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Well... this was dumb. And I am not sure if there is a point telling this because it is a very specific thing but maybe someone else will encounter this also.

In the last week I have felt some sort of "dumbness" when writing. My thoughts flow as they should then suddenly there is a big "derp" moment. I am pretty sure people experienced this a lot in many cases but for me it was weird. It was like I was being "possessed" by a feeling of retardation. I thought some entity is behind that but if I moved my energies a little in my head it went away so my next conclusion was that it must be a "new energetic awakening symptom".

Then BO posts his incarnator. It made a +1 feeling for my head but nothing serious. I knew it is the usual "works on my machine" problem too.
I tried to charge it with more energies do the regular installation things with the remote then asked the Shakti for opinions because she usually knows what is going on. She told me
>it will not work
Just because someone says it will not work that doesn't mean I'm not gonna try it further to figure out why it doesn't work. I needed to figure out that I need to feel "trapped" and be like BO's victims and that's add a +1 to compatibility. Then asked Yuuka and she told me she understands the perspective better so she will help and stabbed some of my inner "white ceramic body" in the neck and released some bright purple energy from the throat. Still nothing.
I asked m Shakti again will this really not work?
>it will not do it's "intended purpose" but it still can help
Fine let's meditate on this then. I was led to a staircase where the stars had "cursive runes" on it. They represented energy flows on different levels. When I read them they started to move and there was a sort of rhythmic guidance to "take 5 steps back and 2 forward". It was to reach a very specific place in the "mind". Then a bunch of other things but similar to this. Multiple stairs represented different parts of the body with different colors and when it finally happened I could go up the top and see what is there.
There was a perspective that I knew already. While I knew that it had no foundation before. With that the entire staircase started to move and light up with 1 color so I could see the exit.

So far so good basic meditation go up go down into the different conscious levels and activate it.

Here comes the new part.