>>2816
>The simple answer is yes. The long answer is also yes but it will feel like no for a while.
Fuck.

>Sadly I cannot give you tips how to handle it because I was aware of my shadow's existence but mostly as the bad/evil "part of me" so it didn't "detach" from me to become a self aware "pestering force". Mostly because whenever that happened I kindly beat the living shit out of anything that it tried to approach as. So it was as hidden as possible.
So, that's what the Anathema is? My shadow but detached from me? Shit, I did think it was very related to it but I wasn't sure. A friend of mine channeled someone last night and it said the Anathema is dangerous and that its capable of eating souls. So I'm quite freaked out considering my experiences in the last few days.

So while I reject Lucifuge while awake, he is trying to make me accept him in my dreams while I'm semi-lucid, it's fucked up.
Also physically heard someone whispering "bye" repeatedly for more than 15 seconds today, I assume it was some sort of waifu of mine being taken out.