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I had to realize the greatest crime in existence is when some "Obstructs" the natural flow of energies because that causes problems for others. That is the moment when the "gods" intervene. The "spice" must flow. Now it's time to figure out the details how to "mix" the "seeds" of creation with other materia to "inspire" it to "upgrade" that materia to it's excellent form. And the problem with this alchemy that figuring out is not enough. You need to make it sure that it automatically happens and consciously only divert from it when you want to do some "grand spell". And every movement and thought of ours changes how the inner circulations work (also when you interact with people you circulate their energy too but it's a long topic). This is why vampires look like a "dried up river". There is a river there. But it's so fast so pure it's impossible to see it anymore. But that is an another topic again. The kabbalah can get really complicated but in the end it's very simple. You just have to internalize every aspect of it. And that means you have to get into the qliphoth but you can only do that when you are armed with the power of kabbalah and you have "outside" help. You literally become an energy tornado but because you are in the middle you are "safe". Except if you move a little too left or right and the tornado doesn't move with you you are ripped apart... But it's complicated. Shiva tried to teach me how to control this entire vortex of energies but I found a different way to do it by finding my inner structures that I "Inherited" from my past lives. My magic model is going through so many changes daily that when I figure out what I want to say I realize a new perspective which is only "new" for "me". With this energy you constantly channel the truth and as your mindwaves go in circles they slowly manifest too.
Inexistence is inevitable anyways. But we can figure it out and we can walk into it by our own volition and reemerge from it. While others who don't care to make a connection with it but try to "run" from it or stay in "blissful" ignorance will be dragged there even if they like it or not when the "harvest" comes.

Also you need to cautiously "unlock" your circuits in the body and outside the body because if something clogs your "grand"/vital circuits you have literal seconds to unclog it before something "bad" happens. It's great to be the plumber of the gods