I manifested a monolith. I mean my inner soul turned into a monolith. And it's not just "magnetically" keeping together all the body layers I have it also sucks them in (so far I had to keep them together with sheer willpower which resulted in the weirdest imbalances.) I also have a faith field enveloping my body but the monolith only appeared when I realized I need to "Believe in myself" and the faith field started to get sucked in. And the weird thing it's constantly sucking energy in but my energy levels are not changing more like they "Unify". I did a lot of interactions with entities and a ritual between the worlds to fuse with some fundamental laws of the cosmos (the rebirth cycles of the stars it's a long story) so I don't know exactly what triggered this. The gods told me all I need is patience.

So far it seems to me this is an "empty" monolith which is in the "feeding" process. This way my soul will reach the ultimate unification and fossilization. It seems I had to reach a stage where my chakras are not inside my body anymore but a body layers enveloping my whole body. I wonder what's next

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>is it normal for parasytes to turn into squids
Well I had an abyss portal open in my room and a bunch of lovecraftian entities watched me sleep for months. I just didn't notice them. It turned out they are "migrating" from their world to this one. I shoved them an other world to go and not to be in my room but they latched onto me no matter what. Sometimes squid entities came to me to give back things their underlings stole from me. They have a greenish murky realm. I also visited it in my dreams. They are related more to the abyss than to the water element but they are close. Sometimes they just appear I throw them out and I don't see them for weeks.