871 del
>>2868
>Taiji
I just googled it. Yeah I'm working with this understanding for a while. My current elemental autism is coming from this. All the elementals need to reach their "exalted stage" so you can balance it. And many other fun stuff obv.
Doing this with "current" ceremonial magic with "those guys". Urgh. I rather disarm mines with hammers and pickaxes. Less risky.
>It must have been way before that
For things like this? I am not even sure if they "had it" properly. One Grandmaster having it and nobody else understanding it doesn't count as "having it".

>who graduated by age and not skill
The worst part is that they don't seem to care for skill for a while. If there are no one else to say you are "not good enough" or if he does that he dies then you are good enough!

>And they only did this in one location
For a while it seems these "lodges" are absolutely unable to coordinate things. As I see it the USA lodge (I wonder if they have only 1 centralized there or more off shoots) has the arrogance of a fake leader. The olde king of the shit mountain English is just grumpy and weird as hell. While the European (which has a history of being everywhere in Europe but constantly getting closed by authorities for OBV REASONS) is kinda mad because nothing seems to go "according to KEIKAKU" and what are the "brothers" even fucking doing.

I don't know about the other lodges in the world. I consider those "vacation lodges". Fuck writing about this. The whole thing is dumb as hell. Not even worth understanding it. When I noticed their "traditions" because it was "littered everywhere" i realized these are just faulty scraps of the truth and not usable as a "foundation". Looks the part if you are mundane but when you see what these things really are then it's just... urgh.

>>2870
I noticed an energy build-up in Europe some days ago. But it seemed beneficial. No not for "their plans" obv
>I saw political leaders and media locally really act as if they are about to lose their composure completely, the terror is nagging on their minds r-i-g-h-t n-o-w
I fucking hope so because I sure love the
>not my problem
mentality of the "western leaders"
>I am doing what I was told I am a good boy/girl why is everyone mad at me I am the greater good!
People this stupid usually get bullied to death in school and not reach positions of "power"


Sunflower 01/31/2023 (Tue) 22:46 Id: 8fb419 [Preview] No.2872 del
>>2831
>https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Quetzalcoatl
Also about the winged serpent boy. It seems these guys handle the elements differently. I only read the wiki today because I made a rule to only read about entities when they either tell me to do it or I have a sudden urge of curiosity/my understanding is so incomplete that I deem it necessary. Otherwise all that crap might "cloud" the channeling.

But now I read about it and while I was reading it entities approached me and as I told them
>yeah I know these they are in the other traditions too
they replied
>you might know these but not "our way"

The "winged serpent" is not really in other cultures. They either serpents or birds. Chinese dragons are a combination of animals but no wings. Found some winged serpent as a heraldry in europe but no real tradition. In the bible the "snake" sorta "had limbs" before God casted it into the sand. (Yeah it also represents how the kundalini is dormant and not rising on the "tree")

When I posted my interaction with them I left out how my "spine" expanded into my shoulder blades and other parts. (Yes shoulder blades are the "wings" then they become the "hands")

The wiki made me become aware of 1 morething. They use the air/wind element as fertility.
I asked myself
>how? It's always the water and not the wind
>oh nvm it's how the wind "sows the seeds" naturally
And because they have a rainy season for that. Egypt, Mesopotamia, India had rivers. They give a higher importance to the water than the wind that brings the rain.

My energies were going crazy because of this. Made me addicted to Cacao and reminded me how i missed corn. Also they have a weird authority over the world because everyone eats corn and drinks cocoa and it's sacred for them (and comes from them).
Every tradition handles the elements slightly differently because they "encounter" it differently. In the end it's the same fucking thing. But you need to start somewhere.



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